back to routine

Almost one week already.

Start back my reading habit. Check

Practicing Korean and Chinese again. Check

Reading my statement of desire. Check

Exercising. Check. 

Meditating. Check

Grateful that my unrealized loss gone from 4k down to 1.5k now. 

Trying to reduce food intake after evening time like what we did back during the meditation course

Awesome

I am happy!

 

Made gross 775 from trading futures today. Happy!

Lesson is. No emotions, don't expect anything, there is no right or wrong, it is just a probability game.

Take the trade!

back to routine

I should start the day of end the night b with a post, to state the be right and grateful post.

New thought: I need to flip my book daily also to keep me running! 

Grateful :

Didn't end up doing anything silly yesterday

That I am somewhat healthy and alive

That I can see the path to get things right, or get back on track

Things I can do better:

Accepting that playing less won't die

Increase concentration period to do tasks

Get back to reading!

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Liverpool won! Bobby scored!

Now have to see my other players perform or not. Best is Ings and Pereira because no one else owns them. 

One New thought a day

 I should put more posters in my room to motivate myself to visualise my success .... A4 papers here and there to start.

Thought #2. Be brave and confident. :) need to constantly remind yourself to think like this... 

Consistent is the key to success!

Liverpool lost 7-2 to Aston Villa. I saw this results in the morning after watching Man Utd 1-6 Tottenham. Shocked and surprised at the result.

I don't feel good

I don't feel happy. 

I don't want to be productive. 

I don't want to sleep. 

I don't know what I want to do.

But in the end, after I sleep, when I wake, it will be another day to go through. 

I just want to idle away right now until morning. Without any intention or purpose. 

Not worrying about tomorrow

And just do. Without consequences

Just how I am feeling right now. 

I will be fine tomorrow. 

Because it will be another day to live