learned my lesson in life

quite sad lo... wrote finish adi... but then blog duwan me to post it... catherine >> maybe its meant to be that i cant write abt it.. LOL...

i ll remember today.. I ll try my best to remember today.. =D

aviator ---

yes i know i know, the Leonardo DiCarpio movie was shown probably a few months back.... but hey, i didnt manage to catch the movie then.. so lucky me, my sister, ah theng, her bf, jo jo and catherine havent watched yet.. so good!! hehe..

today started off with a qbm tutorial.. then marketing class... slept most of the time while mr liew was teaching... dunno why.. hehe.. wished ai vee happy very Belated birthday.. and.. well, sat @ a more comfortable place than with kitmun they all ( cos the seats over there have a really compact space, therefore very crampy... )

anyways, after that, i helped out with the newsletter survey... and put in a dedication for someone =D hehe.. yah. stayed awhile before i waited for sis to come... hehe.. car puncture, so sweii!! waited till 5, then sis brought me to the caltex there.. and i change the tyre! well, you can say that i almost could not have done it without the help of the adults over there, guiding me... =D so fun!! hehe.. we then returned hon shen's car, then go upp the pressure, and then went for a mini shopping spree around the shop lots outside my condo.... hehe.. bought kutumayam.. which i last tasted when i was in primary i think. it was good i guess.. my sis said that the food that you have not tasted for years usually will be tasty...

abt 810 + sis drove dad's car and went and fetch catherine.. hehe.. then go midvalley buy ticket.. and watch the show.. Very nice story.. Cate who acted as Kate in the movie was really good, esp in making her voice sounds like Kate... no wonder she won the supporting actress award ( she did, right?? ) hehe. yah

came bck.. was so blody tired that i just changed and went to bed... SORRY

Heng Lean blogs tooo~~~

hehe. yah. cos of certain special someone in his life, henglean is officialy a blogger now.

a recap of wat happened ---> friday was the 1st time in as many months me hl ks n cal played smash bros. it was after ming tien, yah. then discussed abt the dota challenge.

saturday -> went out to eeva's house to mahjong. saw stef, eeva and eli chong. hehe.. Stef onli won once thruout the whole day, i won twice =P hehe.. and she won the game with 3 Feis la.. pls.. how can u NOT win with 3 joker?!? haha.. then later that day dad joann and i went to makan at eurodeli. I thought i booked, which i did, but turns out that i booked for uptown's eurodeli, not damansara keen's LOL. funny.. waited quite long for my lamb chop!! hehe. but turns out to be real good !! but i prefer dad's meal, FISCH FILLET. better than mine. about 8+, nick fetch me from that restaurant.. we headed to netmaster right after that..

so it was me nick ks cal n hl vs kc's team. hmm.. my centaur wasnt really good, medusa was horrible... got teased by the guys.. cos both heroes are supposed to own.. but then again, we won both game. calvin said it was a waste of money.. lol, quite fun lo, play play abit.. hehe... went mamak after that.... An Dee almost spent a pretty girl a drink.. but it didnt happened cos she left early... hehe. then got someone ask catherine to pierce her nose, I was like OK... said it suits her personality.. weird. how can such thing suits catherine? Catherine to me, got this goodish girl look... and how can a nose ring suits her? Personality side, she's not wild or slutty or lala-ish... so that statement doesnt makes sense.. hehe =D

anyways, yah, sunday ---> didnt go out.. stayed home.. watched Aces go places 5.. sewed my pillow case hehehee... then just linger around the house.. ate lots of chipsmore, which big sis bought!! so nice of her!! =D

today --> study!! i hope. hehe..

hmmm academy awards day

hmm... today started out with a new tutor for the law class. ms jhana or something i think.. very strict.. dont really teach the easy learning way.. more of self study and self understanding, have to prepare for class instead of discussing the questions together.. does not promote group discussion.. overall erm.. i think she should be a good tutor.. but using a very different method of teaching lo.. =D hehe.

anways, after that, had lunch with catherine at the cafeteria plce where Calvin sed its cheap.. hmm i think i prefer the vegetarian economic rice...

class was at 230, but delayed till 3pm because of the HELP Idol, which I supposed to go but cos' no more tickets, so spend the 2hrs studying/ do notes.. hehe... b4 the MkT class started, there were people giving out free HOT magz. i took 6 for Cat.. hehe =D

stayed back. then ate dinner with family @ muhibbah. hmm.. came back. watched pirates of caribbean, before i returned hexiang's brushes.. Heheh.. she got break next week.. so I m planning to go out wit her next tues to Swensen. =D hehe, cant wait!! after dat.. washed my car abit, b4 i helped dad do abit of his work.

wanted to play wc3, but now cannot use the crack d, have to use cd.. so waiting for my turn to get the cd... so in the meantime, i m playing Fm2005. sien lo! hehe.. now watching Academy Awards. Jamie Foxx and Hilary Swank won the Best Actor and Actress...

hmm.. nothing much le.. now wondering who was that person who dropped a comment on my previous post.. hate me as much as he hate liverpool.. hehe.. actually Liv does not suck that much... at least they won the 1st leg of Champions League, unlike the other 3 British club. =D

have to study MKT.. ngeeeeeee

BLOGGGG!

bloggin these days... feel so weird... Mainly cos my cousin took my camera.. no pix.. ughh!!!

anyways.. i got some nice and awesome pics from ESPN Soccernet...

check this out

riise scores in 3-1 win over leverkusen

crespo! 0-1 Milan Caroll blunder

nice pictures? i think so too!! =D lovely arent they? haha.... All british team lost, except for one... Hmm.... LIVERPOOL!!! wahahhahahaa.... and this is what we get.. for all the sticks and stones we got from YOU EVIL man u supporters!!

OH YES! talking to Vanny now.. she's reading my blog!! I m soo happy!! hehehe.. =D weeeeeee btw i was in Nancy's house the other day.. Monday.. i can see Van's school from her window!! scaryy!! haha.. that day we went eat at Amcorp.. they ate tai chow! but i ate McD's ever so cheap chicken burger. YUM!!

no one's going to class tomoro except for me and fellow William. hehe Btw.. William is the #1 in the Nokia 2100 game.. i dunno the shooting one.. hahah =D yeah.. he is in the top100 among all the hps.. he is my fRIEND, WILLIAM!! hahaa =D

see u tomoro. ciaoz

Liverpool WON! , so did Barcelona & Milan!

woo hoo!! even without gerrard, Liverpool managed to score three goals over Leverkusen, the team that dumped Liverpool out of the quarter finals in the same competition a few seasons ago. Even though Franca score a goal because of Dudek's error, things are looking good for Liverpool. Gerrard will be back for 2nd leg and my team will be much stronger! =D ahaha...

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other matches > MILAN WON MAN UTD 1-0. Crespo scored through Carroll's blunder~~ woohooo~~~~!!! hahahaa BARCELONA WON CHELSEA~ 2-1!! Maxi Lopez & Eto. Own goal created hope for Chelsea...

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hahha.. what a wonderful week.. the three teams that I support, Liverpool, Barcelona & AC Milan won.. hahaha... good good!!

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hmm yesterday was a good day i think. met a lot of friends in dsa lvl5. hehe.. joined two new clubs: indoor games & circle-k/ k-circle. just found out that amanda got blog also.... i didnt know... *sniff.. then what else? hmm ate lunch with catherine nancy kitmun yeeli lydia chingmay

hehe.. then got to learn more abt SATAC and Uni of Adelaide.. so nice ler that lady.. hehe.. now i have to make effort to send the email and check all the details hhehee....

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By the way... guys, or anyone who reads this.. Lets go kaseong's house this weekend to mahjong sleepover... Friday night. we go yumcha then go kaseong's house. =D ahhah

see u all ciaozz

HappY 1 9 BirThDay HeNg LeAn!

Happy birthday 2 u..

happy birthday tooo you~

HAPPY birthDay to HengLEan!

happy Birthday to U!

=D i sing song for him... but doubt he comes here often le... hehe.. nvm la... anyways... yesterday r? ahhaha GOooD Day.. but nt sure wanna blog it here... maybe put it in my secret journal! lolx...

but it was fun le... bought my power-up => Parking Ticket... haha.. then studied in WP. bought my module 2 & the economic rice in WP. =) cal said theres this nice yummy place to eat which is cheap.. turn right after u come out from WP... and u have to make U-turn... got the KAFETERIA titleone.. must check it out~~~

borrowed another book from library.. but wonder when will i read it.. hehe.. dunnoo... dont care le... maybe today study in library? hehe.. today got the cyberlynx thing... my another chance to ask them... I had a dream abt them.. haha Weird.. they were telling me that they discussed my situation with others and have a solution adi... but they dint tell me.. ahaha =D

so neways... last night we went New Paris... lemme see who.. all guys 3 girls ~~ *wink!! haha

Guys MINLI kaseong hl cal me andee yehchuin alex yk cheemeng chew aaron

girls Catherine and Amanda jolene!

got lotsa dishes lo..... ate a lot.. but i think aaron ate more!! i think he add rice 2-3times.. and each time he adds, he fills his whole plate with rice... scary.. haha.. after dinner... they went KtZ.. but for me.. hehe i went and watch Lemony Snicket.. cos' Birthday boy so nice to me... he got free tickets from his contracted worker, who has been working with his family for yrs... THen Henglean so nice.. gave me the tickets!! weeeeeeeee I LOVE YOU! haha..

the show? Funny and really interesting! He Xiang will definitely love it! if you like Big Fish, you ll like this.. thats what i think =D

anyways.. g2g.. maybe go college earlier cos wanna get my cert from sch

changed..

woo hoo.. at abt an hr ago, i finished shifting things in my room.. now the end of my bed is my study desk, next to me bed is my plastic cupboard.. trash bin next to my study desk.. now i dont have chair.. i sit on my bed to do my work =) weee... hehe so Fun..

what else happened? someone's house bocor water today.. hehehe.. so stupid.. asked her to use her body to cover the hole hahaa.. -D

if u all are wondering... yeeli, NO i havent finish my assignment, not even started yet... but i finish studying adi, so i m abt to start doing it soon.. =D 800 words, shouldnt be too tough.. i hope =D think creative~~~ haha..

hmm just hoping i can finish early then can play.. hehe... bad bad...

nothing much... went to jiayin's open house last friday.. nt a lot of ppl... but quite a lot of fun~~ haha.. the guys all of them gamble in the range of 0.50 to rm2.. dunno why today so small the betting... keke.. then after i lose all my money... i go kacau ppl.. Ks lost a lot loo.. haha cos he say i put a book next to him.. =D then dunno le.. i stand next to alex he lost that round ahhaha fun fun... thats all

sore throat can be cured by honey.. drink more.. but not too pekat..

wonder why

is it lying when u hide something from someone?

maybe you dont have to tell that person... you dont have to purposely tell the person something which doesnt really matter... but do you have to purposely Hide and try your best not to let the person know? do you have to avoid telling something which doesnt really matter just because you think it doesnt really matter?

even though it doesnt really matter, is it that big that the person dont have to know abt it?

i just dont get it... really. i mean yeah.. okay, i understand its not that big a deal... but what i dont understand is why cant u tell me straight instead of only telling me when you got 'no where to run'?

ughh..

cha/zha

cha or zha.. whichever way u guys type it out.. brings abt the meaning of 'make fun of... ' hehe.. direct translation to english > squeeze , malay > peras

hehe.. today wuz a fun day... everyone laugh... cos we cha catherine.. badly hehe...

after my law lecture.. i went over to wp to pass calvin his cd.. then wait wait ks amanda cal they all off di... so talk talk lo hang out there.. haha.. rohan ( correct spelling bo? ) abraham! haha.. he n ks ar.. duno do wat at night.. need to use belt and whip one.. hahaha =D funn.. bought a parking ticket from yk.. hehhe. then catherine yeeket cheemeng another group came down lo.. talk talk laugh laugh hahaha.. =D

after dat.. resume my class with QBM n MKT lectures.. slept awhile in MKT hehe. quite syok lo the MKT, he told us a lot of stories.. hehe.. i think todays class he feel more relax and happy to teach... cos not too many ppl he feel like telling more stories lo haha.. after that raining... i drive to the RM5 place mah, cant go so wait lo.. hehe.. wait for catherine while we study la.. haha saw jolene also... talk talk lo... hmm.. when they got break.. damn funny la.. rohan suggested the trip to Sabah, we go tawau, cycle from there to KK, then from KK to Kuching! haha.. I then say lo get the dual bike one then she cycle i no nid to cycle... Amanda then say if she n i in the same bike.. HOw i Cycle? haha =)

dunno la.. now she bad mood i think... ughh... hate myself

coffee nice lo hahha

hehehe... she like the cold nescafe coffee i brought for her from kpd block.. the lorry gave free samples then i brought one cup for her haha.. that was yesterday

today.. watched Seoul Raiders... damn NICE! haha.. i like the spa part~~ the stupid Korean song.. hehe Wasting the Spa... But What r they Exactly doing? hahah.. funny~~

nth much... erm.. stupid parking guy tipu my money lo.. sniff.. then in Main Block got lion dance.. cool~~ hehe.. then nth much le.. =D come bck try lancraft lo.. =D haha

thats all bb

Bye Bye Pei-Fern.. going to miss seeing u... hehe

*sob sob.. even though today I had a good start.. but everything must come to an end.. heh.. today I met my new new new Catherine hhehe.. she walk walk walk to college with angry face... dunno y.. aihz.. hehe but fun lo.. gave her wat i wanted to give her.. hehe dunno she likes it or not but i think she does ler hehe anyways... talk to her awhile.. go bck class..... rush rushh loo... go bck.. Sis cook western food!! ate alot ham bacon 3 sausages baked beans wit potato... soup and veges! hahha.. ddrink milo ais heheh YUUMMYY FULL FULL!! hahaah then after that rush rush drive to fetch xiujin and henglean go airport... wahh.. damn fun lo.. learn mah drive to new place.. but tiring lo

hehe reached there abt 7.. hehe not bad lla... toll only rm6.8 heheh... then talk talk lo.. go burger king buy drink 2.9.. hehe refill 3 times... then when leaving BK Pf said each cup got 4 spoons of sugar... so i took 12 spoons hahaa.. DIEbetes.. lOlx haha .. take pictures lo.. dont really know wat to say.. but that

Hope you ll have fun there and all the best la.. Make new frens and blend into the culture.. hehe dont get lost alright.. =D keep in touch and see u end of the year..

here r some pics lo






hehe thats all playing game lancraft now.. hope she wont b pissed

a long week.

its been a long week, starting from last monday. everything was fine in the beginning.. but things started to happened, and unnecessary arguements appeared out of nowhere... aiikz. but at least its coming to an end today ( abt 10 hrs from now )

Happy Valetine's

Bee Bee.

hehe.... I wuz thinking abt Chocolate Chicken the other day, when shopping wit Jia Yin and Calvin last Sat.. wonder how it taste like... fully roasted juicy tender quarter chicken covered with hot melted chocolate... hmm this is the real FooD for Thought.. hahaa

heheh Bee and honey.. what a nice match.. =D hehehe lalalala

Happy valentine's To you fellow readers... hehe....

Honey.

ppl who thinks they r right will nvr say sorry

when some ppl r over confident.. they believe that what ever they do is right.. so, they wouldnt say sorry or even agree wit other ppl's idea/thinking becos they Know they r right.. is this really a good personality? sure you are high on confidence.. but what if you are high on confidence on something which u r wrong?

1) you r thinking the wrong thing
2) ppl try to tell u that u r wrong but u dont believe
3) when u accepted the truth that u r wrong, you try to find ways to get out of the area where you are to blame for
4) you ended up not apologizing for something that you were wrong.. and worse, you blame others for your own wrong doing.

so.. is it good to have a high self confidence lvl? I think its good if you know when to admit you are wrong. =D

i know i maybe stubborn most of the times.. but if u can make sense and the logic in wat u talking.. i wouldnt say that i m right.. thats what i think. correct me if i m wrong =D eheh

nancy's place & genting woohooo~~

heheh finally can blog dee~~ with pictures la that is!! hehehe so whats up? hmm nola. this one not abt cny.. even though today is Day 1.. hehe.. neways.. a lil recap laa abt what happened during the holidays... well, my holiday la that is


there is the one where we went to Nancy's house.. its somewhere nearby Vanessa's place.. Fraser's Tower i think... that day, I drove there ler.. asked Nancy to come down take me in. then cos the visitor's parking all full, she take me to her parking space~~ woohoo ... special one.. hehe.. then go into her condo... not bad.. quite nice lo.. her house even more chun!! the decos... very exotic! hehe.. asian look.. but a bit scary to me.. hehe.. =D very expensive decorations lo..


hehe after not long.. we went down to the gym.. hehe.. i walked around took some pics of the pool.. hehe.. quite nice pool place... hehe then after that we go bballing~~!! heheh 1st time play in months.. hahah last time i played i think wuz in ccw's house... =D it was like me lydia nancy v kitmun ching may n moses... hehe Captain Seow was really good!! scoring most of the points.. i think all hehe =D hehe.. played abt 30mins under the hot sun abt 3pm.. we call it a day.. hehe




after that we went bck up.. ate curry puffs and really super sweet honeydew!!! hehe.. nancy's mum damn friendly ler.. then we sip on Lydia's sparkling drink~~ *wink wink hehe played Clue after that.. they all damn blur ler.. all dunno how to play one.. got a really ruined game.. which won by Kit Mun ( gawd knows how she did it!! ) hehe.. after that ciao d... hehe


Nancy's brilliant style of play =D

Kit Mun & JY

Genting timeE~~ hehe.. we went to Genting from Tue- Thursday on the 2nd & last week of our 1st semester holiday it was supposed to be me nancy, kitmun, chingmay, moses, yeeli and lydia.. but ended up only 5 of us.. Nancy kena food poison.. HAHHAA.. and lydia cant make it.. so both of them and Kit Mun's guy were supposed to join us on wednesday.. neways.. me moses chingmay and kitmun meet up @ kelana jaya station... and off we go to Terminal Putra.. hehe there we meet up with Yee Li and went to get our tickets to Genting!! hehe. when i was abt to buy my ticket.. an old guy approaches me and wuz trying to sell me his ticket.. i bought it from him for a cheaper price.. hehe.. apparently he was one of the regulars in the casino.. and the ticket was a small exchange reward i suppose.. anywayz.. we went up.. the cable car was not as scary as the time i went up alone to meet Catherine Sheryl and Amanda & her two friends =D hehe..

we went up.. checked in, i paid a deposit of Rm50, yeeli did the same too.. hehe... our room wuz a double queen. not bad.. hehe.. quite big also.. we rested in the room till abt 4. we went out to buy some snacks for tea time.. i didnt buy anything due to the fact that i wuz trying to save money.. hehe.. ching may n moses bought sandwiches.. which look pretty good.. and the price is considered moderate... and worth it in fact! :P hehe.. after dat.. we walked around the arcade.. me n kitmun played House of the Dead 3! use Shotgun one.. damn tiring lerr!! hehe but it was quite fun la.. not bad.. then wasted money on the Daytona... canot link one!! zzz.. then played my fav shooting game.. but that game finish faster that i ever played.. heheh zzz hehe went outside the hotel and took pics

Crazy Ppl!!

after that we went bck to our room and rest one more time.. watched family man while the gurls take turns to mandi mandi.. hehe 1st night dinner.. we went to eat @ food court.. i ordered tomyam noodle.. not bad le.. but quite spicy.. ehhee Rm6.8.. after dat.. tried the foosball over there.. got conned =( hehe.. then play snooker.. hehe.. Kit Mun lost her bottle.. AWWwW!! ( she lost another one the next day.. hee ) kitmun n chingmay went dancing after snooker.. hehe.. they quite crazy ehhe.. =) hmmm nothing much after that... went bck room watched Bigshot Funeral.. then sleep.. =D oh yeah.. and Kit Mun bribed me to take my shower by allowing me to use her phone to make a special phonecalll!! =D weeeeeee I LOVE YOU>>>> hahaha

next day.... >> ate Tuna Sandwich!! damn syookk.. hehe.. Nancy & Lydia arrive abt 11-12pm i think.. brought food!! weee and my water.. hehe.. went the Theme Park... paid rm30 per person.. hehe.. 1st ride was the one u sit on the chair then fly fly one.. dunno wat u call that.. hehe.. after that.. they went for another ride while i hold their bags.. then we went for Go Kart.. hehe

Eeew!!

not bad lerr.. hehe.. my car quite fast.. but kitmun's faster!! hehe can u imagine? a kart that can carry a hippo and wins the race?!? :P hehe

after that erm.. with the morale support from Kit Mun.. I took on the Cockskrew & Cyclone!!! damn freaky wweii!! hehe.. but syok lerr.. quite siao! We almost ride the spaceshot.. but tak jadi cos the q too long!!! anyways.. we ride the space adventure.. which sux... rolling thunder train.. the boat one.. hehhe.. wanted to ride the superman... but have to pay rm10!! wtf?!? hehe then didnt looo

hehe they went eat pizza hut for lunch.. i opted for mcdonalds. beefburger and mcegg.. very tai!! they even serve me a cup of coke while waiting for the burger!! so good!! hhehe =D after makan, we played bumper cars.. hehe U know r.. dammn frustt!! stupid Kit Mun!! alwys ruining my plan.. iwant to bang Nancy one merr. then alwys when i almost bang her then some animal come and bang mee!! ZzzZz!! got play mountain climbing too!! quite syok lo, but cos just after eating onli.. quite tired after climbing up not far eenuff to say u r good!! hehe :)

hehe not long after dat.. Nancy n Lydia say their goodbyes.. heh. then as for us, they went bowling while i went walk walk by myself.. hehhe then stop by at the spaceshot.. then saw the Phoenix Channel got some crew over there.. doing a record on the ride.. hehe.. anyone recognize her??

ok ok.. after that.. we all go makan... this noodle shop.. i dint eat.. wanted to order mcd.. but after KitMun "assisted" me in calculating my spendings, i refused to spend anymore!! hahah. THankx!!! hehe.. but i go bck to room eat oReos lo.. slept early.. hehe

then on Thursday... erm.. packed... go home.. kinda down lo.. dunno y.. everyone like very quiet like dat.. sis fetch me home.. heh =D thats all

still no pix

today is the Day 1 of Chinese New Year. yesterday was at uncle's new house in TTDI Hills.. celebrate the festival.. the reunion dinner ( yummy yummy steamboat ), took lots of family photos, watched Duke of Mount Deer ( stephen chow's version), and erm.. played fireworks~~ haha.. quite fun la!! but cant upload any pics still.. due to the fact that Multiply is temporary unavailable.. upgrading their service i suppose.. aihz.. ehhe.. well anyways.. to all of U.. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.. hope your outing will be fruitful!! hehe.. more red packets for U all, which then in return will be passed on to me, if u wanna.. erm.. gamble? lolx.. neways.. have a fun year~~~



to Catherine > i wish that u look superb in ur new hairstyle and that noone dislike it!! =) and of coz you get wat u want from 'Him'


to Nancy > wish that u get ur guy soon la, with ur new hairstyle ( finally, she changed it) the impossible may just happen!! lolx


to Angela > wonderful wonderful time with ur family and bf.. heheh =D and score wit flying colors in SPM.. not the red color one lerr.. lolx.. =D


to Chee Weng > hope you wont forget us.. =D hehe.. have a fun cny in melbourne~~


to Ka Faii > eat shit!! woohoo.. hehe.. nola.. eat lots of food.. buy a lot.. kenot finish send over to us.. hehe.. you too have a fun cny in melbourne~


to Amanda > stop playing and stick to one darling la u.. hehee.. =D btw, dont bring back the salted chicken for calvin.. give me. then we all eat together.. hahaha


to Sheryl >hope you and Calvin.. hehe.. =D HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR YOU!!


to Vanessa > stay fat.. stay bad, and most important.. stay man.. weeee hahaa.. Happy cny vanny..

arghz

why cant things be easy and simple? hehe.. then there wont be challenge/ meaning to live... but does it alwys have to be so difficult?

what did i do? isit wrong? if i Undo what i did.. shes going to say I undo becos shes not happy abt it. Its true. But she wants me to Undo becos I want to undo.. I do, but not now.. isit bad that I m doing something so that she wont feel sad? isit wrong that I undo something that she dont like? I m lost.. really. the way it goes is that I m suppose to undo not becos of her. But the fact is that I want to undo.. becos I know how she feel now... which is what she doesnt want me to do..

if theres something wrong.. you can tell... if you dont want to tell.. then dont make me suspect that you are not alright.. i dont really like the way you talk to me today.. cos i dont even know what i did wrong and you were like... so moody... i was just like ... LA.. and u..... fine.. its okay.. maybe you are moody.. If its cos u r moody, I can accept. but its not.. and u r slamming me even though I m like being so patient.. I dont know.

I feel... you only want to talk to me when you want me. you only want to see me when u miss me.... insecurity... i dont know.. i wanted to blog this. but i dont want.. I want you to see... but not forever.

you dont anticipate my appearance or phonecalls when you are with ur friends or doing something else... do you despise me calling you when u r busy?

i m going bck to penang...

foool

I am a fool.... for everyone to used... ahh.. the wonders of being used.... you get a temporary attention and caring from friends. will it ever last? hahaa what a stupid question... Do I like being used? stupid question again.. I dont mind volunteering my help... but i dont like the fact that people keep coming back to me for something I have. its like.. we are frens because I am rich.. something like that..... why? Frens.. huh.

lost my pencil case.... :( UGHhh~~~

ahhh.. the day started off with a good night sleep.. in my room.. aIR conned~~ hahahha long time nvr sleep in my room with the air con turned on... waaaaa nice sleep loo~~!! hehe.. then erm.. eat koko krunch wit milk... then go college... aihzz.. Bad day~~!! i left my pencil case in the admin there.. Lvl2... wonder who might have take it... praying that the office staffs kept it for me :) *fingers crossed!* aihzzz but dont think anyone took it... i think.. but my calculator inside!! AAAHHH!!! hahaha but i know that i ll be overjoyed when i found it!! ehehe :)

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so erm.. dota lo.. sien sien.. heheh lost 2 won once.. hehe :) actually the faceless void, now one, quite fun also hehee.. if u fighthing meleee la that is.. :)

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when pasar mlm wit sis, then walked wit cal hl n ks later.. OOPS! forgot to check murni got open or not.. hehe sorry Nancy.. eheh really dint go see... next week i go okay? :P hehehe.. :) ermm bought a lot of food.. kuihs... bhang chang kuih, the white powdery peanut kuih and some "Ham ham" food :) ehhee

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nth much la... today ( tuesday ) is city day.. so no class... i think today later going out with catherine.. watch movie then go walk walk... but after i fetch her i intend to go bck college to look for my pencil case if they are open... Aaarrghh~~ cant waitt.... haihzz.. :) hehe

thats all for now... still havent d/l my acd systems yet... kazaa not working yet i dunno y.. hahah

ah well.. nite nite

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hehe oh yah... ish.. damn sad lo... i think this semester i got 3 diff classes from kitmun they all... i know i can follow their schedule la... but i think like prefer to stick on my own lo... even though i go back late.. but aihzz... sooner or later also have to adapt to make new frens, wat better semester than this one? heheh met so many new ppl.. who knows? maybe i can bond wit another group of hot chiqz? jahaaaa I WISH. lolx. anyways.. hehe 4-530 on wed is a must cos must stay wit catherine merr.. HOR? hehehe :)

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reminder for guys and gurls... valentine coming soon... ehehe thank gawd not celebrating... hehhe not on that date itself.. hehe.. might go off to somewhere when she comes back.. and when things are more settled down.. hehe dont ask me what that means.. :P see u