I will be going home in less than 8hrs.
How do I feel?
Traveling alone gives me a lot of time to think. And wonder. Usually I will have a lot of to do list when I am about to head home. But..... upon reaching home, all these things to be done are left behind.
Emotions. Currently feeling a bit more. Maybe I am overthinking. How I wish things will be different when I go back home, but I know it wouldn't.
To accept that it wouldn't will make me feel better, I think. Or should I strive to push for a change, a breakthrough?
It is not as bad as I am writing, nor as difficult. Everyone, it must people encounters or suffers from it. The comfort or ease of the sense of knowing, the comfort of familiarity.
Alone by myself feels good in the sense that I don't feel pressure. I don't sigh. I just, relaxed. :)
Back to reality. Things to learn, habits to stop, books to read, tasks to solve.