I want to start this journey more actively.
So what I will do today to move towards this step?
Confidence : being more assertive in things you want and being comfortable in doing things you don't really like
What I want to do?
What I don't like to do?
Repel worry: need to constantly remind self to stay confident and that worry is normal but you should ignore that feeling.
Discipline. Set time to do things you always wanted to do but yet to accomplish, namely python, bazi classes.