I do

lisa loeb s I do. perhaps it is a song that you can relate to.

Fu (edited)

lost my car keys at the park.

took keys out of pocket. left it in floor. Then forgot abt it. When I go back.. gone

edited:
we went back to the park after breakfast at Yong len. I asked the guard if anyone found car keys. He said no. I decided to go back to the scene and find... nada.

When I go back to the car, which was parked near the guard. the guard asked me what car and I said it is myvi... and voila! someone just returned to the guard, when I was searching for the keys!

thank you stranger!

I know I can

I know I can be a better person.

one month bring it on!

I won't give up, yet

in theory as long as there is still. a chance, no matter how small. I should. give it a go... that will be a beautiful end.

I. will. wait and see how things go when you are back.

;)

I dont agree

I dont agree with how we should do this but I don't know if keep talking would help.

taking chances

adjusting

it is weird that I see you but we aren't talking to each other, at least for a day now. never thought it would be like this.

it is not easy at the moment, hopefully I will be better at this.

hopefully we will be better too.

as you as you get

who determines how good your day can be? ONLY YOU.

watched promised land and robot and frank. both are good movies.

i would recommend robot and frank as a family movie, whereas promised land is more for those who are CSR type of person.

Still enjoy what I do

writing is one of the many ways I used to express myself. I still enjoy it but I don't do it anymore....  work and other interests took most of my time away from learning to improve on my expression

i m now waiting for Carolyn...  told her I am gonna pick her at 730, but now sudah 8am, and still waiting.... 

later will go brunch with aileen then bg with the guys

maybe we can chat sometime today? it's been awhile.....  :)

what will be will be.

hope and als

ALS Ice Bucket challenge is working well to raise the awareness

I have hope.

75

aim to go 70!

runs in two weeks' time. can i do it?

Pressure

Just because you never manage your time and you agreed to Webcam, now you said I m pressuring you by asking you for a time to Webcam? Is my time catered to you?

You

Just because you didn't hear it doesn't make it "not a big deal"

So what....what if I am on my way home already? Then what?

It is how I see it that you should take into consideration and make you feel that you should care about it more than how you did.

Dream

I dont even rmb everything but it was about a wedding and resurrection. I died and was given chance to come back alive, and I had to work for it to turn visible, or human...

I. Don't like why but there were five of us. Nick me hl Calvin ks I think... In a car sitting and chatting and somehow we parted ways before leaving. And somehow, I died. We bought some food like roti canai and some kaya food. They didn't go to Sabah after that.

Even before the above we were. Almost like playing dota kind of thing,

But when I was back alive I was a different being. It was like traveling to see someone I m close with, and her wedding. We were travelling without knowing where are we heading and I wanted to take a picture of the road name Jalan lat and Jalan nak for Alicia to see her surname and stuff but I couldn't as each time the sign appears too fast for me to snap a photo. We ended up driving towards Jalan nak and when we open our map we realised we will never make it on time as it was already at night and we need to pass the mountain to reach the place, even though on map itself it's probably just across a small water space from the sea as it is basically another shore from where we were.

Before the above happened there was this part where this being was told that she needs to eat more of this thing the villagers used as part of their walls (looks like some dry purple grass). The more she eat the more beautiful she became.

When we reach nobody could see or hear us until we said something familiar and then everyone saw us and we sat down and talk. There were some malay friends whom was talking. One of them, who used to bride was talking about how he had done his work and that she is no longer his responsibility. She was mad to hear this and kept kicking him furiously. But he did not respond and to him, it does not seem painful. I forgot who was the gal but her face was very unhappy with his words. He was saying something like he is now part off a drawf and no longer can protect her.

I also remember and animal part where we there was this sad donkey who couldn't read and was treating the villagers really nice but yet the villagers fooled him when they erected signs which disclaim his ownership or help last time and statue of him which according to other friends of his, is very ugly. It basically a half face with the north side open type of statue /entrance gate thing. It was odd when the donkey took a photo of himself standing inside the mouth of his own statue

I don't remember wat happened but I died again. This time nobody can see me and everyone was moving on with life. I see my big sis asking me to eat chocolate which was sort of engraved with my name. I saw my own "death plate", detailing in loving memory.... Of my name and so on. I can see it was written dead.
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Dream ends and I woke up. I was sleeping 180 degree terbalik. I felt I need to write this down as maybe mom wanted me to understand the meaning of life and how precious it is that when it's gone you want it back so badly but nobody could see you anymore, and there's the reincarnation part and how u need to work it to come back as human.

Shoutout

I wanna say thanks to the guy, random stranger, who asked me to run when I was Damn tired and stopped running.

Thanks to him I ran for another 5-8 km

Misinterpretation

So jo jo me kaufu and hs went to meet Chris for dimsum at grand imperial. We went to Ou. before turn into parking, kaufu asker whether grand imperial in Ou or bsc.
We called and realised that Chris was heading to bsc whereas jojo booked Ou. Haha we ended up having brunch at monte cos couldn't get table at bsc's grand imperial

Emo

Y I get so emotional abt the things u do...... Hate being emotional

:(

Shirlik u really..... Today is the day u tell me everything I am not sure if I need to know or not

Youuuuuuuu

Why I let u dictate how I feel? Lol

Just tell me la. Tell me what u think and all and be honest with me. Maybe I will understand and make the choice u wanted ??

meaningless

when u think more about others, u ll feel how insignificant our lives really is and things that we feel it matter shouldnt.

hence i felt the urge to give more...

ou zhen yu

fish leong's new song somehow reminds me of pocahantas. the rhythm.

the song fills me with emotions...