so.. what should i do?

slightly demotivated. quite depressed. but its for the recognition

how far should i go? or better still, how far CAN i go?

i just wonder..

Surprises

1. I am in a relationship
2. Finally saw fireflies

we grow, we learn, we move on

I am leaving my current office tomorrow. Tomorrow is my official last day, though of course I don't doubt one bit that I will be entering the office on thursday. LOL

Its been a year and 3 months I think, I've been working in MSAC. To be honest, I am not too sure technically how much have I learnt. I think that like what Tammy said, the thing I learn the most was improving my Mandarin. No doubt its cos of the ppl there that made it that way.

Hopefully I am more than prepared to go KPMG. No doubt that its going to be tougher, but how tough to expect, I do have a rough idea but I am not sure how far I can take it. It will be interesting to experience the difference.

Anyway now, I am clearing my file. I think this is my first time working OT till pass 12 since PJBumi. I think so. All the while after that its been pretty smooth sailing.

But I think I am happy with today's output. I am really satisfied with the work done and hopefully there won't be too many mistakes inside.

Its been a great journey with MS i think. PPL there are just Amazing. It's like an extension of your family and friends. Mini family. Everyone is friendly and helpful. Everybody enjoys a good laugh during the office hours. No one is too serious while working but of course we do do our work, not all play.

Now looking to the future. :) will i be able to bring MS culture to KPMG - G dept?

2010

resolutions?
work harder
be more observant
finish cpa
prepare mentorship/PER documents
plan a trip
invest more $
self improve myself in FRSs
be a better man

another weird dream after that..

its like we are in a bank.. a really big bank.. like those in new york...

the people whom are my friends are also the top mgmt ppl (working / living on the floors above the bank) then... suddenly we are taken hostage and there were alot of customers/ppl at the bank that time..

in the midst of the confusion, i managed to kill one of the opponents (shot n he died like a zombie in l4d).. but later on the robbers manage to control the bank and i dumped the gun quickly and joined the hostagers... which there were alot of HELP Dip in Bus ppl.. chew's gang.

we talked abit, esp with rachel~ asking hows her work in hk etc...

then suddenly got like a banana fruit crate.... everyone started to eat ( at this point we are focusing on the hostage ppl whom are in this particular room (which now looks like a mini convienience shop).. everyone ate alot, i was giving out the bananas, circulating them around the room/shop. then at last there were mangosteens and grapes... the mangosteen look just like the coconut jelly.. its already pre-cut, u open it and just peel it from the plastic 'holder' .. weird.. i know lol

then i think they were ppl rebelling, some manage to run and the confusion started again.. i saw one of my friend with another talking to this robber and was struck with the gun to the face. they both quickly ran to the "vault". strangely the robbers then sent a robot.. which is like a spinner on wheels... (spinner in the sense its body is like a "fan shaped, where it spins around, with coca cola tin at the tip of each pipes". they were made from steel and looks relatively simple machine. it runs on four mini tyres)

the robot is quite keng one.. it can adjust the height of the pipe, bend it forward/backward.
it then killed my friend whom was hiding under the cabinet.. it just lowered the 'fan' and smackED!.

merry xmas 09'

its been quite a year.. almost to the end now..

got stock take tmr.... with laytea.. waking up around 6ish..

should be sleeping, was sleeping but had a dream of someone....

she was waiting to go out with another guy... i wasnt supposed to be at her house.. so when i went over i think she was happy.. i parked my car some where further away frm her house.. it was sort of dark but the florouscent light was enough to brigthen the spot... i came down and got bitten by a cat.. i sort of.. was trying to kill the cat by shoving my feet on the neck while using my both hands to hold its legs.. (crazy shit i know)

then i walked over... talked to the gal and then have to hide around.. but there aint much place to hide.. there was a study/store room which is doorless and too bright too hide. there was the kitchen.. which in any case if he were to get water and came in the kitchen, he would have saw me..

in the end after talking to the gal she brought me upstairs, to her room! i was like ."theres upstairs?". i went to her room (which she shares with another roommate) and suddenly i found myself shirtless in front of her roommate.. (kinda awkward) and then she explains what i can do and i wokeup.


its kinda scary dream....

LX3

bought it yesterday. question now is, how should i play with it? :D

i think i m making a mistake at the moment. but aih.

yday went badminton.. good workout...

alot of ppl heading to the skytrex/ax at shah alam. i wanna go tooo..

i thought kammo they all coming back in the morning, made me worried a lil when i didnt hear from them at 10am. later text jojo, only found out that they are arriving at night. xx

dutch rider lol

Moore Stephens AC

I think the experience yesterday night will be something hard to get from other firms. The relationship among staffs, the closeness and the friendly and helpful colleagues. It will be one of the many things I will miss about MSAC.

But everyone is moving on, eh?

Anyway, just to recap - I am looking to buy a camera - choosing between Ricoh GX200, Canon S90 or Lumix LX-3. Will need further consultation.

Looking at buying more clothes, maybe need to go shopping again...

I think my next credit card bill will be CRAZY. LoL

Looked at houses, I think/hope dad finally thinks its worthwhile buying in Damansara Perdana.
love metro sq, but wont be buying it cos the waiting is too long. Damansara Emerald most likely be my choice.

Did a catchup with Nancy n Kitmun


anyway, back to MS, I hope the environment/situation would only get better.. mainly i see the admin side as a huge prob.... but hopefully they can make it a more efficient and less troublesome working place to deter people frm leaving.. i dont know..



I think I know my principles when it comes to work. It may be stupid, and it may be non-existent anymore in this world. But this is my principles. I believe in it. So I dont really mind what people say. ;)


lets look to the future. 2010. 2 more years till we all crash n BOOM!

medical and CPA

hahaha


i got the call from KPMG , finally~~~ they called me on wednesday, asking me to for a medical and told me that they are offering me a higher position than before, which is not really that shocking considering they need ppl.

anyway. i went for the medical yesterday, it was faster than i thought it would. paid my credit card bill for the first time and then went back to work.

i was told that i m 10kg overweight. T_T... exercise LOR!

then... initially i m considering whether to go or not but after the chat with Thomas it was inevitable for me to go.


i went and watch 2012, FINALLY!!! haha... even after three weeks the freaking cinema is FULL. i thought the cinema itself got only five rows when i was purchasing the ticket but i think they hide the line when its full.. this is TGV pyramid.

anyway the movie is NOT bad, not that great. i wouldnt say it was under my expectation, but i was hoping for something more... because everytime they are in trouble i will not feel that any one of them will die, because its a family themed movie.~~


other than that, I got my results for CPA> PASS and HD. not great. disappointed with my FRM really. pass? i thought i did enough to score at least a credit. apparently not then~

anyway, two more papers to go. here comes CGA and BSL! :D


then yday night, freaking LFD2. played until hang kei until the stupid garena cannot work .. xx


tonight is the night where we are all going to yum kaseong 's sister 's marriage dinner.

and i have to work hard on those uncompleted works..

wanna go PC fair to see cameras one.. but now i m not sure i f i can..

S.H.E in One Utama!

woot!!! I waited 2 hours standing just to see them, took some photos, drove hurriedly home to get their book and rushed back to OU to get it signed~~~ :D

HEBE looks stunning...

Back to work now.. got C2/3/5 to complete..

bought some shares.. SP Setia & Sunrise.. (I am a shareholder now) :D

no sure to keep sunrise longer or wat.. but i think i wanna sell some just to experience it..

maybe next year will look into singapore market


SEAChange, what are my chances? :)

i can't sleep

i m thinking too much. its less than 9hrs to my exam.
nervous? most likely

i m wide awake now.. when i should be resting, charging myself for tomorrow...

a week to look forward to, getting back to work, waiting for the call frm kpmg, starting my investments...

tmr's plan

go to HSBC
go to starbucks
wash clothes
get ready for work.
exercise
do some Audit/Financial reporting studies

consecutives

3rd win for liverpool

3rd red card for Great Wall of Vidic.

How about that?
LoLs

module 4-7 to go.

exam is on tuesday.

soothen just informed me about stock take on friday. with sheechee.

mmm... i want to work harder when i go back to work. so OT!!! :D pre plan the stock take.. i think thats important.

anyways... i still got 4 more modules to complete.. tomorrow is the big game... tomorrow aunty going to china..

i m just thinking. life is short, you know.. .you should really.. make a change...it does makes you feel good. i did.

season of giving

joined this WWF thing, where i am commited to donate RM38 a month to help their cause.

donated blooodd..

became an organ donor.

:)

things are just getting started.


exam yday, it went ok , i hope.

had an interview with KPMG. will send a thank you note to the manager once its done, regardless if i got in or not.

got the tv, placed it in my room, but dont know what to do with it besides pluggin my GC to it.

watched inglorious bastards yday. was a good movie. i like it.

next week... b alik kerja~~

volunteer and genting

looking to schedule a time to do some voluntary work during the week..

Other than that, been thinking of going up to genting for a study break there..

hm

say..

I lost my keychain yesterday. it was the one given to me frm Jackie. I heart it alot!!! X_X

SOMEONE TOOK IT , I THINK. OR at least thats what my guts r telling me..

sigh.. really sad case.

Anyway.... ON LEAVE already..
applied for KPMG already..
PWC asked me to apply next year.. that will do..

now c EY how lor.


HAIH back to study i guess later.. was asleep from Six pm... now i m charged though I have no mood to study.. lol


so..

randomness and back to work

Joshua Bell's concert in Japan 2005. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FNt6cYOCYs4

I know I should start having a better time management

Need to "commit" myself to the important priorities, which is work and CPA at the moment...

Later I hope to work on my work for 1-3 hours.. when i say this I mean maybe reading the PERS, doing some research etc..
hopefully

And get to sleep by 11-1130pm?

no photos.. DULL! my camera was broken and I dont want to pay to fix it..

so there goes.~

bah!

so many things to read....
FRSs, IASs, CPAs, journals, articles, mags, Companies Act, Income Tax Act, Audit MIA guide

and work

its been so long

since i last blogged...

updates?
i worked today, went for classes on sunday n saturday. felt sick the whole weekend, missed out on most outings... which really just suck!

but ... mmm now i m eating cereal for dinner (it was this or driving out to ou to get some fruit juice/ soup from dj) but i just dont bother driving, unless i m going out anywhere later... ;)

it was a really good month....

I watched District 9

Min Li came back

met up wit Jen, Robbie, Cicy (even saw the Iranians Saman, Hussein and Rainbow!)

got my evaluation.

saw Brandon ( & will be seeing Ethan)

went up to Skybar for the first time..

caught up with the VTs for the first time since Xiao Wie came back (late last year)

ate a lot of food at Port Klang (thanks to the Client ^_^)


feel alot better now..
hopefully tmr i ll be in better mood to enjoy my day :)

do you Volunteer?

1. http://www.volunteerabroad.com/Malaysia.cfm
2. http://www.spca.org.my/v51/
3. http://www.hospismalaysia.org/index.php?mid=262
4. http://www.mercy.org.my/main/volunteer/index.html

Only ask yourself, WHY NOT?