i cannot believe that it has already been two months.
my heart is lighter now. i no longer think as much as i did before. but still.
everything is like back to what it was before i met her. like the past one year or so, was just a dream.
to recap and remember everything that happened in between then and now, this very moment.
i have accepted that things and people changed, whether they want to or not. perhaps this is not what she wants as well but this is what she needs to do, for her and myself. this is the decision she needs to make to progress.
feelings changed. you cannot blame anyone or find fault.
people changed. even i changed from this. i realised in a greater manner that how destructive my temper can be. i just find it amazing that i stopped playing game so much, to some extent, i am losing interest. the taste and passion for it, it does not appear within me.
acceptance, tolerance and resolution.
accept that things and people happened and that holding on is only suffering. let go and embrace the change. welcome the new and cherish the old.
to give more than you can. to consider and think of others and understand their perspective. then to give in when the things do not matter. and things should not matter.
to decide what you need to be a better person, physically and mentally. to find the ingredients and goals you need to 'complete' yourself. to take action to strive towards collecting the materials and moving closer to the end goal.
i wanted to talk to you. but like what nick said. we arent closed anymore, which is sad. but thats part of living. people come in and out like seasons... from Kanye.
my heart is lighter now. i no longer think as much as i did before. but still.
everything is like back to what it was before i met her. like the past one year or so, was just a dream.
to recap and remember everything that happened in between then and now, this very moment.
i have accepted that things and people changed, whether they want to or not. perhaps this is not what she wants as well but this is what she needs to do, for her and myself. this is the decision she needs to make to progress.
feelings changed. you cannot blame anyone or find fault.
people changed. even i changed from this. i realised in a greater manner that how destructive my temper can be. i just find it amazing that i stopped playing game so much, to some extent, i am losing interest. the taste and passion for it, it does not appear within me.
acceptance, tolerance and resolution.
accept that things and people happened and that holding on is only suffering. let go and embrace the change. welcome the new and cherish the old.
to give more than you can. to consider and think of others and understand their perspective. then to give in when the things do not matter. and things should not matter.
to decide what you need to be a better person, physically and mentally. to find the ingredients and goals you need to 'complete' yourself. to take action to strive towards collecting the materials and moving closer to the end goal.
i wanted to talk to you. but like what nick said. we arent closed anymore, which is sad. but thats part of living. people come in and out like seasons... from Kanye.