Wednesday 16 January 2008

i'll try not to forget

'you can never right the wrong... no matter how much u want to'

i feel helpless, really. there are those times where you know you are trapped in the corner and the police is right in front of you and you have no choice but to give in. i think thats the situation now but just that i am not raising my white flag.

talking to you, i can see how much you don't want it, more than what I expected. its like another reality check, but I refuse to sign in.

there are many fishes in the sea/ocean/world/universe. optimism. but what if i realized that the only fish, that i ever want, would be you? and that letting you go would be losing all i wanted and that other fishes would only be a substitute of who you are? (pity the other fish..)

=)
love cannot be forced out of nothing. nothing is what it is now. worse is that there is an additional 'layer/barrier' that i feel is being 'activated' to make things tougher.

sometimes, i do wonder what she said is true or not. that i might be wanting her for the sake of wanting her. that sure explains a lot. that sure makes me feel better.

i really. really. never believe in something so much.

i need a miracle.

u shd never asked why. but because we are humans, we eventually would.

why?

'Sweet misery you cause me, that's what you called me' - Michelle Branch's Sweet Misery

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