Sunday 30 December 2007

i paid a deposit for my soon to be camera

yes! i paid rm100 for my soon to be camera, olympus 795sw! :)
my SWeetie
:)

just nice to bring to pd and test its usage....

hohoho

then mmm... my cousin's wife give birth to a lil girl. :) congrats to him and the wife and my kammo lol

hmm went out wit EY vt on Friday. it was ok i guess.. takes time for things to be like how they were used to be like... somehow i feel that everyone wasnt really in the mood.... though they want to be. i think all of us dont really knw what to do, though all of us wanted to do something, together.. thats how i feel at least anyway..

yday i went out wit ming2 and jiayin. it was kinda nice. tried jcool donut... comparing with the 3 pieces of donuts frm big apple, its pretty much the same to me.

oh yeahh.. i realised that the jcool's q is long only because of their inefficiency to process the payment counter better. everyone are queuing up to pay, but the cashier is busy with other duties as well... if she was given a sole task to manage the payment, and maybe perhaps have an assistant to help her out, i m sure that the line wouldnt be as long as they were.. this is my 2 cents

now i m at chew's place. going to play winning 11 with him and kafaii... wanted to text someone just now but then jiayin msged me. lol

it takes time

it takes time

it takes time

slowly. everything will be okay. :) smile!!!

"And you think you know.
And I would like to think so,
But do you know that when you go,
I fall apart" The Wreckers - The Good Kind

its the best part of the song to me. esp when michelle sing the I fall apart part... she drags it and raise her pitch. and the drums and guitars 'beats' faster.

love it.

can't find Taylor Swift's CD. can someone buy for me? i m going to ask kitmun la :)
hopefully she can! :D

texting her later

thats all.

Thursday 27 December 2007

troubled.

ohh few updates I forgot to blog about.

i cut my hair yday. it was bad. lol. i feel like i got that kind of 90s popstar haircut.. which means that i think i going to gel my hair when i go out next time..

watched AVP2, it was okay... quite sad la... the pretty girl died. sigh...

cleaned the house abit.

fixed my old jeans.... i patched it again :P

i dunnt really knw what to blog ler. no pics no fun one.

i walked alot lor, everywhere.... which is good cos it means i can lose more weight.

but nth la...

quite sien also. :(

OHhh

i thought of something i can do which is to come out with this dream list of thigns i want that you guys can give me whenever.. lol

might prolly drop it here later... i thought of a few dy


Wednesday 26 December 2007

camera

sister, can you leave me a comment here on how much isit the 795SAW with a 2gb card and an additional batt? here is about 1600ish. but then the only thing i worry about is the warranty, whether is it international one..?

hahha

am.. nothing else, been settling in at home. bought most of the necessity already, except for milk, which is alot compared to last time... hmmm

had a good day today, excited to meet up with the vts as well as the college ppl lorrr...

wont be updating s often alraedy.. will prolly do one when i got my camera :)

Sunday 23 December 2007

Taylor Swift - Teardrops On My Guitar


Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.


goodbye adelaide.

finally. in another 12 hours I'll be boarding my plane back to kl.

Its been more than 10 months now. my anticipation has been high all the while till recently. I guess now I am feeling better about going back. Positivity!

Today rained most of the day again. I walked around uni for the last time. It was a pity to see that they are demolishing the Maths building. I was like.. Aww... .. The crane/machine was banging the 2nd floor's floor. Sigh. I wonder what it will be like when I come back..

Had lunch wit Mary, Godwin, Andrew and Karolina. Godwin surprised me with his soberness and seriousness, it freaked me out. We went to spices, I don't like my Drunken Noodle, mainly cos' i get sick of noodle after eating too much.

Then I went to Cleland. Because the bus doesnt come by to Crafers for another hour, I decided to walked up to the Botanic. It was lovely view, wished I had my sister's camera. I shouted (a bit) and just talked my heart out. The 'event' was energising and demoralising at the same time. Anyways, I went up, managed to buy the keychains and head home. :)

Now, I'm pretty much packed except passport, which will help me transfer my pics just incase... Everything else is in my luggage, box or bag.




'i think you made a rash decision'

Saturday 22 December 2007

dream of you.

i was about to play an AFL game with this random guy through a PC in a classroom, but nothing happened.

Later i was MEANT to play an AFL CARD game with this old guy, it didnt happened as well.

I was waiting for him at this poolside/beachy area, when i was texting you. we were chatting. then you send me a text saying you ttyl or you can't talk already because you going to talk to a friend... at that time, i was contemplating whether to ask why cant you... i was thinking of i shouldnt because it has nothing to do with me but i want to know.. in the end i THOUGHT i asked.

later you replied saying 'this is going to be last time i talked to you, the next time will be a very long time lol'

I re read my text i sent to you, it said 'i dunno.. acomodable'

I wanted to write you a reply to explain, thats when I woke up

----
Don't even ask me what that means.

Friday 21 December 2007

Sarah's Cafe... got shouted

The whole morning has been pouring rain.

Today, I had dinner with James, Marika and Romy (all ex-@ers). I've already went out with them a couple of times (Swish, Botanic and then now). I know James since the start of my @, Romy when she joined in Sem 2 last year, and Marika early this year as she was part of my team in State conference.

We had our dinner at this place called Sarah's Cafe. It is really different. They have this emphasis on sustainability, therefore they only cooked certain meals during certain hours, to save their wastage on cooking different food. So their menu is only like the type/portion to be served. And furthermore, its vegetarian restaurant. Really interesting ^_^

I walked around Hindley before I found the place because James told me LEE when it was Leigh. x_x

Anyways, we had a great time chatting. I never thought that I would enjoyed myself as much I did. We were mainly talking about James and his 'girl' lol... then just talking about random things. Romy will be going to France next year, James to Italy next year, wouldn't it be great if I can meet them there? lol.

At the end of the meal, Romy told me that they decided to shout me. :) lol I first came in contact with this term with Robbie and Jen when I used 'pay', which is a wrong term apparently.



James thinks the waiter is eccentric.

I find it funny how when we were parting ways the sisters were finding nicknames for James' special someone... pumpkin, cherry pie, sweetie, bubblegum LoL


'I know that we can't be together, but I just like to dream' Jem's Flying High

2 more days

at this time in two days' time i will be in the plane flying home hoping to reach on time to meet up with jiayin and have some good old time before i go to henglean's and ask him to lift me to kammo's to take the keys back home so i can have some sleeping time

i bought 9-9 10-10 dy the gifts.. left only the Cleland and chocs, which I ll do tmr. going out later with James Romy and Marika. going out TMR with Andrew and Mary

maybe meeting up with Eugene on Sunday and HOPEFULLY Jen will come by on Sunday morning too :)

I sorted out my bank and transcript stuff today.



I bought something for myself just awhile ago. My wine. Its called Church Block from McLaren Vale. Its my first wine, which I am only going to open on VERY VERY Special ocassion. So if you get to share it with me, then u must be very special. =)


Oh, I met karolina just now at Central Market. talked, hugs, laughed. :)

'Don't let it get to you' -quote from Karo

another dream

its in adelaide as first. i was Haley joel osment, running away from this bad boss guy. i have this dust that i can blow in front of me and when i walk UNDERneath the dust I will be invisible, and I think when I go through the dust, time slows down that I manged to dodge bullets.

then after awhile 'fighting/running away from the enemy i then go back to the entrance. there everyones died, including the other baddie. this is where the bullet scratch part of my back abit...

then i used the dust to escape to outside, where i hid around to find out more information. finally ti managed to disguised somewhat and get close to the boss. i wanted to kill me but tak jadi.. ended up being exposed and had to run. i ran with my bag filled with my belongings.. i had to change bag at one point because they bugged my bag. by this time i was in somewhere near south tce & west tce alleys. i was walking towards nth tce. along the way i saw alot of badies, but they either cant see me or recognize me

i think the weirdest part is at the end, where we all are at this food court, its like an HQ
my dad closed nancy's dessert shop while i continue teaching ppl how to make i dunno what.my and a few other friends are tutors in this cooking class...

the dream ended with me lydia yl all wanting back nancy's dessert sop. its like we were suggesting to dad how good is this and that.... heheh

Thursday 20 December 2007

disconnected.

sigh! can't really use the Passport yet cos' my pc is USB1.0 :(
maybe have to transfer to sister's pc then copy from there.. see how..

damn sad also, another thing is that I thought about it, buying camera will cost me about 1.2k, then if buy laptop also takes abt 4k... that means i might end up spending 5k. sigh. not good.

its still early today. in another 23 minutes its going to be two days to KL. I am afraid about a lot of things. loneliness would be right on top. all this thinking really made me consider coming back to adelaide/aussie, where in a way I feel 'safe'. I don't feel too strongly that way about Malaysia as I used to.

Jo Ann & family gave me my first bouquet of flowers two days back for graduation. its really lovely. daisies i think. :) i love daisies. they would be either my 2nd or 3rd fav flowers. 1st would be the side-act miniature decoration flowers . I love them. heaps.

i talked to Nancy yday and talked to Lydia today. I told Nancy how I felt positively about things but just now I felt really down when I talked to Lyddie. its a shame. how I am letting something beyond my control controls how I feel about myself.

Yee Li said that she didn't know I can pour out my heart out.. she thought it was for the money.. X_X ( i wish it was then i wud be $$ ) lol. but no, she was right. I don't think i wrote as deeply and heartly before this. Usually I wrote about happy things only. but since, *ahem*, it really... mmm started the spillage? hehe

I read Van's blog. I kinda wished I kept in touched with her, talking to her on msn etc. I wished I can meet up with her and see how she's going and all. I hope she is all good and well.

what else? I feel like taking a stroll along the residential area now. but its late and Jo Ann won't want me to. I might end up watching Spanish Apartment tonight. we'll see.

Sister helped me packed as well.. which is good... things that left to be stuffed into the luggage are my jacket, other clothes, my toiletries, Hon Seng's coffee guy and my HDDs.

'I won't move, I won't run,
I'll stand here, still, waiting for you to act
I might hide, I might flee then
But as of now, this is where I stand,
This is where I will be when you want to find me,
Filled with mixed emotions towards you,
I don't know what I'll do when I see you,
But I have to be brave and face you
Cos' if I don't,
I'll be waiting here forever.'

Nobody can take away your bliss. i heard/read this from somewhere b4...

Thank You Big & Lil' Sis

I got a present from both my sisters today!!! For my graduation :D. And guess what it is?!? Its soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo USEFUL!!! its gonna ease my work of stealing stuff from friends as well as giving them some of mine stuff................

WD Passport 160GB

HOW INSANE IS THAT?!? lol. Look at the size (below)








What a useful gift which I can carried it around the world. lol :) Now, I only need to bring my missus' brain home in the passport!!

Sigh.. kinda sad though.. its like.. my mistress has been with me for so long, so long. I really wished I could bring her home, upgrade her and keep on using her. But sigh... going to miss her, she is very reliable to me! :)

So I guess, I'll transfer all the files into this mini passport, and MAYBE bring back ONE hdd. just incase the one at home is not workable. lol

=)

THANK YOU sisters! :) Its going to be a VERY useful gadget!

Good times ahead. I've also sorta packed 8 8 - 9 9 already. Now what's left are a bit more gifts and my hdd. My clothes are all tucked in except my jacket.

Hmm tmr going to buy the gift for hl (sighh so exx), for jy (keychain most likely), for kammo and some chocs la. and keychains from Cleland =)

Thats the one i want most!

Wednesday 19 December 2007

photoful

due to number of photos, they will all in small size


except this one..... I'm a Graduate :D
(it makes me wonder am I going to have to photocopy my cert into A4 size to bring to interview etc, or do i leave the size just the way it is? (A) )

Faith & Moon on Monday :)


December 18 - Graduation Day

I think that in the morning, after I collected my gown from Regalia Shop at Carrington St, when I was walking home, someone tried to hit me with an apple. REALLY. It was like, I stopped awhile, then I saw something flashed across my eyes then when I looked to the left, I saw an apple rolling on the floor. T_T

Breakfast at Kowloon.. again.. (had dinner there the night b4)

Graduation was good. The guest speaker's speech is something I can relate and feel about. It was really funny hearing Barry pronouncing names.. lol

I sat next to Phoebe. Phoebe is this girl that I saw since last year I think. She is a girl I REALLY THINK LOOKS LIKE HEBE. =D lol. She's Korean. Kinda funny how we ended up chatting more than I thought we ever could.


photos during post graduation







Francis, Leanne, me & Jason

Cathy, RuShan & YJ


Dinner @ Steamboat place..


Met Rain there when we were about to leave. Also very strange. thats the first time I talked to her. lol It was OK, just seeing hws she enjoying her work, and that we shd get togehter when I come back to Adelaide, she Leann Rushan and Seen Ying.

Lemon Cheesecake sis ordered at Cocolat

December 19 - Farewell Dinner at Hog's Breath
I went out for lunch with Justin. It was really nice, I think its the second house I've been into. The first one was Lauryn's a month ago.


Robbie, Jackie, Sui Rob & I table

JY & Xuna Random Photo

Kat, Jackie & Lauryn


Mr Ho, Eugene & Sui

Kevin & Faith


This is what I ordered, Calamari Steak. It was GOOD... UNTIL GODWIN finished up whats about 1/4 of my steak when I walked Lauryn to Stella. He bought me jagerbomb after that which was okay :) hahahaa.. I think its like a really nice way of wrapping things up.

I ended up walking Katherine to HQ. It was nice catching up with things, and u all shd know by now how much i like to talk..

After that, i walked back to CIBOs (which is the same st as Hogs Breath) to collect my card from Sui.. i texted her saying how sad I was for not getting a card (cos she passed to everyone else except me.. )

'its difficult when you know what you want but there is something else which is more meaningful to you'

Tuesday 18 December 2007

other things on my mind

for kammmo.. lol
will post grad stuff another day.

thanks big sis for the hug. really need it now.

i thought abt something this morning. everything has both sides right? (pros & cons). u can choose and try to look things brightly. but when something made u feel down, things that can be seen as having equal pros and cons can be looked upon as something negative lor

i m not sure if u understand. its like... there are things that u should be happy for, but because u r down, its like oh, just another thing.. thats all. but if u r feeling ok/good.. you might go 'how exciting'

mmm.
li lin, what u said today, about what you need. i know you are right. i think its better for the both of us.

---
anyways

I realized i need to reset my expectation of what msia is going to be like for me. just now, i had a major knock on my head that it might not be as what i thought it will be...

i have accepted the following:
no car *check
supporting my own living *check
going to be hell alone and lonely at home *sighh... check (lol)

thats all.. with friends.. i did thought abt it, like if they are not going back... will i still go back? the answer is yes i would. but now the question i need to pose to myself is what if you no longer can talk to them? i think thats hw i m feeling about some of them lor. and not that its their fault or wtv, its just that we are different people. i alwys thought that we ll have a good time, going out on weekends etc and work during weekdays. but it all seem so blurry now

but one thing as well is that am i going to rely on friends everytime we go out? YES.. lol maybe i ll just try not to go out as often lo... i m hoping to borrow kammo's car only when karo is here lor, other than that i dunt really mind not having a car

i already plan to bike ard d maa... weekend go sleepover at friends or cousin's place. weekday balik to rumah kosong.

hahah maybe AIESEC in kl can help me reintegrate back to their culture. helping them to run exchange sessions.. i ll prolly bring the photos of chloe and soph for them to see, and andrea, godwin and Cicy too. and some conference pics if any


i think, whats going to happen in the next 3 months are going to be crucial , life changing to me.


oh yeah! hehe.. i wrote a post, i really want to post it, but i know if i post it then theres no turning back, so i m writing tis to make me feel as if i posted it already even if i didnt so yeah... its all GOOD.



Beautiful


Artistic



'When you look up'


'and i thought that i am OK '

Monday 17 December 2007

i am losing myself.

dad arrived dy, it was OK. talked a lot to him. more than usual. maybe cos' i m wee bit grown up. its 11pm. he is asleep already. :( I can't PC as long as i would want to now. i feel bad if i did.

tmr is my grad. still no feelings.

i m really disappointed with myself.

my dad asked me to go to brissy b4 going back. i might, if kitmun and yl are there.. lol otherwise i rather go home.

i really like my dad. when i'm young he is my hero. really. i looked up to him a lot. things happened since my mum passed away and we tried to reconcile but its different now. i only wished i could love him more and give him things that he wants from me.

I wanted to hug my sister today too. I never hug her before since she left to aussie the first time. Today, at Coles, it started to hit me that I am not going to stay with her anymore, not in the next few years. I felt really sad and I really wanted to give a hug then. But I didn't :(. Will give her big one tmr.

Then that made me think abt big sis in LA. If she is here now too I would hug her. She's been a great big sis though bossy but she is still my sis. I would hug both of them tight!!

*sniffs* hehe i have tears running down my eyes.. (well, walking down my eyes :P)

all i m saying, is that I kinda regret not showing how much i feel for them at times when it really mattered.



'Cause when i try to talk to you
I feel like I'm not getting through you
Where did we go wrong
It's hard to be strong
When I talk...
When I talk to you'

Mandy Moore's When I Talk To You. (i have this song's lyric in my blog b4, i find this song really meaningful and touching, it saddens me)

dead nights.

my odd-night sessions of waking up and playing PC will have to take a halt for the moment, as my dad is arriving in 4 hrs. he ll be sleeping in the same room as I am, and I ll be lucky if I can even stay on the PC till 1ish. lol

bright side: gets me to do other non-PC things which i can do in KL.

dark side: lost of communication/social interaction with close friends

anyways, my grad is tmr. i dont have any feelings for it. really. dunno.. maybe cos like things like this in life must be shared with good pals =). i'll fly you in if you want. yes, YOU. PLEASE be my pal.. *wink

I hope to meet up with Robbie and Anne tmr, take some shots with them.

hmm.. today? oh, Faith & Moon =) Faith was late, but Moon was latest. lol

updates?
trip 1 - VTs 9-9,10-10 dy kua.. easiest.. hehehee
trip 2 - road trip - dunno whos going, dunno where to go, got the date dy, but now have to change again. but at least we know the dates we cant do... (anything after jan 12 is no no). so hopefully can draft something out la.. at least we got the content of the trip dy :)

trip 3 - HELP girls (sigh) - mm penang/singapore. dates might be prob for this one.


trip 4 - karo..*blank* .. lol.. i dunno.. Langkawi.. Twin Towers, KL towers, shopping here and there... eat eat eat... karaoke... midnight life etc... i dunno.. anything kua maybe take her to Pangkor and melaka would be ideal

=)

' i want to see the whole world, but i don't want to do it alone'

chubbier.

my face is plum now. :( dunno why also. i think i realised this during exam period... when i webcam with li lin.. i thought it was nothing.. but now quite clear lorrr..

i think someone who has a chubby body is not as bad as having a chubby face :(

u know u got a chubby face when u open ur mouth (ur jaw goes downwards), and u can grab a hold of ur face meat near the neck area..

i am worried!!! i mean.. summo when i go back KL that time sure eat alot more one... how??

=(

Looking for jogging/walking partner in KL. Daily walks, evening/morning negotiable. Please contact me at 012-3376755.
Note: preferably Hot Chicks... and I am NOT talking about Nandos. :P


- i really ifnd it funny today at the park with Andrea. I mean, its really interesting to hear them speak in Portuguese. And I thought her friend Josie is an Australian. heh

my ipod shuffle is working again, all i need to do was to reinstall the software... lol i didnt realised i have that option till i read the manual again..

oh and camera in KL is cheaper. going back to buy :)
end of story! lol

now i only got two luggage to bring home. so easy. save money also. but i m leaving my comforter here.. most likely. among all the bed time items, pillow, bolster and comforter, i find the laast one most useful, u can wrap yourself in it, or around it (bolster) or fold it into a pillow.

^_^

'
One of these days
I won't be afraid of staying with you
I hope and I pray
Waiting to find a way back to you
Cause that's where I'm home
'

Michelle Branch's One of These Days

Sunday 16 December 2007

tired. really tired.

i am sleepy now. i think maybe cos' i walked the whole day, woke up sixish then go back to sleep b4 waking up tenish.

liverpool lost. bah! frustrated

played too much human pet.. tired eyes

now im mentally tired.

meeting up with moon and faith tmr :)

i wanna go online, but im tired.

sleep

dad coming tmr.... day going to be long dy.. sighhh

i wish for alot of things.

ching may lol.

i had this dream about this shopping mall. you have all sorts of thing. its like at this one area, its like shopping mall/wild life theme park kinda thing. its not really like mammals kind of wild life, ti think they have like scorpions roaming around the place, then u can see some aquatic animals underneath the floor (its a glass floor)

i thikn there is this one part where everyone i splaying chess/ board games, and cm and i decided to play. the pieces were really random, i got a proper one and it was black. cm's however is like monopoly houses, but smaller, in colors of red, yellow and green. then there was this guy who i think is ching may's friend sitting nearby talking to us whilewe play.

i think like ching may said something about how i goof aroud people and something like that thats why she don't trust me being alone (w/o her) with her friends.

ii this thats the part that i can recall.. maybe cos its really really weird to have ching may in my dreams.. lol



today is.. sunday, going out later to meet up with andrea for picnic, but i ll prolly just take some photos, talk to herfor abit and leave. I might go around city buying stuff to bring home i guess

things to buy

chocs (for general friends lol)
hl's musem piece
jy's something (still thinking)
kammo n jo's chocs... hope its cheap ler

=)

Saturday 15 December 2007

i am 21.

Min Li used the word 'only'. I think 21 is a fair age, no longer only.
Everyone should start working by now.
Some people already did 2-3 years back.
4 yrs on you'll be in your mid 20s and living your adult life.
And when are you planning to have a family? Children, any?

I am already 21. What am I gonna do about it?
I have plans, but they are just plans.
3 yrs of working in Public accounting for the CA, then up the corporate ladder I go.
Open a company/organisation in the future with emphasis on environment & corporate social responsibility

Relationship wise, I think I am looking to have a stable and steady relationship by 24-26.

less blogging than before

i've just checked my previous posts, e.g. last years. Some of them feels like it was just not too long ago I had that dream (I blog about my dreams every nw and then, so yeah).

Also, by numbers, I've blogged less this year compare to the last two. I think only this month i've been blogging more.. cos' I am leaving home and etc. :P

i've just finished watching HERO.

now what do I want to do? I don't know. hehe.. i'm on9 now but not chatting with anyone. Maybe i'll go offline and come back later. for the moment, i prolly continue drawing stuffs...

and your eyes goes O.O

lol
i cut bits of my hair today. i don't think it look too much diff, which is good.. I cut bits of my left top front and sideburns.

'I open myself to you to let you into me, to hope you understand who am I, not to overwhelm you'

walk

"i want to walk side by side with you, holding hands.
if i walked too fast, tell me and i'll walk slower.
if i am behind you, take a deep Breath and I'll be next to you."


lines that came to me when I was walking, but kinda like.. unreal. Cos' its impossible that you can't see that you are walking too fast/slow.

I think that when it comes to forgiving things, I have a hard time letting things go. I choose to make it difficult for myself to forgive myself. This is bad cos' in my POV I think that you must always forgive yourself and move on. If you don't, you only make yourself & others suffer "pains" that are not necessary.

I think like, I am kinda useless when it comes to making ppl feel better. Its like, I need that someone to make some effort as well. (I know that in the end you do NEED that person to make an effort, cos' if she/he dont want to feel better, you can't do anything). But I know that I am not as good as I should be.

You know, in life, I am not really determined about a lot of things. I don't mind if things doesn't happen and I always let those slipped away from me. I guess thats one of the disadvantage of being positive all the time. Hopefully, I can be a more determined person and strive hard for what I want.

I am really tired. Not physically. But I know that I will be better. =)

Yesterday was a 'day'. But its just a day now.

I want to just close my eyes.


it is raining outside

i started the day talking to min li. its been awhile since the alst i talked to her. told her stuffs thats been going on lorr... kinda a lil' blue feeling, when we talked about changes and all...

I went to city to meetup with Robbie and Anita for a meal at 12. The bus I took 'sei foh' twice I think.. kinda scary if it doesn't start again and in middle of nowhere.

We went to Noodlelicious, which is where I will be going again on Monday with Faith and Moon. I think talking to them, I sort of summarised my stay here, from the start, how I feeling needing something to support my stay here socially and then to what the future is going to be like.

Anita & me

After that I went to office to sort out Jan Con payment stuff. I went to WestPac and along the way I saw this. Its call sand sculpture, and you are looking at a female's behind.. :S hahahaa.. the lady was sculpting and i was like errr... but then I changed my mind. :P thought it would be funny, how you are looking at the whole sculpting and there's an *** right back at you.

Took pics with Nimz :) I like the photo. hehehehe (I take one!)

I think this pic is really.. emotional. thanks to Aleks!


--- Godwin William Jon & I went to Dumpling King for dinner. I had special chilli beef rice, as spicy as the noodle i had last time. lol. afterwards while we were buying bubble tea Godwin was checking out this girl who was standing not too far away. kinda funny.

and then.. this..


Its really funny. Godwin told me about it, that Crazy Horse is having this Mega Strip thing. LoL. i mean like, how mega a strip can be?? lol ... what if its ultra? how stripful it would be then????


Adelaide United
I always been wanting to go for a game. It cost me 16 bucks for the entry, and then 5bucks for the rain coat cos it was raining and windy. x_x

Adelaide United lost 2-1 to Mariners. The whole stadium was filled with passion towards the last 30mins when we manage to grab back a goal and the team was able to pressure the visitors. However, we did not get the goal we could have gotten, too little too late.

some photos



Big Red (the Mascot), JY & BR and Hindmarsh Stadium where we watched the game.



Refs' warming up (what if one got injured?), Kickoff, Photo time



Godwin's halftime snack, beer and churros, Godwin & me post game


I was supposed to go out with Andrew tmr, but I just cancelled it. No mood dy... Besides, I need to clean the house, maybe try to settle some work at home kua.

8 days. its still too long. :(

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yeahh
lol, mr Ho., asked me to go to that stripclub next week with him. I don't really want to, but I don't know.. lol. It would be really odd and weird. I don't want to go, not because its a stripclub, well maybe cos its that. But I just don't see the point of paying x to go there and see lor. lol Godwin says its better than HD.. hahaha funny guy.

we'll see how.



hehe just add one thing - i absolutely Lurvee peifern's 2nd quote =)

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