itsnot fun

I want to but I don't think I should.

I like to but I think it is a bad idea 

It will make me happier but it is unlikely to change the result, so why bother? 

Be patient. Wait. Sometimes this is the answer? Time.

klopp Xmas msg

If it is not a good moment, try to change the moment, make it a good moment. that's how life is

I hope you have some nice memories of last year(2021)

klopp Xmas msg

Logan ury

Cousin recommended her book link1 and link2

Hope I m progressing to the right mindset to approach relationship

:) 

you are my glory

Watching my first Dilraba drama. 😍. So pretty. 

I need peace.

I need to have peace in mind and heart 

what i should do now

 i want to be better day after day

i want to have acceptance of the current situation. it is what it is and at this point i can do more

i will need to forget about her for now and live my life as is and as happy as i can

i will take this time to improve on what i think i m lacking when i m with her.

and in time, when we chat again, we can see how it goes.

and if that time never comes, i will approach her again when i feel i m in a better state than i m now.