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Sara Bareilles - Love Song

Marie Digby - Say It Again

this is what i missed T_T *sniff*

http://www.flickr.com/photos/jwloh/2366806300/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hl1cAXuHnyU&eurl=http://junkonline.net/node/769

:(

decent update.

1. went to MV 3 days in the last five for this job that I'm deciding not to pursue further.

2. learn about FOREX

3. went out for lunch with HL on Tuesday @ Sg Wang's Economic Rice (ticks one more restaurant of the 'list')

4. visited Pavilion for the first time on Tuesday

5. had lunch @ Mama's kitchen for the first time in 3 yrs (unless i had it during my internship, doubtful though)

6. started reading 20th Century Boys

7. had MY's Gloria Jeans Coffee for the first time, and the 2nd, simultaneously. ( Green Tea & Mango chiller)

8. saw star wars action figurines selling between rm15-20 at two different shops. this is my first time seeing these figurines selling at this low price since the first time i bought them!

9. bought a new thumbdrive.... the same one i bought for my Adelaide Uni @ LC. :D how cool is that? :P

10. watched the sunrise while listening to Emi's cd. Wonderful feeling :)


I bought Emi Fujita's Camomile Blend. Spectacular.

Saw the soundtrack Nick recommends me to buy, Across the Universe, still contemplating on that.

its pretty decent, eh? :)

coming to terms with myself.

I don't really know how to start this post. So I'll just babble my way through it.

Life is short, too short to worry too much about things that are too little when you think back. Life is too short to fill up your mind with unhappy thoughts and feelings, that in the end, what's the point? You only end up making yourself miserable.

I know myself that I try my best not to keep things in my heart, things that I like to shout at people, telling them how unhappy I am with their actions, but is that the right way to handle the situation? Keeping your mouth shut and letting things slide everytime you bum into a confrontation? I don't think there is a Right way or there is a wrong way. There are ways, and the consequences of the different solutions leads to different places. We should be looking for long-term benefit, rather than solving issues in view of the short-run.

Balance is the word. I think that several times, I should just yell out what I feel inside, and just let things out, make myself feel better and then u wake up and make up with whomever. That's something that what my friends told me that how friends should be like. Forgive and forget. I can forgive, but I find it difficult to forget. No matter how I pretend, I know I still remember what you did to me because I think about it, over and over again.

Therefore, balancing the right amount of anger-release and bottling some of it would be ideal. Ideal. Word that we use to describe things we love to want and own. No one is perfect. I know I am not.

Anyway, I am thinking of things that I've left behind. What should I do about it? I want to do something to make it better, to start over, but not everything is as easy as I want them to be. Just because I want them so, doesn't mean others do. And I am taking into account how others would feel from what actions I might take. Is this a good reason/excuse for being the way I am? Maybe. Depends.

I think, after all the babbling, I want to say that there isn't any point to keeping hard feelings against someone inside. Let it out and forget. Move on. I want to try to be someone with this personality.

BUMmed!

I didn't win. :(
contemplating whether to spend rm400 to see her. I would, if I still have money in the bank. :(

I know I am going to regret not going.... but ah well.. I have to be rational. No $$, No Luxury.

Anyway, tmr got two meetings. One with Annie & Yee Joo, another with GFI Mgmt at 7pm! :)

Things look brighter up ahead. :)

suks

paid rm5.80 for my ayamas dinner, which i did not enjoy it as i was hurriedly gobbling it down
paid rm14.60 (CHEW owes me rm3) for the beers, and I hate beers

and all this for the nuts! watch mascherano get a fucking redcard for crap talking and then see man utd score 3 goals.. BULLS


sucky.

i like this pic.

*I am still praying! :D*

Albums In My Mind.

Boys Like Girls? Foo Fighters? Emi Fujita? Sara Bareilles? Paramore?

Then I stumbled on something which gives awesome high rating at http://www.absolutepunk.net...
Lydia's Illuminate.

I'm gonna get it. Called Rock Corner, they don't sell it there.

Thank god I am going to US. :)

Oh, 99% I will buy Emi's too. Its a good collection for occasions that needs a lil' romance ;)

decided paramore, better not touch.. after kitmun angry.. haha...
bng, erm.... MIGHT, but doubtful
Foo Fighters.. Just decided that since I have their 2nd best selling album d, I can leave this aside.
Sara... mmm not appealing enough.... yet :P

package from JA

WOOT!! finally!! :D hahaa

Thanks !!! That was really fast. ^_^

Anyway, even though tmr is holiday and most of the ppl would want to go out, UNFORTUNATELY and LUCKILY, I won two tickets to watch BE Kind Rewind (7.3/10 frm IMDB) so... too bad there wont be any group outing before 11, though I am happy that I am catching a free movie later! :D

When the hitz person call me I was so excited I tot it was from Play @ Msn. T_T

haha...


pray for the best! hope for the best! :D

Now now, what should I do with the package.. ? *sigh* Its not really that difficult, but I m thinking it is... Plan first.


been cooking at home for the past two days. made sandwich, easy.
egg + tomato + butterhead (vege) + cheese + ham

this morning is a lil' different. i fried the egg with mushroom, tomato and onion. yum!


I REALLY WANNA GO SEE KT... GAWD PLEASSSSSSSSSSSE!

thankful!

YOU BETTER BE. lol for being your chauffeur

and You too. for helping you do your asg.

and maybe, hmm, YOU, for being your 'booty-call' LoL


I AM. to You, for fetching me home.

You, for talking to me when I felt alone

and You, for showing me where I can buy my clothes


and HANDS OFF CCW, stop grabbing my thighs when we are sitting next to each other when we are @ the movies just because we got the couple seat.. X_X

I felt so groped.

stop blogging.

i read a few blogs, enough to say that most people stopped blogging for the same reason, privacy. that they can't blog as free as they used to because of the many eyes that are staring and looking over the contents.

i feel sad.

contests contests contests!

gawd i hope I WIN THEM ALL!

if not, please please let me win the biggest of them all!!!!! (A) *prays!

I've decided
If I win the cineleisure tickets, I'll take Cindy out for a movie
If I win any of the Manly movies, I'll take CCW
If I win any of the other movies, I'll ask HL
If I win the biggest, I have shortlisted the top 3 ppl to take with me. PLEASE LET ME WIN! Gosh!

I am not really that desperate to win, but at the same time, I am craving alot to win that one. Maybe cos after seeing her clips on utube.... changed my whole craving for it. ^_^


watched Death Proof, Spiderwick, 3/4 of Ocean's Thirteen, Rule Number One this week. will be looking to watch a few more

tmr TABOO Day!

GOD, Let me win ! WIN KT's ticket.... omg..

If i win.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahha I'll be speechless..
^_^

if only.

if only...

Chapter Thirteen of American God by Neil Gaiman

'I can believe things that are true and I can believe things that aren't true and I can believe things where nobody knows if they're true or not. I can believe in Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny and Marilyn Monroe and the Beatles and Elvis and Mister Ed. Listen - I believe that people are perfectible, that knowledge is infinite, that the world is run by secret banking cartels and is visited by aliens on a regular basis, nice ones that look like wrinkledy lemurs and bad ones who mutilate cattle and want our water and our women. I believe that the future sucks and I believe that the future rocks and I believe that one day White Buffalo woman is going to come back and kick everyone's ass. I believe that all men are just overgrown boys with deep problems communicating and that the decline in good sex in America is coincident with the decline in Drive-In Movie theatres from state to state. I believe that all politicians are unprincipled crooks and I still believe that they are better than the alternative. I believe that California is going to sink into the sea when the big one comes, while Florid is going to dissolve into madness and alligators and toxic waste. I believe that antibacterial soap is destroying our resistance to dirt and disease so that one day we'll all be wiped out by the common cold like the Martians in War of the Worlds. I believe that the greatest poets of the last century were Edith Sitwell and Don marquis, that jade is dried dragon sperm, and that thousands of years ago in a former life I was a one-armed Siberian Shaman. I believe that Mankind's destiny lies in the stars. I believe that candy really did taste better when I was a kid, that it's aerodynamically impossible for a bumblebee to fly, that light is a wave and a particle, that there's a cat in a box somewhere who's alive and dead at the same time (although if they don't ever open the box to feed it it'll eventually just be two different kinds of dead), and that there are stars in the universe billions of years older than the universe itself. I believe in a personal god who cares about me and worries and oversees everything I do. I believe in an impersonal god who set the universe in motion and went off to hang with her girlfriends and doesn't even know that I'm alive. I believe in an empty and godless universe of causal chaos, background noise and sheer blind luck. I believe that anyone who says that sex is overrated just hasn't done it properly. I believe that anyone who claims to know what's going on will lie about the little things too. I believe in absolute honesty and sensible social lies. I believe in a woman's right to choose, a baby's right to live, that while all human life is sacred there's nothing wrong with the death penalty if you can trust the legal system implicitly, and that no one but a moron would ever trust the legal system. I believe that life is a game, life is a cruel joke and that life is what happens when you're alive and that you might as well lie back and enjoy it.'

omg

cant believe i did that!! lol


*lalala*

free passes for movies by only participating in CloveTwo survey! :) www.thestar.com.my and go under contest


I want KT Tunstall's concert ticket!!!

yday's unblogged post

really tired after all the prepping. it wasnt a great dinner meal, not to mentioned it ended way earlier than i wanted it to be. but hey, its a precedent to many that would come in the future. and i m happy nancy knows my high sch friends :D
:)

where should i start?

I wanted to blog about my dream i had two days back. its about me, amanda, ccw and ks/hl (they both assume the same person at different times) going to watch a movie, which then somehow we are part of the movie and the situation where the city is under attacked is actually happening. i got shot twice, but stayed alive. tried killing this mutated girl holding a gun with knives. lolz. a lot of weird things, like how we try to resupply ourselves, and paying 'security fee' to these two arab girls whom one of them is actually from kl. odd.

went out for wii & yumcha last night also.

didn't take too many pics of my dinner just now, have to chap from ppl later. :)

wonder what's going to happen tmr, is the interview still on or what? no idea. no email from the fella. wonder if there would be riots as mentioned by nancy. god knows.

liverpool won 3-0, but doesn't feel as exciting to me anymore, not like how i felt before.

two other things i wanna blog about is:
1- Blue's song with Elton John (chorus first two lines I think)

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd

2- my sign came again yday, Click Five's Jenny.

it will be interesting to see what happens come August +

interesting articles to read.

Bowring: Malaysia's political poverty - International Herald Tribune

On Election Eve, Hazy Prospects for Malaysia Premier - New York Times

Mahathir: We need an opposition

Malaysians, Voting Tomorrow, May Cut Abdullah's Power (Update1)

Grinded

watch it. no regrets. Grindhouse. best movie i watched this year. super entertaining.

i m excited about tmr! :)
10 ppl.. might go to 11.

i got an assistant and a gamemaster
how cool is that? :P

Photo Updates :D

I like how Wh was posing... "Nah!"




Uncle Cheong & moi


HL & my hand :D

Taking photo, pouring wine and ordering food, all-in-one


Super flash to reveal the hidden person

in the car..~~~



RM1.20 .... temptatious sin!






My stuffs from SG: pair of Adi shoes, Simple Plan limited edition, Billabong T from Evelyn, FHM and FHM poker cards :D



And of course, introducing: Mark

filling up the week.

Yay! Got Wed night and whole of Saturday filled

Friday night planning to bum at ccw's house, haven't ask him yet.. ngek ngek

Tuesday today is going to be packed d, at least I can make it that way lar!

went dentist d... it was okay.... could be better with flossing

later i ll
go bank in cash
go make passport photo
go print my app form
go scan it and my photo
go email these to the person
go scan and photocopy my transcript
go photocopy my cert to A4 size

went to mkt in the morning too, my plan for vege
tomatoes, potatoes, capsicums, cucumbers, long beans, corns, carrots, lettuces, purple lettuces, rockets (if i can find any)

maybe some soup? and then just go buy some teriyaki chicken!

:D
hu-ha!

oh, this saturday/sunday morning going out for bfast with aunty and ahboi.. YUMMY, go eat food in kl again.. hehehe

Who wants to go to Just Heavenly Pleasure? :P

with a purpose!

dentist appt. tmr 830am

sort out the us visa queries, now have to prep and apply

WD passport thing will be sorted out later

WEDNESDAY NIGHT ---> MOVIE NIGHT @ ccw's

Friday night, thinking of making dinner, then ask amanda help help since she got no work, then maybe can ask friends all come eat :D

ngek!

must fill up my free time d!

can't help myself.

i keep thinking about you. its not super sad, its nothing really, just reminiscences of the past. but still..

i m back, took less photos than HL's bday thing... mostly photos of amanda. did heaps of walking over there, finally ate my Mos Burger! caught up with kaima n katherine n eve. great! bought my SHOES! woot! ccw gave me a negative feedback but i r.like it so much that his comments didn't bother me.. so yay!

i ll be looking forward to do something like this again, traveling with a friend/partner.

:)

back to normal now