Jeez man.

I am 1/2 doing my assignments and ppl just come and ask abt HioHwi...

I just thought of that day and decided to write about it.. thats all.

Its a very sweet memory of mine. :P

Nothing more.

12 October 2002

It was one of the many days that I will never forget. I was nervous, walking to One Utama, thinking of the words to say when I see her later. I sms her when I stepped into the entrance near La Boheme. I told her I reached already. Moments later "toot-toot". She said that she is with her family now, when she can meet me she will msg me. I walked around before she told me to meet at TGV. I went there, waited for awhile. Then as time passes by, I was wondering where is she. I decided to sms her to let her know that I am waiting by the escalator. She then replied that she is there but I can't seem to see her. She then suggested that we should meet at the bowling centre. Then, I know. I called her ask her where is she. Sunway Pyramid. LOL. The night before we've been talking what to do where to meet but never mention which complex. She told me the week before that shes going out with her family to SP this week. I took a cab to SP, abt 10mins ride. I rushed to the cinema and called her. The movie started already. She had to come out to bring me in. She was wearing white dress. From the way she looked, no doubt she was pissed, angry, frustrated and dissapointed. We entered the cinema and watch the horror flick, which was the kind of movie we always watched. She and I watched mostly horror or thriller kind of movies. But she wasn't scared really. She don't peek from her hands. She just watch.

The movie ended with the mother jumping into the water tank. I think the only part that freaked me out was when the kid turned around and turns out to be the ghost! After the movie, we have our meals at Secret Recipe. I forgot what we ordered, but I think it was banana chocolate for her and some rocky cheesecake for me. There it was when I pop the question. Haha... I still remember how I asked her. Wonder if she remembers. I think it was really lame now, but I think that time no one used it before, its different from the usual. She then asked me what choices does she have. I told her either yes or no, then she wanted other choices. I forgot what she wanted, hehe. But she didn't answered me then. She gave me this present that she knows, she knows that I going to Love it so much. Thank you.

Then we walked around, and decided to take some photos together at the photo machines in this shop, near the achery. We got a total of 6 pictures of two different pose. We walked awhile more before I asked her whats her answer. "Ok-la," she said. And we hold hands.

She wanted to buy something for her sis from Tropicana Life, so we went there and have a look,. Not sure if she did buy it, but I think she did. We ate some ice cream at Baskin Robbins before we say goodbye. And that was it.

Should I work?

The maxis 3G, everyone is hiring!! Chee Meng got interview tomorrow, Chew & Co. going for the training soon & now, HioHwi also told me about it. Should I?

I think I should, after when I am done with the assignments, I should be free enough to earn some money to buy something I like. The job is only during weekends, so I think it's really good. The pay is awesome, somewhere Rm100 per day.

I think I want to work, but should I?

I was planning to work probably a few weekends, to earn enough money to either buy a new HP or ... I don't know. I think at the moment, I got nothing much to buy except the HP. I could buy something for Lazy, but quite lazy. Hehe. Was thinking of buying him a partner, but don't know. Maybe at the end, when I am leaving to Australia, I have to give him away. Sad.. not sure if I can do it, but don't think I got much choice. If only the place I am staying in Australia allow me to keep pets, then good la. I'll give away the hamsters, probably keep the cage or sell it, then send Lazy to Australia.. then maybe the money that I earn from working will be enough to pay the fees and air ticket and etc. Haihz.... don't really want to leave, but I got to move on right? Everyone is leaving sooner or later, its just that I am going to leave earlier than the rest.

Wasted my day

LOL. I didnt do anything since I came back from college.. Sighs. COMPUTER You sux!!!
I hate you so much!!

Why do you have to be in my house?
Why do you have to be smooth enough to play my games?
Why are you free from virus infection?
Why you don't hang yourself when I am playing my game?
Why can't you annoy me so I will stop using you?
Why can't you encourage me to study?
Why are you so well maintained by me?
Why do I enjoy playing you so much?
Why do I rather do nothing with you than finishing my work?
Why do I got addicted to you?

Why do I love you so much until my life is ruined?
Why do I have to say all these hurtful words to you?

Why does it have to be this way?

Gosh.. I love you computer... but U have to understand, I got assignments to hand up. Ok? So you admit you are wrong? Alright alright I forgive you. But make sure you don't do this to me so often alright? No, of couse I don't hate you, I was just trying to hurt you. I love you from the bottom of my heart. So no hard feelings alright? I going out later to KTZ, but when I come back, please let me do my work. ~hugs~

Nokia HP

Ever since Catherine got her new hp, which was yesterday, I am really thinking of buying one too. My Hp cant work anymore. I sent it to fix and when they returned it, it was far worse than before! No ringtone, vibrations or even loudspeaker. I am seriously wondering if they chap all the valuable chips and gave it back to me. I hope its not. But then again, my Hp now have line. Amazing huh? But the prob not with it is that the sim card part is very loose. I dont know how I am going to fix it, but I dont think I will. I really like that phone. 3100 and I been thru a lot. Although it only lasted more than 1 1/2 yrs (which mainly due to the fact that I have not been able to handle it in a better way) Catherine bought a Sony K300 I think. Not bad la, she was showing off while we were watching CSI finale last night.

So now, I just finished surfing Nokia webpage. How should I pick my hp? On what conditions or what factors should I look at?? I was thinking of the weight, the price and the durability (this is a must). Without durability, I am just afraid that my next phone will end up like 3100. So I was thinking of Nokia 5140. It looks real good, better than the 5140i or the durable 5 series before that ( the orange color rubber covering around the hp). But I am sure that this phone would exceed what I am willing to pay for. This phone also have camera + some really awesome programs which I wont use ( Compass & FitNess Trainer)

Next on the line is the 1600 and 2125. Both of these phones are for low budget people like me I think. They are light, with simple functions + color screen, I would like to think that it is a bargain. But now the technology so keng, got 3G, makes me wonder should I really splash my money on a phone like this? But one thing I like about 1600 is the speaking alarm, which definitely will come in handy. Furthermore, the 1600's batt last longer than most of the other phones. CONs: 1600 can save only 30msgs, so can't keep any special sms.

Then there is the 6020 and 6021. I don't really know much abt these two phones, cept' that they both have almost the same functions. I think that if the price is right, this would be my choice than the low budget ones. However, they looked really fragile and more of businessmen use, so... I don't think there is much chance of me buying 6 series.

hmm then the last of choice, my N91! my Fav among all the 3 N series. The phone can store up to 4GB of songs! Its a handphone with a mp3 player AND a 2megapixel Camera! Everything look so good abt this phone!!! The downside of this phone are that ITS REALY EXPENSIVE!!! worth more than Rm2000 i think and that its really bulky. 160g comparing to my other Favs which are abt 80-100g only. 5140 i think over 100g, but not as heavy as n91.






If only I am rich.... =)

Well now, have to start my assignment d... =D

If I dont know the formula, then.... I ll die.. haha.

Nice cake btw yeeli, BUT I REALLY DONT LIKE COFFEE Okay. and Remember next time I have class from 1030-12 on thursday.

laziness in me.

Believe it or not, I am not the guy I was. I used to be really really hardworking. I would finish any work on the day it was given out, before indulging myself with PC games. I have the policy of finishing the important things before relaxing my mind. All my homeworks are done like a week prior to hand up. Hmm... what happened?

Now, I am the guy who became like his sister. LoL. I am now officially the last minute guy. I do everything at the very last moment. Or sometimes I don't even bother to start... grr.. Bad hor? This is really sad thing. I don't know when it started, probably after enrolling into HELP, getting used to the easy daily life that when the time calls for the effort, it fails to turn up. Sadness. I just wonder how easy and happy life it would be if I had finished both my assignments already. Hehe... well, I still have a chance to do that right? :) Its not too late, I mean like the due date for Acc is about six more days to go.

Anyways, I went and visit my fellow friends at work today in Italianis. Ka Seong, Calvin, Catherine, Amanda and Shara was resting, sitting down on the nearest to entrance table talking away. ALL of them looked real good, very formal. One good thing I like about their job is the 50% discount on selected food. YUM! haha. I am really considering now when I am done with my assignment should I join them as a part timer? Hmm... I might, I might not. But I think the person I am now, flat chance. Haha. Dint really do much, so I went home about 620.

RING RING~~ Ming Ming called me. Hehe... long time dint hear from her adi. Talked abt 10mins like dat. It was real fun cos' I was like really teasing her all way. Usually when I wake up from sleep I am very moody but somehow talking to her brings me up. Probably cos' I long time dint hear from her adi OR cos' its been so long since I last made fun of her.. hehe..

Well, I know I promised Catherine that I m supposed to write about her, but maybe not today. I am really tired? And I dont really want to talk without thinking. It gives her a very bad impression. I rather make u wait for a better meal. ^_^

Btw, I like this haircut. Can you feel It? lol

Tai Yin rulez? :P

Hiyya!

Hehe, Vanessa, dont you think the Big Van makes you so special? You are the only one with two names okayy.. hehe..

Nth much happened today.. I opened a packet of twisties earlier, and i clipped it and leave it at the kitchen counter. Then abt 10mins ago, I wanted to eat it, and as I unclipped and open the packet, two mini ants fell down.. I was like 'err....... no..' I swept the ants away. Another two came down.... Grr.... Wasted. I threw the whole packet away, I think there's about half packet left u know!! And its my last packet of chips... haihz.. Well, at least I still have Ritz and Koko Krunch...

Fixed my car tyre today.. Finally.. hehe.. Right after my Econs ended, I drove back to the Chia's Tayar shop to change the front tyre. I am so glad now that I dont have to go to pump it twice daily... =D Then today dunno wats wrong wit Friendster.com Tried loggin the whole day but failed.. hmm sighz..

Just finish visiting Tai Yin's blog. And man, it is very very interesting. =D hehe..

Have a look... all of you hehe... http://www.taiyin.blogs.friendster.com

I am sure Tai Yin wouldnt mind too right? keke... But if you do, then....... Too bad.. lolx

Btw, Van's 15yr old pic look so much better than now, minus the hair. ^_^

Are You What You Eat?

You are a negotiator. You'll do anything you can to avoid open conflict so you never start quarrels. You will give in when you think it's appropriate side.

You are always wilful and most of the time, you are a stubborn person. But you love to work and are quite honest, which makes you good to get along with as a friend or lover.

You are vigorous yet gentle. You appear to be mysterious to those who don't know you very well because you don't often reveal your feelings. You like to socialize and are popular among your peers.

You are logical, smart and inventive. Sometimes you are too cold and selfish.

Try the test! =D

Heart Of Fencing.

A little faith Brightens a rainy day

Life is difficult you can't go away

Don't hide yourselves in the corner

You have my place to stay

Sorrow is gonna say goodbye

Opens up You'll see the happy sunshine

Keep going on with your dream

Chasing tomorrow's sunrise

The spirit can never die

Sun will shine, my friend

Won't let you cry, my dear

Seeing you shed a tear, Make my world disappear

You'll never be alone in darkness See my smile, my friend

We are with you, holding hands

You have got to believe, you are my destiny

We're meant to be your friends

That's what a friendship be

CRYING OUT LOVE, IN THE CENTER OF THE WORLD

This is one of the best movie I had watched in my life!! 10/10
The movie is so perfetct and touching that I cried! (seriously)

Review: In 1980s Kyushu, two teenagers fell in love, and exchanged their secrets and thoughts by way of sending tape recordings to each other. More than a decade later, the boy (now grown-up and bittered) rediscovers the last recording of his ex-lover's voice. Her words trigger a series of flashbacks illustrating the joyful beginning and tragic end of their relationship.

The actresses are really pretty! haha I esp like the one during the 1980s.

The love story in this movie is very real. It shows that no matter how different two people are, they will still end up falling in love.

Wel, I can't really talk much about it because I don't want to ruin the movie for you all.. So faster go to GSC and watch!!!

» 2005 Blue Ribbon Awards Best New Actor (Mirai Moriyama) & Best Supporting Actress (Masami Nagasawa)

» 2004 Hochi Film Awards Best Supporting Actress (Masami Nagasawa)

i think i did this b4..

NAME ANALYSIS FOR: Joo Yee Kee

Joo Yee:
You have a love of travel and adventure, and you enjoy sports. You also have a very strong sense of fair play and want justice. You have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength. You need to learn flexibility. Your independence and freedom are important to you. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood.

Kee:
You have good recuperative abilities and strong mental determination. You are very private and dislike others prying into your affairs. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood.

What Kind of Soul I am? & What Kind of Intelligence Do I Have?

The most misunderstood of all the soul signs.Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are.You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life.You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor.Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily.But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes.For you, it is difficult to seperate the past from the present.You will suceed once you overcome the disappoinments in life.Souls you are most compatible with: Traveler Soul and Prophet Soul

Try it! Click on the title and see what soul are YOU!

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

You are great at finding patterns and relationships between things.Always curious about how things work, you love to set up experiments.You need for the world to make sense - and are good at making sense of it.You have a head for numbers and math ... and you can solve almost any logic puzzle.You would make a great scientist, engineer, computer programmer, researcher, accountant, or mathematician.


somethings that i left undone in the past

the Day that killed my life.

This is one of the most boring day EVER. My gawd, even though I do enjoy playing computer, but not till the extend I stayed home and play till I want to puke.. Grr.... How wish I can invent a robot that have its own brain so that I can social with him without going out. Man, I should have went out with Chen Chou just now... regret regret..

Well, the highlight of the day could have been seeing Christine. After I was done with my work, I fetched her to go to HELP with me. We talked a lot, which was fun. Kind of enjoying talking to close friends, whom I did not talk to for a long time. Like yesterday, sending Vanessa home could have been one of the major social action I did since dunno when. Although I do go out to mamak and all, I don't really talk as in real talk. Just crap around. Talking to Vanessa makes me feel, satisfied, in a way. (lol, sounds weird but funny) Feel happy in a way too! And thank you Van for your water, taste really nice! =D Not everyone's water as good as yours. Haha.

Back to Christine, well, she's going to work next week and her friend is coming the week after that. I suppose she's going to be busy for awhile before she is free to go out. She gave me chocolates! Reeses and Butterfinger. Reeses are awesome! But the one she gave me melted already. But I don't mind ^_^, I ate it in the car. The melted chocolate drip onto my pants, my hand with the thick chocolate touched the steering, contaminating it. *should have waited.

Nothing to do now, wonder whos gonna read it today and call me out? ^_^ I m hungry too.. Grr...

aaron, kafaii, cheeweng & christina. day 3.

First of all, I think I need to clear something out. I think most of you guys think that there is a third party. Well, its not that way. Ok? Then the point accumulation thing was just a talk la.. not something really serious that she take points la ok? :P

Anyways, I am going off soon to TGIF for dinner, farewell dinner actually. Aaron Tan and Christina Kang, both SRK n SMDUians, are leaving to Singapore tomorrow. Hope they will seek what they want there. Have a good life and study hard. No matter where you go, there is always the MSN, if you miss me. lol. Sorry I didn't get you guys anything.

I know I will fall hard if I have high hopes, but if I don't, then whats the point of all these, don't you get it Yee Li? If you asking me not to have high hope and try, it would be pointless.

MGT assignment, yes I know la Lydia. =D Thank you guys & gurls for the concern and support! Makes me feel so gooooooD!! Abt the assignment, my draft is still here, it won't go anywhere. Besides, Kit Mun also haven't start what. Don't just lecture me only la. :P I'll try to be back early and finish it all by midnight, or early morning.

hehe... ^_^

actually, I really do want to know who Badak Kerbau is. Do you have balls to tell me in my face that you are Badak Kerbau and I don't have a life? Maybe both you and I will feel better then.

Love Love.

Learning to be good, trying to be sweet.

Being myself its not easy, being with you is what I want.

All I can do is give my all, All I want is you & me.

patience

A month is not a very long time to wait for an answer. I mean like PMR and SPM, they took more than a month’s time. But the problem with this one is the duration of the test. Usually we are all anxious to finish with the paper and get over with it. That is the part we want the time to move faster. In my case, the time given for this test is one month’s time. This explains why I am feeling so worried, anxious, always on my toes and waiting for the night to come each and every day. I find it really tough to focus and concentrate on my daily routine. Everything is just different. My mind is stuck on this paper and will not move on till everything is over.This is actually the real day 2. So another 28 days, 28 nights.

Believe. Believe. Believe.

Just wondering how long it takes for everyone to know about this. It depends on how often people come and read my blog. So actually quite happy that you all come by so often, even though I stopped blogging for a period of time. ^_^Life is a special gift given by God to us. We must spend it wisely for we only have one credit.

End.

Chen Chou is back.

I really don't know why you bother so much posting a comment here. If you really think that I m not having a life then I think you are no where better than me, since your life is so meaningless that you even care to read my blog. Maybe you are just one of the many people who got some mental illness, being lonely everyday and night, anti-social and friendless. Call BeFrienders, they can help you out.

Today was not a bad day... though we missed a movie, we did watch I am David together. It's about a boy's adventure escaping from prison to Denmark. The ending was excellent. She didn't managed to watch all of it, slept half way cause too tired.. We went and eat loh mee at night. Talked a bit more.... which is something I didn't really appreciate before. I sent her home before following Chew n Chen Chou to murni.

Hmm usual yum cha chat, nothing much...

Assignments due dates are 22July - MGT 1Aug - ACC2 12AuG - ECO2

Don't really want to write much abt today.. more on the person who left the comment. I mean seriously, if you are not my friend, why bother coming here? If you are my friend, can't you use your own name? If you are asking me to get a life, maybe I should find one for you too.

A New Day. Mission "Saving DFP"

How should I start? I think I ll go with the usual, telling the current situation I am in before starting the story telling.


the time is 440am, and if you are my sister, you would be @#@!^&*$$%! now.. well, I m tired, but wide awake. The main reason is because I just broke up with Catherine, or maybe we already did a day before.


I just finished talking to her. Yesterday I tried to convince her that there is still hope for us, that somehow I believe that we'll be together in the end, she agreed but she wants to take time off, stating that she does not want to be in a relationship at the moment. After several attempts to convince her that I might be right, she eventually gave in, and said that she won't part with me, not now. It was all good till' we talked just now. We talked about a lot of things. Yesterday we talked abt the problems I have, how did it effect her and how she is getting tired. Today, we talked in a more calm way, less aggressive and peaceful. She was happy and so was I with how things were going. It had became clear to her that the best path for both of us is to break now, and explore ourselves, learn more about relationships before getting back together in the future. She believe that we will be together again. I believe that we can through it until the end.


We talked for hours, and time was not giving way as I am having 8am class tomorrow. She wants to break now, while I was asking for more time. She said she wants to give time to be fair for me but she said its pointless because she was already tired of me. And the new guy she met at her workplace was not going my way either. A 22 year old guy, he was described by Catherine as "ambitious and interesting". Wondered what was my impression when she first got to know me. I am sure everyone is intersting in their own ways, and you'll learn more about them as time goes by. So as I thought that there was no more chance to stick with her, she told me, "I give you a one month's time to chase me back". That could be in the Top 5 of the sweetest thing Catherine said to me and Top 3 in the sweetest thing Catherine did for me ( Guild Wars would be in here too~~ =D ). I was shocked, but happy and delighted with her decision, knowing that she was allowing myself to make her fall for me again. I did not expect that to come, as she already make things very clear to me, how she does not want to be involve in relationship at the moment. So now, with one month's time, I am suppose to beat the guy's points accumulation to win the prize, which includes a Freddie and Winfred( Dont ask) ^_^


So first of all, why am I blogging about this? As I stated before, this is more of a point accumulation basis. She said "tell everyone by writing in your blgo that we break upand how it happened and why she want to and my plans". I get points when I blog abt it ^_^. And if I m not wrong, I got a head start of 3 points; first is taking her for a movie, second was the sweet words "i already dreaming when u give me one month" and the sweet gnite msg with icons ^_^ hehe.. so with this blog, hmm should be 4++ la.


The main reason she want me to chase her again is to show her my sincerity. What do I think abt this chasing her again thing? I think its a good move. Mainly because both of us got lost halfway through and everything went so wrong, we walked the wrong path mainly bacuse of me. She tried her best to keep it on course, but I couldn't be bothered and keep on taking the wrong steps that lead us to here now. Other than that, I enjoy chasing her.. hehe.. relive the moments? :P


Now we talk about the competition, I am not sure if I met him before, mainly because I couldn't be bothered, but he receives good compliments and praises from Catherine. He has the advantage of maturity, which is the thing I lacked of. Maturity gives security, I think. I think if I am correct, all the ladies want to have security, something they put a lot of consideration into. In this case, I would have the disadvantage of lacking security, allowing the competition, we name him as CuteGuy, to have a something important to offer to Catherine. Besides that, CuteGuy is interesting. This is due to the fact taht she just got to know him not long ago. It is a duh' answer that when you spend more time with a person, you get to know him more, and the person loses his mysteriousness( spelling error I think) Some people can become more interesting when you got to know him even more, and I got the feeling that this CuteGuy could be one of them.

Myself however, could not use this to my advantage. We already know each other for more than 7months. She knows myself more than I do. But so do I. I know her more than she thinks I do. In a way, I always know what she wants( she hates it whenever i get things right, which probably occurs very often). I know basically what she wants, all I have to do now is to improve myself. This in marketing would be under product development. wherby you improve the quality of the product and sell it off in the same market. ^_^

My plans? strategies? I dont think I should talk much abt it here. Who knows, CuteGuy might be reading this and disrupt my plan 'Saving DFP' < u know what this means right Cat? :P Hehe.. but at the moment, I have plans to go watch a movie with her, Final Cut I think. Unless CuteGuy had to work from 4 onwards tomoro, I could watch I Am David with her, which offers a more dramatic storyline, giving a more tender and loving affection to bloom between two persons. Next I would probably take her out to eat as much as she wants to, which I don't know how much she wants to, since she is running her own diet program. I am only hoping that the day I take her own, her schedule would be the 'Absorbing Nutrients'. Anyways, its already 530am and I should really go and do my work for tutorial tomorrow.

Competition maybe tough and unbeatable. It could be a comparison between Liverpool and Chelsea. Chelsea owned Liverpool in the first 3 meetings. But in the end, Liverpool did it and earn their glory in European Champions League. I am Liverpool. ^_^

It is up to me to keep her with me. She is still mine. The only way I m going to lose her is giving up. Its like what one of my teachers said "The As are all yours already, its up to you to keep it in your pocket." or something like that.. mypoint is that No matter the wat he do,I should keep focus to myself and her. He is here only as a barrier. But being over confident will have its own backslash. I might repel her with my arrogance, which was something she complained. So I do feel scared that I will lose to his sweet mouth... hmmphh!!

Anyways, this is all for Day 1 -> New Day.

jusco member sales.. ^_^

ngek ngek... hehe.... 5%-15%discount for members... went to jusco with catherine @ abt 12 like dat.... bought a lot of stuff i suppose.... worth abt rm100+ =D

ribena quite cheap.. rm9 like that.. bought two bottles.

then junk food, chewy bars, drinks n etc.. hehe

tomoro my mid term begins, starting off wit management, then accII b4 ending with macro. hehe... shouldnt be a prob, i hope.. hehe.. must study!! lolx...

neways, nth much on liverpool, they want to buy figo... nw they already bought reina, zenden and another guy..... gonzalez i think. gonzalez is on loan from albacelte < spanish club.

haihz... thesedays nth much to do.... cept' yesterday i watched Only Fools Fall in Love. the Lau Ching Wan n Ng Sin Lin show... there.. the one Master Ford 1, he very jinkak at the beginning of the movie, before he was betrayed by his brother Chiu Jack. he ended up being a fool and found Ng Sin Lin, his suppose-to-be-wife but ran away after receiving money from Jack.. hehe... Jo Ann you know which show or not? the one they all exercise run up to the mountain.. then they realise wth they run up there for... hhehe... got the tic tac toe game one.... +D