this year, the cny has not been of any celebration, not to me. it seems like as i am getting older, feelings and emotions for certain things and events changed.
i no longer feel excited about special days and birthdays. to me, i feel that it is just another day for a reason to meet up with old pals and friends for a meal or drinks.
now, i even wonder what should i do with my free time, which is kind of worrying, that i might lose all my interest, in everything. lol.
but as of the moment, i m trying to develop new interests, in reading for e.g. so far its been doing average.. I hope to read more books within the next few weeks. (about to be done with Agatha Christie's)
other than that, I think i m looking to improve my relationships, not just with friends but with family as well.. its about time i guess. .lol.. meeting new friends, rebonding with the old ones.. it will be interesting... to rebuild and expand my social side... :D
plan ahead - i've decided to apply for exchange again, with the view of going on the exchange at the end of 2009. we'll see how things goes... :)
relationship with special someone - thought alot about it, want it alot, but in the end , i think there are things that isnt quite the time yet. there are certain people that made me feel wanting more, but thats as far as it goes, or it should go, for now. don't want another long distance or fragile start to a relationship anymore~~~
work - opportunities to learn are applenty. we'll see how it goes after the new year. i dont like stagnantation. hopefully i can see more of the bright side of work soon. ;)
life is only dull when you do not want to make it any better. i do. so. i will plan ahead... things i want. and we'll move step by step from there :)
with hope!
jy
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