:(

Shirlik u really..... Today is the day u tell me everything I am not sure if I need to know or not

Youuuuuuuu

Why I let u dictate how I feel? Lol

Just tell me la. Tell me what u think and all and be honest with me. Maybe I will understand and make the choice u wanted ??

meaningless

when u think more about others, u ll feel how insignificant our lives really is and things that we feel it matter shouldnt.

hence i felt the urge to give more...

ou zhen yu

fish leong's new song somehow reminds me of pocahantas. the rhythm.

the song fills me with emotions...

Thinking....0f u

:) things we do for ppl we care? :)

romcom

i wanna go with her... but i dont mind to go with others if she doesnt want to go.. but seem so bad though, finding another as a backup... but go alone meh? :(

It felt... so different

Felt more than a year but its not, only almost a year

Felt more than months but its only been a month plus

Felt its over but still I m not losing hope.

Felt I want to see out others but actually I don't really want to, not much.

What the ump just happened?!?

I m more lost than ever!

Vtroubled when I shouldn't be. Likely is because of the approach.

because i do not want to forget.

this gotta be one of the better weekends i had. dinner with wyf/tws/cch/lkc on friday night, followed by a 2hr chat with cch.

sat morning tried x-com & play games with ccw, b4 drinking boost & cut hair. then, ran 10km marathon. achieved my target. :D ate fried rice+sweet sour pork.

sun: curry puff for breakfast > nasi kerabu frm kelatan frm wsl, futsal, scored a goal! (my first i believed), assisted another. ate siu yuk, ate popiah for dinner, collected my cookies made by tricia. tricia made smoothie for me also! came back. more popiah. awesome. later, movie with carolyn!

this is an awesome weekend indeed!

More kiasu than ever

Running more for the fear of being outrun!

Registered fr another two more runs this year

Abit sad lah

I want to MSG and ask u how was it but it seems too pushy.... And not my place to ask, even though I want to ask....

:(

Korea: Going home

This is probably the last 3 hours in Korea. I have been here for the last six days with Chee Meng Tricia Kaseong shin yee and Peifern. I enjoyed the time even though most of the things did not go as good as they could have been.

I wonder how it will be like at work place tmr. Haha everything back to normal. I bought a lot of gifts and ordered goods. Spent a lot on transportation and food. For myself, I think I only bringing back memories and a Nanta tshirt and a pair of metal chopsticks.

Missed out on silkworm.
Best food? Prolly the simple egg toast

73!

it seems i have reached my lowest weight in years! :D

Best dream

She sent me an email and it explains why she was occupied yday and then the endin of the email was a video clip of her going up an escalator in an outdoor shopping mall

meaning of my name... 5-7yrs ago

http://joeyk86.blogspot.com/2004/12/catherines-site-is-sooo-cool-cos-of.html

so true that its really... WOW. haha


i think everyone who used to blogs stopped blogging since twitter and facebook.

anyway.

you just have to wait to appreciate

a friend gave me a bulk of songs awhile ago (Few months). honestly, i didnt listen to all of them at once and i find it like forcing it down.... i listened to some , trying hard to like it then but i find it difficult to accept.

today, i chose to listen to some of the songs again and realised how good they were. :)

sometimes, putting the things aside for awhile, go away, then come back, would make the things look much more beautiful.

;)

Building pieces

I lost my meaning/goal in life recently. The past two days made me feel better. Tmr may give me more inspiration and guidance, but I really néed to push myself more

I got to learn to be patient to chase for things I want in life :)

Lost money

Mahjong, enjoyed but lose money hahaha.

Nose bleed

My nose bleed yday cos I sneeze too hard.

in life

in life there are times when you reach a point thinking whether is it worth going on? heading down this road that you are not sure where it will lead you to, and at the same time you know that you are likely to endure a lot of "suffering" and challenges down this road.

in life. i think simply put,do things that you dont regret at that point in time.

in hindsight though, i felt there are things i shouldnt have done or could be done in a better way (means that my thought process at that point in time was poor)

i just think that i am sure of what i am doing and know what i want.

positiveness ! :D

26/9/12

29/8/2012

A day to forget.

kiva

www.kiva.org

its a start. a new start. meaningful i hope.

one day i just thought about how much more meaningful life could be. this is one of the ways i think i could make it so.

Never let go!

Bryan Adams songs always so inspiring~~~

I won't be giving up yet!

Fragile

Haih! I want to know but I don't want to force it. So I can pAtiently wait but my hope is fading as things took a turn?

Cannot

Sleep yet!!!

Adelaide 2012

Last day here: recap:
Day 1 - Monday - ate Bo bing (Chinese popiah) seems like got good market here, could probably do the same in KL perhaps? Then walked myself to North Adelaide and back. Passed by my uni looks so diff now. Went to old AIESEC office, changed too but somethings still there eg brazil flag, map, some furniture and the cabinets.

Day 2 - met up with Faith

Day 3 - met up with Aleks, bought some presents

Day 4 - visited port Adelaide dolphin cruise

Day 5 - visited whispering wall, Tunanda, Maggie Beer Farm, Jacob's creek and ate some middle Asia cuisine for dinner. Bought a wine called Sangiovese, a Cabernet paste from Maggie beer and enjoyed the wine tasting at Jacobs. ;)

Was very sleepy

Until u chat with me. I m all up! Haha thank you.

first 10km

my leg want to break liao but it was great feeling! at the end i was really pushing myself (though i ended up walking, but i did run at few points!)

haha.. next run, bring it on!

marathon and life.

i am going for a 10km run this Sunday. Its going to be awesome! I think its a test to see how can i cope with the run. I've been jogging alot lately... I think my stamina increased, but still, whether I can make the 10.8km run in time is still another thing to consider. anyways... hopefully my training would suffice for me to reach the end line within 90minutes.

i am jobless. but meeting alot of friends recently. will meet even more... i ll be even travelling to aussie... awesome time.. i hope. :) time to catch up with people and all.. though of course, i dont know who to ask out... and I dont really want to get i ntouch with poeple and end up not having much to say... :$ i dont like fake chats. haha.

anyway.
=) this week was certainly interesting to somewhat extent.. :D

nothings ever promise tomorrow today.

hurts but it may be the only way.

i am collecting my gifts. again for charity water but with a higher goal set out this year :)

planning my trip to aussie now...

mhmm

been jogging more than usual (but weight remains relatively the same). felt my stamina gone up, but i think the main obstacle is still the mental block.... hope everything turns out OK next week! ^_^

i joined the std chart marathon with Calvin, CheeMeng and Tricia. target? just wanna finish the race within given time!

Day out

Went out last night with robbie, Katherine, Aaron, devern and Carolyn. I wanted to take them to pj area but we ended up hanging ard kl instead. At first me and Robbie went to hutong, where I showed him the ghee Hiang biscuits. We had pork ball noodles. Later when everyone arrived, we went for mamak before we ordered a 3l asahi, of which I drank 3 glasses. It was alot to me. This morning I took them to publika for some food, then ttdi for cendol, before we drove to klang for Bkt. Unfortunately, the Bkt we went for, most of the things were out of stock. Hmm then we went for massage, I had Thai. Really interesting experience (my first time In kl). Now I m in airport with robbie, sending him off... Bon voyage!

Tanno-San

Very coincidently I met him In a monorail!

U

:) thank you for your time and company . Enjoyed every moment. felt so different everytime, sometime so hopeless and sometimes so closed I can almost reach it.

Stars

Today stars' not very bright

Leaving

I am going to miss so many ppl that I am leaving behind. Some, as close as we are, we may not meet again anymore. It's not that we don't want to, we just do not have that common activity to do so. Some are still okay as we may still able to go out, if they call me out, that is...

I never thought the emotions and friendships made will be so strong and so close. I may even regret leaving them! But of course, ppl move on and working together should nt be the thing that keeps us together. If we are close, no matter where we are, it doesn't change that. :)

I hope to see everyone From office again sometime, somewhere, somehow. ;)

Bo lui

Quit d no savings wo?!? Omg .¥+

weekend~kk

watched The Soul of Bread (愛的麵包魂) and Dark flight over the weekend.

enjoyed the first, meaningful story.. was thinking of dling the song la vien en rose~ will see how... haha still trying to find the right cover... i think the original is too old for us to appreciate.

anyway, big decision tomorrow i think, but its about time right? time time time~

Today in my life

Yday played wonders and resistance. Resistance really not bad everyone even cat seemed quite into it.

This morning was supposed to go hiking but due to the rain, Yukky Adeline and myself went to antipodean for some English breakfast! It's really good, worth the wait (we waited abt 15 minutes for a table)

We also bought lottery the no? 1111 *fingers crossed!

Then send Yukky back home and go back and rest. Along the way I dropped her at pudu to collect something fr her friend. She bought her iphone car charger and mats for her myvi. I ended up buying wiper for my car :)

Demotivated

Lazy to work. Zzzz lack of umph to perform my responsibilities. Help!

Should be good

Kai ma pai kai yeh, I pai mummy and kammo pai bohboh. So many ppl I think they must be having a good time. First time I pok the 20c mom already reach (usually take me a few times one)

Three of the tables are ours Ahahhaa

Can you believe ?

I visited zoo Lipis. The animals are quite sad and living condition is horrible!! Planning to call that zoo icac...

Improvement!

My stupid brain tells myself that things are getting better. Are they?

Illusion or closer to success?

Sometimes do I think too much?or there is something to think abt?

I said it

Regret? Not really kua now. But have to have a lot of faith lo. Difficult! But I can! Haha

Relationships

Why is it so difficult ? Haih: the thought of going into one is wonderful but to maintain it takes alot.

Scared?

I think this is it. To do any more is to change/-//:

i gave it already~ :D

haha..

the reply was.. better than expected~ :)

though i have to say the gift... in hindsight.. maybe could be better~

~~!~@!#@$@$!212

work tmr when its public holiday

worked two days which are public holidays next week.

~!!!!

and client's accs still nt ready. OMG

Buttbrator

What u get when u put ur phone in ur pants' back pocket and u sit down, and the alarm starts to ring

Not good

I am definitely AWFUL when it comes to making conversation with someone I like. Not good. Not good at all.

One more day

Wanted to buy new shirt but decided not to as I may not need it until my next job!

It's just a Lil weird that I do grocery shopping, at tesco? At my age and my gender, who goes here at this time of day and season ?? Lol

Last stop now at ikea. Well, not exactly last stop. Will go buy cd and maybe books later. Then juice works. Then home!!

what i said today to make myself feel better

sometimes

u think too much

then u worry alot

then when u worry , you forgot the purpose

so just now i thought back of my purpose

so i worry less

so i feel better

Ou always changing

The entrance to the new wing is different than before. Seems like everytime I come here nowadays there always some new improvement to this place. Shopping for aunties ^^