I am struggling to find out what I should do.... and in return I am struggling to think, to do.
Thursday, 4 September 2014
Wednesday, 3 September 2014
Sunday, 31 August 2014
Fu (edited)
lost my car keys at the park.
took keys out of pocket. left it in floor. Then forgot abt it. When I go back.. gone
edited:
we went back to the park after breakfast at Yong len. I asked the guard if anyone found car keys. He said no. I decided to go back to the scene and find... nada.
When I go back to the car, which was parked near the guard. the guard asked me what car and I said it is myvi... and voila! someone just returned to the guard, when I was searching for the keys!
thank you stranger!
Thursday, 28 August 2014
Wednesday, 27 August 2014
I won't give up, yet
in theory as long as there is still. a chance, no matter how small. I should. give it a go... that will be a beautiful end.
I. will. wait and see how things go when you are back.
;)
Tuesday, 26 August 2014
I dont agree
I dont agree with how we should do this but I don't know if keep talking would help.
taking chances
Monday, 25 August 2014
adjusting
it is weird that I see you but we aren't talking to each other, at least for a day now. never thought it would be like this.
it is not easy at the moment, hopefully I will be better at this.
hopefully we will be better too.
as you as you get
watched promised land and robot and frank. both are good movies.
i would recommend robot and frank as a family movie, whereas promised land is more for those who are CSR type of person.
Saturday, 23 August 2014
Still enjoy what I do
writing is one of the many ways I used to express myself. I still enjoy it but I don't do it anymore.... work and other interests took most of my time away from learning to improve on my expression
i m now waiting for Carolyn... told her I am gonna pick her at 730, but now sudah 8am, and still waiting....
later will go brunch with aileen then bg with the guys
maybe we can chat sometime today? it's been awhile..... :)
what will be will be.
Friday, 22 August 2014
Wednesday, 23 July 2014
Sunday, 30 March 2014
Pressure
Just because you never manage your time and you agreed to Webcam, now you said I m pressuring you by asking you for a time to Webcam? Is my time catered to you?
Wednesday, 26 March 2014
You
Just because you didn't hear it doesn't make it "not a big deal"
So what....what if I am on my way home already? Then what?
It is how I see it that you should take into consideration and make you feel that you should care about it more than how you did.
Tuesday, 30 July 2013
Dream
I dont even rmb everything but it was about a wedding and resurrection. I died and was given chance to come back alive, and I had to work for it to turn visible, or human...
I. Don't like why but there were five of us. Nick me hl Calvin ks I think... In a car sitting and chatting and somehow we parted ways before leaving. And somehow, I died. We bought some food like roti canai and some kaya food. They didn't go to Sabah after that.
Even before the above we were. Almost like playing dota kind of thing,
But when I was back alive I was a different being. It was like traveling to see someone I m close with, and her wedding. We were travelling without knowing where are we heading and I wanted to take a picture of the road name Jalan lat and Jalan nak for Alicia to see her surname and stuff but I couldn't as each time the sign appears too fast for me to snap a photo. We ended up driving towards Jalan nak and when we open our map we realised we will never make it on time as it was already at night and we need to pass the mountain to reach the place, even though on map itself it's probably just across a small water space from the sea as it is basically another shore from where we were.
Before the above happened there was this part where this being was told that she needs to eat more of this thing the villagers used as part of their walls (looks like some dry purple grass). The more she eat the more beautiful she became.
When we reach nobody could see or hear us until we said something familiar and then everyone saw us and we sat down and talk. There were some malay friends whom was talking. One of them, who used to bride was talking about how he had done his work and that she is no longer his responsibility. She was mad to hear this and kept kicking him furiously. But he did not respond and to him, it does not seem painful. I forgot who was the gal but her face was very unhappy with his words. He was saying something like he is now part off a drawf and no longer can protect her.
I also remember and animal part where we there was this sad donkey who couldn't read and was treating the villagers really nice but yet the villagers fooled him when they erected signs which disclaim his ownership or help last time and statue of him which according to other friends of his, is very ugly. It basically a half face with the north side open type of statue /entrance gate thing. It was odd when the donkey took a photo of himself standing inside the mouth of his own statue
I don't remember wat happened but I died again. This time nobody can see me and everyone was moving on with life. I see my big sis asking me to eat chocolate which was sort of engraved with my name. I saw my own "death plate", detailing in loving memory.... Of my name and so on. I can see it was written dead.
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Dream ends and I woke up. I was sleeping 180 degree terbalik. I felt I need to write this down as maybe mom wanted me to understand the meaning of life and how precious it is that when it's gone you want it back so badly but nobody could see you anymore, and there's the reincarnation part and how u need to work it to come back as human.
Wednesday, 12 June 2013
Shoutout
I wanna say thanks to the guy, random stranger, who asked me to run when I was Damn tired and stopped running.
Thanks to him I ran for another 5-8 km
Misinterpretation
So jo jo me kaufu and hs went to meet Chris for dimsum at grand imperial. We went to Ou. before turn into parking, kaufu asker whether grand imperial in Ou or bsc.
We called and realised that Chris was heading to bsc whereas jojo booked Ou. Haha we ended up having brunch at monte cos couldn't get table at bsc's grand imperial
Sunday, 13 January 2013
Thursday, 6 December 2012
:(
Youuuuuuuu
Just tell me la. Tell me what u think and all and be honest with me. Maybe I will understand and make the choice u wanted ??
Tuesday, 6 November 2012
meaningless
hence i felt the urge to give more...
ou zhen yu
the song fills me with emotions...
Friday, 2 November 2012
romcom
Monday, 22 October 2012
It felt... so different
Felt more than months but its only been a month plus
Felt its over but still I m not losing hope.
Felt I want to see out others but actually I don't really want to, not much.
Wednesday, 17 October 2012
What the ump just happened?!?
Vtroubled when I shouldn't be. Likely is because of the approach.
Sunday, 14 October 2012
because i do not want to forget.
sat morning tried x-com & play games with ccw, b4 drinking boost & cut hair. then, ran 10km marathon. achieved my target. :D ate fried rice+sweet sour pork.
sun: curry puff for breakfast > nasi kerabu frm kelatan frm wsl, futsal, scored a goal! (my first i believed), assisted another. ate siu yuk, ate popiah for dinner, collected my cookies made by tricia. tricia made smoothie for me also! came back. more popiah. awesome. later, movie with carolyn!
this is an awesome weekend indeed!
Tuesday, 9 October 2012
More kiasu than ever
Registered fr another two more runs this year
Wednesday, 26 September 2012
Abit sad lah
:(
Tuesday, 25 September 2012
Korea: Going home
I wonder how it will be like at work place tmr. Haha everything back to normal. I bought a lot of gifts and ordered goods. Spent a lot on transportation and food. For myself, I think I only bringing back memories and a Nanta tshirt and a pair of metal chopsticks.
Missed out on silkworm.
Best food? Prolly the simple egg toast
Saturday, 15 September 2012
Tuesday, 11 September 2012
Best dream
meaning of my name... 5-7yrs ago
so true that its really... WOW. haha
i think everyone who used to blogs stopped blogging since twitter and facebook.
anyway.
Monday, 10 September 2012
you just have to wait to appreciate
today, i chose to listen to some of the songs again and realised how good they were. :)
sometimes, putting the things aside for awhile, go away, then come back, would make the things look much more beautiful.
;)
Saturday, 8 September 2012
Building pieces
I got to learn to be patient to chase for things I want in life :)
Monday, 3 September 2012
Friday, 31 August 2012
in life
in life. i think simply put,do things that you dont regret at that point in time.
in hindsight though, i felt there are things i shouldnt have done or could be done in a better way (means that my thought process at that point in time was poor)
i just think that i am sure of what i am doing and know what i want.
positiveness ! :D
26/9/12
Thursday, 30 August 2012
Tuesday, 28 August 2012
kiva
its a start. a new start. meaningful i hope.
one day i just thought about how much more meaningful life could be. this is one of the ways i think i could make it so.
Thursday, 23 August 2012
Wednesday, 22 August 2012
Fragile
Monday, 13 August 2012
Friday, 13 July 2012
Adelaide 2012
Day 1 - Monday - ate Bo bing (Chinese popiah) seems like got good market here, could probably do the same in KL perhaps? Then walked myself to North Adelaide and back. Passed by my uni looks so diff now. Went to old AIESEC office, changed too but somethings still there eg brazil flag, map, some furniture and the cabinets.
Day 2 - met up with Faith
Day 3 - met up with Aleks, bought some presents
Day 4 - visited port Adelaide dolphin cruise
Day 5 - visited whispering wall, Tunanda, Maggie Beer Farm, Jacob's creek and ate some middle Asia cuisine for dinner. Bought a wine called Sangiovese, a Cabernet paste from Maggie beer and enjoyed the wine tasting at Jacobs. ;)
Monday, 25 June 2012
Sunday, 24 June 2012
first 10km
haha.. next run, bring it on!
Friday, 22 June 2012
marathon and life.
i am jobless. but meeting alot of friends recently. will meet even more... i ll be even travelling to aussie... awesome time.. i hope. :) time to catch up with people and all.. though of course, i dont know who to ask out... and I dont really want to get i ntouch with poeple and end up not having much to say... :$ i dont like fake chats. haha.
anyway.
=) this week was certainly interesting to somewhat extent.. :D
Monday, 18 June 2012
hurts but it may be the only way.
i am collecting my gifts. again for charity water but with a higher goal set out this year :)
planning my trip to aussie now...
mhmm
been jogging more than usual (but weight remains relatively the same). felt my stamina gone up, but i think the main obstacle is still the mental block.... hope everything turns out OK next week! ^_^
i joined the std chart marathon with Calvin, CheeMeng and Tricia. target? just wanna finish the race within given time!
Saturday, 26 May 2012
Day out
Friday, 25 May 2012
Monday, 21 May 2012
U
Sunday, 13 May 2012
Saturday, 12 May 2012
Leaving
I never thought the emotions and friendships made will be so strong and so close. I may even regret leaving them! But of course, ppl move on and working together should nt be the thing that keeps us together. If we are close, no matter where we are, it doesn't change that. :)
I hope to see everyone From office again sometime, somewhere, somehow. ;)
Monday, 16 April 2012
weekend~kk
Wednesday, 11 April 2012
Today in my life
This morning was supposed to go hiking but due to the rain, Yukky Adeline and myself went to antipodean for some English breakfast! It's really good, worth the wait (we waited abt 15 minutes for a table)
We also bought lottery the no? 1111 *fingers crossed!
Then send Yukky back home and go back and rest. Along the way I dropped her at pudu to collect something fr her friend. She bought her iphone car charger and mats for her myvi. I ended up buying wiper for my car :)
Friday, 6 April 2012
Tuesday, 3 April 2012
Should be good
Three of the tables are ours Ahahhaa
Sunday, 1 April 2012
Can you believe ?
Thursday, 22 March 2012
Sunday, 18 March 2012
I said it
Tuesday, 13 March 2012
Relationships
Friday, 24 February 2012
Saturday, 18 February 2012
i gave it already~ :D
the reply was.. better than expected~ :)
Wednesday, 1 February 2012
~~!~@!#@$@$!212
worked two days which are public holidays next week.
~!!!!
and client's accs still nt ready. OMG
Friday, 27 January 2012
Buttbrator
Not good
Sunday, 22 January 2012
One more day
It's just a Lil weird that I do grocery shopping, at tesco? At my age and my gender, who goes here at this time of day and season ?? Lol
Last stop now at ikea. Well, not exactly last stop. Will go buy cd and maybe books later. Then juice works. Then home!!
Saturday, 21 January 2012
what i said today to make myself feel better
Sunday, 15 January 2012
Ou always changing
Tuesday, 20 December 2011
Few more days?
Saturday, 17 December 2011
Relationship
If you have both at the same time
But with different person, what should you do?
You cannot stop someone from having feelings for you, but at the same time, are you willing to sacrifice what you want so that another person get what she/he wants ?
I hate it. :(
Tuesday, 13 December 2011
Saturday, 10 December 2011
Me
Wednesday, 26 October 2011
Sunday, 16 October 2011
Chloes Woo
Friday, 30 September 2011
hmm
Sunday, 18 September 2011
fissshhh!
Saturday, 27 August 2011
liverpool fans
Thursday, 28 July 2011
Tuesday, 21 June 2011
http://mycharitywater.org/jooyee
Sunday, 8 May 2011
Wednesday, 20 April 2011
my gosh! three months?!?
been dating a person lately, but got some problems, not sure how to move forward.
at the same time, another said that she got feelings for me (my first time facing this kind of situation). i told her i was seeing someone , which was true.
then... another one also said that she still got feelings for me (crazy right?!? i mean its only me.. x_x).. this one abit difficult cos she is in taiwan. sigh. i said let's see how.. but i know its going to be difficult. have to tell her properly that it is most likely unworkable.
work sucks! i think my team and i will sink.. haha.. or maybe suffocate... sigh.. really la.. just pray everything will go smoothly in sabah.
looking forward to my holidays~~~ * australia / taiwan *
:D
Sunday, 23 January 2011
Friday, 21 January 2011
:)
and i enjoyed driving out with you yday!!! :D best!
thank you for everything, you.
Tuesday, 11 January 2011
happy!
OMG mamamamamamama.. if it goes up to RM2.. i promise to treat all the people i love for a meal!!! :D
Sunday, 9 January 2011
Wednesday, 5 January 2011
Tuesday, 4 January 2011
black white grey
i m okay with it because i know its right. it may not be fair, but it is right.
so which one is more important, fair or right?
white is a rule. grey is a judgement. who's to say which shades of grey to follow?
Sunday, 2 January 2011
brand new year
Saturday, 25 December 2010
christmas!
Iphone/htc
new computer
new camera
x_X my laptop, after 2 yrs ++ of service... is now declared dead. RIP
Friday, 10 December 2010
enjoyed my time!
i felt like i was talking to an australian girl..
:P
maybe i can see her in march? who knows
Tuesday, 7 December 2010
update
going down to jb next week
piled with work
finally slept more than 8 hrs for the first time since many weeks... time to continue workingT_T
going to watch narnia later :D hahaha
chatting with sarena now.. which been awhile d...
my friend lost my lumix lx-3, i m thinking now either fx75,lx5 or fx700, we will see how~~
my room is filled wit plants now! 3 pots now. muahaha +1 in the study room :D love it!!
today is holiday! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
shares earning money also.. not bad not bad!! haha
Thursday, 18 November 2010
politiks
and surprisingly i find myself in the middle of it... i don't know why. haha.
well.
lets see how things goes tmr
on other notes, i chat alot wit ms y today. tmr got training at hotel maya, planning to go out wit miss c.
:D
life is to enjoy.. though i got no car to enjoy with for now.... haha
Friday, 12 November 2010
got fed
:D
bought fishes and prawn home for kaufu and kammo shd be good.. apparently its super fresh.. so :D
got bang on wed !! fcker.. damn sad weii
tmr have to tag yiyee to work.. lol
FAT LO!!
Thursday, 28 October 2010
do anytyhingg!
man it was tough! got a lil' nervous as well!
but ah well!
buried is overratedX+X
Saturday, 23 October 2010
arghhhh
meeting up with lyd + kit + yukky + chs later for discussion - hope can be fruitful
i did my part kua.. i guess... have to see see later
;D
working on wed.. sien dou!!
haha
Sunday, 17 October 2010
mek mek
enjoyed my lovely weekend, met CHS, GHS, candle princess and ian~ ian is working nearby my office so prolly will ask him out for lunch someday :D
GHS is soo funny still.. and cute maybe?
lilin looks sooo matured d... Ian and CHS still very much the same.. like me~!!!
too bad junsze didnt manage to come :(
life is at a crossing for most of the msac ppl.. i just hope they can find what they are looking for and not for the sake of resigning ... :)
csy and tto going to nz wo.. haha.. shd be interesting la that one
others.. dunno.. but i m grateful to knw that some of those that is very "keng" one will be staying back :D
life is to enjoy, not to cry and wept about~ :P
dream
It was a strange dream. Earlier it was me hanging out for lunch with Ks n SY at a hawker corner lot. Ccw joined us later. I shared the loca...

