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 happy things:-

1) going to meet up with ML on sat

2) good catch up with May talking about life goals/purpose

3) profit! 15k withdrawal from derivative

bad things:-

1) US portfolio is down (cyclical? or likely to be downhill from now on?)

2) i feel like my work i do is not being checked by Ng until last minute and that he questions everything now when he could have done it earlier. he should know that the numbers are correct instead of questioning me again because someoneask him so. of course, I don't think he meant it. it is likely just the way he talks

3) not so productive because been idling a bit at home