this is for You

yeah i know that the photo was suppose to be the lastpost for awhile.. but i want to put this out.

i wrote it at somewhere else, think its good if i repost it here

there's no other place i want to be but here
the rain falls, the sun is hiding
i've lost my sight in the midst of the storm
troubled,
out of nowhere, you shine like a star,
your light leads me home, to you
never did the gloomy day feel so right, so good

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made my mistakes
i cant turn back time
only hope that with time
i can amend myself
tried to learn from the wrongs
but end up in the same place again
will i ever be him?

Sorry

*sorry!!

photo is not meant to be obscene :P

Pls dont think of other things

Lily

Hello my Beautiful Lady,

You are the One & only,
Seeing you now will complete me,

or all the things you done for me,

I will always love you, forever.

Mother I love you,

I wish you knew,

I miss you so,

Missing you...

Your sweet smile & your curly hair,
Missing you

Your endless love & care for me,

Missing you so bad

Times we had is not enough,

Missing you, you, you

Don't want to say goodbye to you.

Now to think about it,

Your are the coolest mum in the universe
You are someting special

Like telling me about Kavana
Using Jaring & chasing Cruisers makes you so different

Yes you are way off the chart

Mother I miss your voice
Your screams and shouts,

Now it seem so quiet
I wish you are here
Wishing you... Could see me grow

Teaching me about ways of life

And I can Learn to cook Just Like You

How I wish you are here

Your words are too far for me to reach, for now

Nothing I can trade to take you away from heaven

But I know you are walking with me

Along my steps in life without you

Monday Update

Saw some gurl wearing this shirt today. Damn nice. I like shirts with texts like this.

this song says it all for me

James Morrison - You Give Me Something.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBgTrs5XtfY

You want to stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep,
I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,

This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.

You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me,
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what the mean,
I never thought that I'd love someone,
That was someone else's dream.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,

'Cause someday I might call you from my heart,
But it might me a second too late,
And the words I could never say
Gonna come out anyway.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.
Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

Monday Blue

Hmm still studying my MA at the moment. :( Havent started my aiesec stuff yet.. sob sob...
Assignment due on thursday, tute works unfinished :(

and i think i did something really stupid. i said something to certain someone what i dont want to say, like forever. but i concede easily. i am that person that dont really want to explains thing when i dont feel like it and would go into mm details when i m in the mood. but in the end, i think i was taught to think 'there are no excuses' -- some crash course during UPSR, nick went as well i think, saw his poster in his room.

anyways, i think that though i dont like what i said and wish i could take it back, maybe it is for the better;.... maybe it wont change anything but i doubt so.

I wanted to say, I met a girl. well, we didnt really met; we just started talking online. her name is Hannah and she was the student who surveyed us on Adelaide's sch of commerce quality of education. A week later the Admin lady from the sch emailed me telling me that Hannah wants my email to share stories. I was like ?. It is really nice to know her. I find her naturally funny. She listens to Dave Matthews & Frenzal Rhomb. Oh, shes studying in UQ nw. I think like through her I got to know Australia a little more. Its always nice to hear stories from the locals. Her fav drink is Long Island Ice Tea. :)

stef sent me anberlin and mae songs. i think mae's other songs could be nicer. anberlin is not my kind. kate is alright but i think i think to focus abit more.

Darkness - bald has a very interesting lyric. hoobastank's more than memory is just meaningful.

yup i m feeling blue ish. life sux for now. i shall learn and be happy about this

I HATE

i hate ppl who put their MSN status as away though they are sitting in front of their computer

dream(S)

huiling was asking me to go back to kl right away... like hurrily... i did

i reach kl and saw ai vee and jia yin and nai hau (seriosuly i donwant to if i can) :P
later hui ling went off to somewhere and me jy aivee nia hau drove to somewhere from OU; we drove towards the bandar sri damansara highway.

oh and aivee's nick was something like "the person i want is YOU"

after awhile i realised something was wrong... I SHOULDNT BE BACK NOW... i panicked! i got exam on the 10nov and now i m already back in KL on OCT?!? wtf?!? i blame jy they all for asking me to come back..... then somehow I come to my sense and say that i shd enjoy my time here and stay there during my summer...

then got this time i ask Catherine the question. and she gave me the smile

i was also actually living at this strange motel.... i look outside and keep having this same scenery.... and I thought it was some marketplace... i dreamt about some airport where its inside theshops sell all really pirated and cheapo stuff...... Got shops that sell seafood, vege, and electronic goods.. and guess where they get those goods from.. right.. they stole it from boxes... practically you can gett a range of electronic stuff, from handphones to microwaves to toasters.

anyways jy droe until this place there we got stuck. now i realised that they were actually going to the NZ airport. all of us come down.. trying to figure a way to walk over the cliff.. lol... it was something like this is the new road and the old road dont have cliffs... then like apparently there were "chunks/blocks" that you could move around to form a road... and we reached the airport.. which looks like a port more to me.

the front view of the port was the scenery i saw from the motel. there was this market-van, you know those that drives around selling veges to aunties... and going into the building was entering into those shops i dreamt earlier..


another dream was sort of like basic instinct.. lol.. you know the part where that sharon stone sit and lures the police? yeah somethinglike that..there were 3 of us.. two good one enemy.... i was the good one along with a gurl...

Then there were some scene on dota :P lol... i was like the doombringer and we all gb one hero, icasted doom but u all still keep whacking him... in the end some other guy (Teal) got the kill.. sighhh

the dream ended with me receiving this sms from someone ":P stupid dumbass angela" from angela's handphone.. apparently in my dream i realised that someone kidnapped all my close female friends..

When When When

Go Download
Michael Buble & Nelly Furtado - Quando Quando Quando

Love their voice, nice soft background musics, smooth bubbly song :)

"Tell me when you'll be mine, tell me quando quando quando"

life is everything but simple

you go and leave me
here in between the black and white
shaded, fading to dark
you disappear into the world you dream of
no more tears to cry
nothing to feel pain
frown turn to smile
you are happier now


i am not who i was
i am no longer cheerful
but an ordinary empty boy
here i am, saying my bye
wish me well
see you soon

*drafted in 9th june

Last Post

Going to be my last post before I resurrect my mistress :) Hhehehe..I luv to call her mistress lah.. so cool... i like giving names... haha.... next time I buy my car I wanna give it a cool name too.. last time got give name to Honda.. but dun rmb d...

anyways assignment quite screwed.. shd have started acc theory first instead of mgt acc... hmmm

3 more assignments due this n next week.

one more month till finals

this is me...

I got elected as the AU LC VPFD!!

;) thats

Adelaide University's Local Committee Finance Director

lolol.. ( i still dunno wats the VP stand for, could be Vice Prez)

Quite nice lah the feeling... being elected.. when ppl dont even know me!!! lol.. and the best part of it I was given a choice of whether to vote for myself... and I omit from voting either myself or Carolyn :) *proud!! ahaha Hmm somehow, I feel bad for her... dunno lah.. think that she might do better than me.. dunno but this my chance and i m going to make the best out of it!!! :)

So 2007 AU EB consists or Robbie, James, Katherine, Tanvi, Christina, Lauryn and moi!

Going to help out with Toyota Expo next week.. with Anne.. yay!!

hmmm drank a drink called spider today... i was like hmm wats that... haha.. Its actually like FLOAT.... soft drink + ice cream... but dunno... not sure if its the process or the ice cream.. it taste really good :) its like.. the gas from the soda mixed with the icecream, and you "eat" it.. yummm hahaa..

had fun chatting with them as the cafe... hmmm made fun of anne.. lolol

will call MA & Oxfam tmr..., hope to sort Edu Adelaide by end of the week

looking for new accont probably..

*POOF* lol

Death Cab for Cutie

Hmm rmb them? well if you dont, YOU SUCK!!! :P

Ok.. give u 1 more chance,
Death Cab for Cutie - sound of settling....

Anyone??? If you saying like "Hmm, sounds familar.." then its good enough.. lolz

Death Cab for Cutie - sound of settling was one of the mp3s I played here before, with that funky text movie left right on the bottom of the explorer.

So.. yeah.. you are wondering like so wtf with them..? hmm nothing really.. just that i realised that they have been aroud for quite sometime.. i was organizing my bookmarks when i saw this one on 'Wicker Park Soundtrack' Yes, they have a song there as well... I think recently I've been seeing it around... sumwhere dunno y... lol... but yeah.. Sound of Settling is where I first know about them :)

I MISS you

ishhh... :P

hate that feeling...

i cant do anything !!!

=(

The Offside rule explained!!

credits to marcu from Red Cauldron

THE OFFSIDE RULE FOR GIRLS

You’re in a shoe shop, second in the queue for the till. Behind the shop assistant on the till is a pair of shoes which you have seen and which you must have. The shopper in front of you has also seen them and is eyeing them with desire. Both of you have forgotten your purses. It would be rude to push in front of the first woman if you had no money to pay for the shoes.

The shop assistant remains at the till waiting. Your friend is trying on another pair of shoes at the back of the shop and sees your dilemma. She prepares to throw her purse to you. If she does so, you can catch the purse, then walk round the other shopper and buy the shoes! At a pinch she could throw the purse ahead of the other shopper and “whilst it is in flight” you could nip around the other shopper, catch the purse and buy the shoes!

But, you must always remember that until the purse has “actually been thrown”, it would be plain wrong for you to be in front of the other shopper and you would be OFFSIDE

reply to Hex's Mac ad ;P

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A Moment to Remember; Daisy

A Moment to Remember
What would you do if your other half is about to forget everything you both had together? The number of dates before the first kiss, the times you were there for her, your annual anniversary, the first place you both know each other..... all erased.
The story is about Sun-Jin, who was heartbroken by her recent relationship. She met Chol, who works at her father's company. Few words were shared between them before they got steady. Though there he were reluctant and the family objected their relationship, they got married. It was all well, till Sun-Jin started to forget the little things, minor info such as the road name of her house.... I love this movie alot because it brought me to tears. :P It has a very touching story that most gurls will love. Available on YouTube (break into 12 clips)

Daisy
If you only hear the title of the movie w/o looking at the poster, you would think that it is some sort of lovy-bubbly movie. Its not. A love triangle where a police and a professional hitman fights out for an artist in Amsterdam. It all started when the girl start receiving daisies everyday. One day, she met Jeong-Woo, who was having daisies with him. She assumed that it was him who sent her the daily daisies (it is actually the hitman). How will it end? Who is going to be with her? I don't find this as interesting and touching as Moment to Remember. Personally, I don't find falling in love with a killer that sweet. I like the ending though.. How the director 'sum up' the ending with a scene. One left, the other follow and one stayed holding a pot of daisies. Youtube (10 clips)

Everybody Has Secrets
I like this movie alot from the first time I read the sypnosis. Three sisters, one guy.. yeahh!! lol.. Its really funny and comedic. And got pretty gurls to see...!!! lol

I am not a fanatic or even anywhere near to a Korean movie/series fan. The first two I watched it because someone asked me to, and I am glad she did. The last one was because I find it interesting.. like Taekugi!!! I WANNA WATCH!!! lol... and that running kid.. or something :)