Thursday, 16 August 2007
Monday, 13 August 2007
Sunday, 12 August 2007
Why? Because I prefer to work in Malaysia than here. I prefer staying and living in Malaysia than anywhere else at this moment. My frens are going back and I really want to work back in KL as well. If i really want the experience, I will come back or work abroad in other countries next time.
> Do you know working in Australia is a privledge that a lot of other> Malaysians have no opportunity of doing so.
So? I never ask for this opportunity. I am grateful but it is not what I want. i am not one of that many Malaysians who seek this priviledge.
> I've found a website that http://mycareer.com.au that have online job> search. I took the time to find a few jobs that may suitable for you. > Please at least take a look at them because I spent my very busy time to > find them for you. You probably have more time than I do, so when you do,> try to search and see what you find. >
I do have a lot of time and I can find it myself and I DID find myself works in Australia for this semester to apply. I applied for many jobs but I haven't heard anything back. Dad thinks that it is an issue with my resume, which I've checked with career counselors and employment service officer. It is a standard template which you can actually find from the internet. So there is no issue with my resume. I am and will look for more jobs tomoro for this semester.
I never asked you to look for me or spend your very busy time to do this, which I am grateful. Thanks but you can use your free time on your busy needs. I appreciate it but at the same time, I don't need it. I am finding jobs and if you think it is my fault that I am not getting one.. then maybe it is
> Don't be like a stone head (stubborn another word). You must think for your> OWN future. Working in Malaysia is very very not worth (unless you got a> reason to give us). People are surviving on day to day basis with their > little small salary and a HIGH living expenses - cars, food, rent and> others. We can give you guidance but you have to listen.
Why are you saying that Malaysia is the worst place in the work to work? Have you work there before? How high is the living expenses, compared to Melbourne, Brisbane and Sydney? Even if it is a hard day-to-day work, I would like to take that as an experience.
I DO think about my OWN future. Like you said, its my OWN future and i OWN it. I am stubborn. I have the right to choose what I want to do, whether I will regret it or not, I regret it by choice. This is what I want for my future. You can give me guidance, yes. It is up to me to accept your guidance or not. Please don't push me to do something I don't want. You and dad have been doing that since I finished high school. I agree that some of the guidance you provide are good, but at the same time, I do regret not doing things that I wanted more. Like now, I do regret not doing ALevels and having the choice of going to UK or US, which is what I wanted more. But its okay, everything is an experience. I can't feel sad about my choice to Australia because I wouldn't know how would it be like in UK or US. Same thing here, Malaysia might not be good, but I'll never know till I try it out. I might make mistakes, but thats where I can learn about myself more.
> Sometimes they ask for experience, but during the interview if you can show> them that you are willing to learn and you learn fast, they will definitely> consider you. Also that you work with AISEC (i think wront spellin), is > consider as experience. 1.5 years you've been with this organization I> believe and those counts!!!!> > OK, I gotta go, spent about 40 mins looking around the site for the jobs. > Please look at them. Thanks.
No, I won't look at them as I am not planning to stay here after graduation!
So what if its work experience abroad, earning alot more money than here? Those are important but to me now, what I want now is important to me. I may earn alot but I won't be happy staying here. Not now. Its my life and I feel that I need to start making my own choices, this is where I start.
I have my own plans to travel and do work exchange next year, or maybe apply to work as Malaysia MC for AIESEC, in a part time role and work part time as well. I don't think that I will be looking for an actual graduate job when I go back. I want to work some odd jobs and save up some money before I go on exchange in the mid-year. I really want to visit other countries next year as I think that it is a good time to do so.
i never tell you all any of these because i expect your reaction would be to discourage me. i don't like that because everytime you all do that, i give up. i don't want that to happen anymore. so what if I can't give you good reasons to stay in KL (because a rational person will pick the money, i choose the values i seek) , so what if my future is still blurry now (i have options, but I haven't decided on which one), it is something i want. please.
I need you all to let this go and be supportive for once at least. I want to go back to Malaysia. If it is really that bad, at least I've experienced it and I am satisfied. I won't regret it because it is what I want. No matter how great Australia is, thats not what I want now. I know you all want the best for me, but maybe thats not what I want.
If I stay here I know I will regret and keep wondering for the rest of life how my life would have been different if I moved back...
I am happy and looking foward to go back to KL. I can see my friends, food, life. I can travel around to places I have yet to visit. I can see my australian friends coming to visit me and taking them around, eating food. I see myself having so much to offer to any companies that i work with in KL. I feel so much more confident and comfort. I value these things much more than what high income can give me. These are things that money can't buy.
And in the end, if you earn a lot of money, and you are not happy with your life, whats the point?
Friday, 10 August 2007
adverts :(
i read it thru.. and the concept for advertlets is much better than nuff... maybe because it has less requirements....
i was kinda reluctant to put adds here.. seeing how i treasure this blog alot... that it might temper with the personal feel of the blog.. but in the end.. a 'moving image' on the side bar wouldn't do no harm i suppose...
anyways.. will look for more adds etc... when i m free
going to shower nw and start on my busy schedule!
Monday, 6 August 2007
Thursday, 2 August 2007
Wednesday, 25 July 2007
sem 2

sem 2 - still deciding on my electives.... interested in int trade n policy, but not sure if i want to take it as a subject... might prefer something 'lighter' decided that consumer firms n mkt is not for me, dropped! will be going for resource and environmental econs today, hopefully its good!! :D def. will drop org behaviour and just attend the lects :)
in terms of my future---
will dig in more info on Malaysia MC and taking SRB here and going back and become EP for msia...
start applying for positions.... i think that I want to get the full details of wat I wanna do in @ before applying for anything...
will definitely go back...
applied for all sorts of jobs already (in aus) since i got the time.. but no replies yet.. :(
looking foward to tonight. =) someone special is going to allocate time to chat with me..
muahahahahaaha
Thursday, 19 July 2007
ending of one, beginning of another
i was really nervous/anxious waiting for my results... but thank god everything is okay. (i've got 2 credits and 1 pass)
I had fun in Melb, thanks to Wii.. LoL.. jk jk.. I think that its really comfy to have a group of people/friends that you can just be crazy and have a big laughter. I haven't had that before in adelaide with the people here. It feels really good, when I went out with cw n gf, joseph n gf and my "gf", jack... I enjoyed their company, a lot.
i've tried muDShake, which is vodka + chocolate drink... which to me, taste just like chocolate milk, but cheaper by a few cents.. lol
i think the transportation in melb is better only because it is more frequent..
anyways, i learnt alot about AIESEC and myself during the conference. for e.g. I like to dance... like those line dances that we have in the conference, but not those clubbing dance.. I've danced to most of the energiser dance during the con whilst only join in to 'shake my booty' for a few minutes during the party hour.
I've learnt that MC is something i really want to be part of, though I'm not sure if I could, I will definitely apply for it.
I know that I still need to improve a lot on my communication, selling skills (Ideally I should practice everynight, maybe I will after I m not so sick.. :P )
I think the Skolling was one of the best time in Melbourne. We were all chanting and yelling "A-U , AU AU AU, A-U, A-U" I lost my voice that nice.. but it was fun. The atmosphere was incredible. 200+ people gathering at some suburb pub in the middle of nowhere at some less than 10 degrees late at night.... it was something memorable. We were so close to coming first, but sometimes its just bad luck. I wonder how it would be w/o Karo.. lol. She borrowed me her scarf which I did not buy ($12 for something too plain and that I might not use unless I travel to somewhere which is in winter is not worth it)
I've met alot of people. Like Heidi who is a Malaysian that lives in Singapore for most parts of her life, can't speak malay and not sure whether she wants to stay or go back to SE Asia. But I reckon she would be staying seeing how she is doing Law as well...
I've met Try (pronounced as Tree) , who I can say is one of the guys that I like to see again. Doubt that'll happen unless I go to WANCON this year...
I like to come back again for July Con 08, just because I want to see Anne's, Chloe's and Kate's MC Farewell speech, plus meeting up with the AU guys again. wud be awesome. but will see hw. need $$$.
Took the bus home on 17th. met up with everyone, Soo Ching, Hui Ling, Joanne. wrote a thank you note for Jack. Spent both CCW and Jack on cheap meals as gesture of thank you.
I walked around the city for the whole day, from 12 - 5ish i think... Walked frm Cw's house to Melb Museum/IMAX - City (Lunch) - Fitzroy Garden - Federation Sq. (Pixar) - home
at 3am wednesday morning, i soooo could have been left out in the middle of nowhere. the bus stopped, i went down to the shop and see wats there. i came out. saw the bus leaving. fuck fuk fuck! ran. knocked the bus. thank gawd. sat down. smiled. thought of what i would do it i did get stuck.... smiled that it was an experience.
things i rmb on the bus, beautiful stars up in the sky. really sweet. each star = 1 planet. I can't wait till the day when we have habitat on both moon n mars... ;)
The End of Semester 1
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Tuesday, 3 July 2007
rafa
just because we are buying 2nd tiers or unknown players does not mean
that they are second choices.
i think that, first of all we must understand that rafa does not play the same player week in week out. he uses the rotation policy. imagine what would happened if your superstars only get to play like 70% of the total matches in a season and the possibility of being sub out every now and then.... that wouldnt turn out well, would it?
Next thing u know is that some shitface idiot is handing their request to transfer.
therefore, by resisiting the temptation to buy superstar (singular) player, we are able to avoid such problem. players who are NOT superstars tend to be more humble and content with what they can get. (with the exception of gerrard and alonso, superstars but do not complain)
now i think that u r going to ask, why does he buy Torres then? Answer to that: Rafa wants a backbone, frm GK -> ST. currently, his bb is Reina - Carragher - Gerrard - ??? .. no one at the ST role. By recruiting Torres, hopefully he'll be the superstar among the STs and becoming our backbone for the team.
second, buying 2 for the price of 1, offers rafa more variety, choices and addtional 'dimension' to the team. for e.g. our strikers. bellamy runs, crouch heads, kuty is a madcow, fowler finishes. voila~
Purchasing unknown/lesser players could provide surplus to fund the purchase of another dimension. no doubt that this could only help with rafa's tinkering style~ not to mention that this offers a more dangerous attacking option to rafa, as he could deploy a more effective striker against certain kind of defenders..
e.g. Crouch against short defenders, Bell against experienced but slow pacers, Kuyt draining the low-stamina/lazy defenders.
I do admit that when rafa does his rotation policy, I HATE IT alot. but hey, he is the man who brought us to the UCL final, twice! I doubt that that is pure luck. But in my opinion, the problem the tactics is that it focuses mainly on counter attack. In my view, rafa should decorate his tactics more, with say, possession style/ short passing/ more attacking minded, because, I know, I believe, I have faith that our players can play exciting, attacking football too!
Minus Finnan and our two CBs, we put in eight attacking minded players!! but that is not our style as rafa prefers to play it safe, deploying a Def Midfielder. but still... one thing is that, we play too many long balls. short passing = exciting attractive game = more goals.
i believe that this could be our year.
Rafa, let's do it.
Saturday, 30 June 2007
Friday, 29 June 2007
Thursday, 28 June 2007
Lily
You are the One & only,
Seeing you now will complete me,
Mother I love you,
Missing you...
Missing you
You are someting special
Using Jaring & chasing Cruisers makes you so different
Your screams and shouts,
I wish you are here
Wishing you... Could see me grow
i miss you so..
wanted to send you an ecard but the website(s) just love to torture me.
can't wait to talk to you.
cos' i miss you so.
Sunday, 24 June 2007
Saturday, 23 June 2007
links
Tony Parker's column on Thierry Henry
Liverpool 2005 UCl dailymotion
PIG - ghost train vid animation
liverpool xmas bash 2006 redcauldron
Friday, 22 June 2007
dreamm
Hmm
eddie's brother came back and sleep in my room again. li lin called me, it was my birthday and i was waiting for her to wish me... i out wit ja and eddie to shop, ja n i went into tis soft toy /gift shop.. i was looking for this comic book, which was $12.80 I told sis that I ll go back and sleep on it la.. then she say Hah.. after all tis you just going to sleep on it?
then we walked back to the car.. across the st there was a guy chasing another guy with a glass of bottle. he then threw it, which misses everyone and there were passerbys as well a blonde lady and her family i think...)
hmm
My room arrangement was somewhat different as well...
Had CA and Fa already.. hope i can pass... dont know how it goes....
Income tax, last paper. :)
What shd i do next wed???
I got tagged frm sister... xx
random things... haha i m good at it
1. i like to clean my room/myself during exam periods
2. my mistress' both cd n dvdrw rom is spoiled xxx (someone save her!)
3. my current fav pen is Moore Stephen's
4. i found someone who is same as me, who is a SHE, who is from Malaysia, and her name is YEE JOO
5. i prefer games when liverpool are underdogs cos they always perform better like that when they are favs
6. i always wonder whats going to happen after we die. do we become spirits and float around the earth? or do we become spirits and travel to another world? is there really hell/heaven? or we just die die..? are we going to rmb what we did in the previous life when we are dead? are we going to reincarnate into something? do we have a choice? cos if we do, i think i wanna try either beaver or the platypus, looks cool... hmmm well, i can get the answer... if i ...
7. i am huge huge huge fan of S.H.E though I don't understand mandarin. xxxx
Sunday, 17 June 2007
top 10 gay moment
while playing mahjong with jolene, hl and ccw, i was listenin to my mp3 player (d-link 32mb -- I KNOW!!) while ccw was listening to his cd-r in his cd player.
we exchange earphones...
both are playing the same song.. richie ren's lang hua yi duo duo
how gay is that? lol
Thursday, 14 June 2007
exam's around the corner
things to do:
sign cheques
buy bus ticket
fix bank a/c
buy bus tickets
replace bus ticket
prolly might want to get another mother (drink).. lol
sigh... watched Ichigo 100%... its a girl's anime.....
hmm just brings back the memories of high sch.. f3 - f4... aihh
"I once dated a Chinese girl. She is so sweet........................ and Sour.."
quote frm contestant of Last Comic Standing
Monday, 11 June 2007
disgrace
you dont need eyes to see that McLaren do not want beckham in his squad, dropping him right after taking the position as the Eng mgr
At Real, Capello refused to play someone who is already leaving Real... and not even wanting to put him as a sub at one point.
Look where are they now... they are crawling and begging at David's door. x.x
seriously... what sort of bullshit is Capello made of??? like first he dont want to play him -> Beckham key to title -> staying beyond the season.. WTF??!? jeez man, do you have a stand?? guess not...
still on lease.. ;)
going uni tmr
Saturday, 9 June 2007
re construction begins
(don't know why kept doing this like these during exam period)
thinking of changing the display pic as well as the background color to white
so its going to be white + orangy/reddish/yellowish fonts
=)
changed the font to kristen itc
changed color of the scroll bar as well ;D
sudden taiwanese influence pt 1
chun nuan de hua kai dai zhe dong tian de gan shang
wei feng chu lai lang man de qi xi
mei yi shou qing ge hu ran cong man yi yi
wo jiu zai ci ke tu ran jian dao ni
chun nuan de hua xiang dai zou dong tian de qi han
wei feng chui lai yi wai de ai qing
niao er de gao ge la jin wo men ju li
wo jiu zai ci ke tu ran ai shang ni
ting wo shuo shou qian shou gen wo yi qi zou
chuang zhao xing fu de sheng huo
zuo tian yi lai bu ji, ming tian jiu hui ke xi
jin tian jia gei wo hao ma
Jolin in the house, DT in the house
Jolin in the house, DT in the house
Come on Jolin in the house, DT in the house
Our love in the house, sweet sweet love
xia ri de re qing da dong chun tian de lan san
yang guang zhao yao mei man de jia ting
mei yi shou qing ge dou hui gou qi hui yi
xiang dang nian wo shi zhen me ren shi ni
dong tian de you xiang jie shu qiu tian de gu dan
wei feng chui lai ku le de si nian
niao er de gao ge chang zhe bu yao bien li
ci ke wo duo me xiang yao yong bao ni
ting wo shuo shou qian shou gen wo yi qi zou
guo zhe an ding de sheng huo
zuo tian yi lai bu, ji ming tian jiu hui ke xi
jin tian ni yao jia gei wo
ting wo shuo shou qian shou wo men yi qi zou
ba ni yi sheng jiao gei wo
zuo tian bu yao hui tou, ming tian yao dao bai shou
jin tian ni yao jia gei wo
ding dang ting zhe li tang de zhong sheng
wo men zai shang di he qin you mian qian jian zheng
zhe dui nan nu xian zai jiu yao jie wei fu qi
bu yao wang le zhe yi qie shi duo me de shen sheng
ni yuan yi sheng si ku le yong yuan he ta zai yi qi
ai xi ta, zhun zhong ta, an wei ta, bao hu ta
liang ren tong xin jian li qi mei man de jia ting
ni yuan yi zhe yang zuo ma Yes I do
ting wo shuo shou qian shou yi lu dao jing tou
ba ni yi sheng jiao gei wo
zuo tian yi shi guo qu, ming tian geng duo hui yi
jin tian ni yao jia gei wo
Thursday, 7 June 2007
birthday ppresent
Tuesday, 5 June 2007
henglean not going d.. xxx
_Exam Period_ says:i go bak msia treat u chillies la ok
jy says:chillies?thats like wat ? rm100
go to melb and bakck cost me $100
expenses @ melbourne $200+
having a good time with best friends.. priceless
_Exam Period_ says:lol visa advertisements?
_Exam Period_ says:mamak at nite in msia with best friends also priceless mar
jy says:but my priceless time is in july
jy says:u pushing it to decjy says:so how?
jy says:interest how to count
jy says:u tell me
jy says:priceless x 10% pa x 6/12
jy says:how to calculate
*sighh....
i want nasi lemak frm ttdi!
Sunday, 3 June 2007
how stupid can you be?
"Can I have three tickets for Russian Dolls at 8.10pm?"
"This is a 18-SX movie, you must be above 18 to be eligible for the show"
"Oh don't worry, I am. Oh by the way, children tickets please ... "
Friday, 1 June 2007
good night
=) =) =) =) =) =) =)
tried to call li lin but someone was in the shower.. lol :P
Thursday, 31 May 2007
norwegian lesson~
Saturday, 26 May 2007
hair cut
i still want shorter though.. lol
i put ice cream, vannila and choc swirl, onto a bowl.
then, i add chocolate mud cake
two more cookies broken to pieces
add milk
what did i get? the taste of SIN
lolx
Friday, 25 May 2007
Thursday, 24 May 2007
HEROES!
=D
But ending abit.. mmm..
LoL
Next to read... LoST s1-3 :D
going to city later to talk to Robbie... then will stay on and start my asg
Exam dates
18/6 Fin Acc
21/ Corp Acc
27/6 Income tAx Law
song on my mind yday - Heart Of Fencing's
Liverpool lost
things i dont like abt the match
-referee kept blowing foul when it wasnt as bad to be whistled
-poor defending at pippo's 2nd goal. defenders should not give up hope and leave reina alone. should have go back as well.. could have knock the ball off the line
-it wasnt 3minues of extra time. not to mention the pippo guy faked injury
-zenden should have been sub earlier
-crouch should have started
ah well, thats life. look foward to summer!!
:D
Uninstall my game again hehehehehehhe now focus on exam + asg + aiesec + her.. nah thats done! :P
Sunday, 13 May 2007
Tuesday, 8 May 2007
when I am Away
does Away in the current term , means that you are free to chat??
LoL
life's weird :)
Monday, 7 May 2007
miss you all
read frens' blogs for the first time since like mmm quite sometime.. as in like read and read and read and wanting to know more and what happened here and there and you continue reading and you see things that you missed and then you wished that you had done this or talk to the friend abit more and just say hello and wish them well and say you miss them and stuff and i think that its just so sweet that everyone is having their life and its really good to see them having a good life and all i hope now is to see them again and have a good time, again :)
Sunday, 6 May 2007
randomness
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sambuca
working on asg as well as cleaning the house!!
will be looking foward to watch
spiderman
transformer
potc
i did something yday night... lol
I cut my hair.... again
=P
Saturday, 5 May 2007
friday night
@ night, met up with karolina for dinner, bt end of just eating buns cos we both nt hungry...
stopped by at a bottle shop as she wants to buy a wine for simon. she bought a chai latte frm cibos b4 we went to shop for cookies @ coles. :)
Selina picked us up and we went to woolies first. Karol was like wanting to buy strong chewy but end of buying professional chewies.. =)
The rest? well mmm was fun.
Reached home abt 11ish. Had a wonderful time talking.
Wednesday, 2 May 2007
Wednesday, 25 April 2007
Monday, 23 April 2007
State Con SA 2007 Delegates List
Eugene
Julia
Kay
RB
Bryn
Laura
Robbie
Faci
Ruth & Lucy
Conference Chair: Mary
AU
Katherine, Lauryn, Simon, Tanvi, Joey, Sui
Justin, Tom, Katherine A., Marika, Jackie
DeVern, Samara, Selina, Kylie Springer, James KQ, Nimesha, Karolina, Jasmin
Carmen, Sarah, Martin, Ben, Damon, ANdrew, James S
Amy, Michelle, Daisy, Jennifer, Miranda, Kevin, Maggie, Sya Sya, Paul Trystan and Melvin
Uni SA
Kylie Taylor, Anthony, Rafael, Pawel, Jon
Elliott, Azid, Steven, William
Scott, Tom, Brock, Sue, May, Jake, Matthew, Ian Jon, Jessica
not to mention
I pity the killer's family.
Hope people could understnad that its not their fault
When you google...
- two AIESECers in Melbourne that are from Malaysia. And I know one of them, indirectly
- Chloe's msn and her blog
Looking foward to see you guys in the future, some other time~ :)

Aussie's def of hook up is kissing~ .. There were a couple of hookups last Friday @ Swish.
Sunday, 15 April 2007
comment on jagerbombs koo..
speaking of Kl, havent met up with her yet.. lol... will have to before i go melb!
going for State Con on Tuesday~
did a draft on the session outlines, and collected as much content as I can frm @.net.
=D
*If I were to go on an exchange, I want to go to United States, Canada, Europe or just Singapore. Either I wanna go somewhere where I have someone I know and can visit, or I wanna be close to home :)
i've applied for jobs, waiting to hear from them, prolly i should call them after next week~... looking to dive into Mission Aus & Oxfam as well.. hmm
Sis baked cookies today.. and they are YUM-meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
hehe both my sis can bake so well~~
8 months to go before returning to KL
Saturday, 14 April 2007
Earn money while blogging
State conference in a few days time w/o session outlines for FN :(
Playing too much FM atm (knew that would happen since i installed it)
Income tax law's asg still not out, and its due on May 7
Study Fin Acc~!!!!
Plan trip to Melbourne in july~ must talk to Chew!!
Liverpoool!! Going to make it to the final, another repeat of success over Milan? Defeat of Man Utd and Chelsea in ECL will make way for the rematch of Istanbul 2005
Easter day -> went hiking at Deep's Creek with Robbie, Selina, Umut and Samara
Picture taken during Selection interview on Pubcrawl's night
Tuesday, 3 April 2007
Saturday, 31 March 2007
Friday night @ Rundle St
I dint bring my camera, but I took alot of pics from Selina's~ :)
After finishing our dinner, we decided to move on to the next place as it was too noisy. We wanted to go to Cocolat (Chocholate "cafe") but it was pretty full so we ended up at this place called Daniel. mmm Sui left already by then because she got her Engineering faculty pubcrawl, which was really really really cool~~~ Its like, all of them have the same green-t, (Teenage Mutant Binja Turtles) dont know what that means though. AND like the whole night, you can see people everywhere wearing the exact same t~... I heard from Lauryn there are like 1000+ ppl on that Engineering pubcrawll... lol pretty impressive~
Anyways, after we were being "kicked" frm Daniels cos they were closing, we went to the shop across the road and finished the selection there... It took us about 4hrs +... ANd I only got a new member~~ thank gawd~ Its like so tough to find activities for the members atm. Now i have to crack my head open...
so right after that, we went to Austral, and had this drink call Jagerbomb. Its basically like a mixture of this jager alcohol and Redbull... then u drink it like a shot... Really cute/fun way to drink cos u drop the whole shot glass of jager into the Redbull in the highclass and shoot it!
Sunday, 11 March 2007
Sunday Slow Day
The main reason why I convert to a Xangian or some other blogs cos' I don't like to 'reset' all my blog entries. Its like a new start, new game, new semester, new year, new life, new entry. No...
Adelaide Cup Day is tmr, which means I'm free tmr to catch up on tutes. AIESEC ppl are going out for lunch and movie, Last King of Scotland, which I dont mind watching, at all!! I already missed Perfume.. :(
Cicy left yday. Meeting her shows me that being in this org, u can meet so many ppl around the world that u can chat with. Will definitely want to meet her again, sometime...
Liverpool won, duh old news. Going up against PSV, which I reckon is the best possible draw for us. Hope we can own them, again.
Sunday, 4 March 2007
hot hot Scarlett
MAN UTD Fcker idiots scored last minute goal. great.
watch out next season u old haggers neville giggs scholes van der sar.
doing tute work~
my nephew's bday!!
Monday, 26 February 2007
Life is like a bank account
1. Free your heart from hatred.
2. Free your mind from worries.
3. Live simply.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less.
Sunday, 18 February 2007
dream
the dream ended with us saying bye to one of the vt, a girl.. i think its suppose to be Jun Sze but then its actually Pei Fern in my dream, or someone else.... I rmb helping her to the train by carrying her cam and handing my hand to her to hold...
i too dreamt that i read on some paper that i saw my fren joined some competition in monash (though in reality he went to metropolitan for his summer course, i think) and then all the girls like him lol...
its hard to say goodbye, but as long as we will see one another again, i will be okay.
happy cny
Thursday, 16 November 2006
Movie Tickets.. again!
Sunday, 15 October 2006
this is for You
i wrote it at somewhere else, think its good if i repost it here
there's no other place i want to be but here
the rain falls, the sun is hiding
i've lost my sight in the midst of the storm
troubled,
out of nowhere, you shine like a star,
your light leads me home, to you
never did the gloomy day feel so right, so good
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made my mistakes
i cant turn back time
only hope that with time
i can amend myself
tried to learn from the wrongs
but end up in the same place again
will i ever be him?
Tuesday, 10 October 2006
Monday, 9 October 2006
Lily
You are the One & only,
Seeing you now will complete me,
Mother I love you,
Missing you
You are someting special
Using Jaring & chasing Cruisers makes you so different
Your screams and shouts,
I wish you are here
Wishing you... Could see me grow
Your words are too far for me to reach, for now

this song says it all for me
You want to stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep,
I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away.
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.
You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me,
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what the mean,
I never thought that I'd love someone,
That was someone else's dream.
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause someday I might call you from my heart,
But it might me a second too late,
And the words I could never say
Gonna come out anyway.
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.
Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart
Monday Blue
Assignment due on thursday, tute works unfinished :(
and i think i did something really stupid. i said something to certain someone what i dont want to say, like forever. but i concede easily. i am that person that dont really want to explains thing when i dont feel like it and would go into mm details when i m in the mood. but in the end, i think i was taught to think 'there are no excuses' -- some crash course during UPSR, nick went as well i think, saw his poster in his room.
anyways, i think that though i dont like what i said and wish i could take it back, maybe it is for the better;.... maybe it wont change anything but i doubt so.
I wanted to say, I met a girl. well, we didnt really met; we just started talking online. her name is Hannah and she was the student who surveyed us on Adelaide's sch of commerce quality of education. A week later the Admin lady from the sch emailed me telling me that Hannah wants my email to share stories. I was like ?. It is really nice to know her. I find her naturally funny. She listens to Dave Matthews & Frenzal Rhomb. Oh, shes studying in UQ nw. I think like through her I got to know Australia a little more. Its always nice to hear stories from the locals. Her fav drink is Long Island Ice Tea. :)
stef sent me anberlin and mae songs. i think mae's other songs could be nicer. anberlin is not my kind. kate is alright but i think i think to focus abit more.
Darkness - bald has a very interesting lyric. hoobastank's more than memory is just meaningful.
Sunday, 8 October 2006
I HATE
Friday, 6 October 2006
dream(S)
later hui ling went off to somewhere and me jy aivee nia hau drove to somewhere from OU; we drove towards the bandar sri damansara highway.
after awhile i realised something was wrong... I SHOULDNT BE BACK NOW... i panicked! i got exam on the 10nov and now i m already back in KL on OCT?!? wtf?!? i blame jy they all for asking me to come back..... then somehow I come to my sense and say that i shd enjoy my time here and stay there during my summer...
then got this time i ask Catherine the question. and she gave me the smile
anyways jy droe until this place there we got stuck. now i realised that they were actually going to the NZ airport. all of us come down.. trying to figure a way to walk over the cliff.. lol... it was something like this is the new road and the old road dont have cliffs... then like apparently there were "chunks/blocks" that you could move around to form a road... and we reached the airport.. which looks like a port more to me.
the front view of the port was the scenery i saw from the motel. there was this market-van, you know those that drives around selling veges to aunties... and going into the building was entering into those shops i dreamt earlier..
another dream was sort of like basic instinct.. lol.. you know the part where that sharon stone sit and lures the police? yeah somethinglike that..there were 3 of us.. two good one enemy.... i was the good one along with a gurl...
Then there were some scene on dota :P lol... i was like the doombringer and we all gb one hero, icasted doom but u all still keep whacking him... in the end some other guy (Teal) got the kill.. sighhh
the dream ended with me receiving this sms from someone ":P stupid dumbass angela" from angela's handphone.. apparently in my dream i realised that someone kidnapped all my close female friends..
Wednesday, 4 October 2006
When When When
Tuesday, 3 October 2006
life is everything but simple
here in between the black and white
shaded, fading to dark
you disappear into the world you dream of
no more tears to cry
nothing to feel pain
frown turn to smile
you are happier now
i am not who i was
i am no longer cheerful
but an ordinary empty boy
here i am, saying my bye
wish me well
see you soon
*drafted in 9th june
Last Post
anyways assignment quite screwed.. shd have started acc theory first instead of mgt acc... hmmm
3 more assignments due this n next week.
one more month till finals
this is me...

I got elected as the AU LC VPFD!!
Quite nice lah the feeling... being elected.. when ppl dont even know me!!! lol.. and the best part of it I was given a choice of whether to vote for myself... and I omit from voting either myself or Carolyn :) *proud!! ahaha Hmm somehow, I feel bad for her... dunno lah.. think that she might do better than me.. dunno but this my chance and i m going to make the best out of it!!! :)
So 2007 AU EB consists or Robbie, James, Katherine, Tanvi, Christina, Lauryn and moi!
Going to help out with Toyota Expo next week.. with Anne.. yay!!
hmmm drank a drink called spider today... i was like hmm wats that... haha.. Its actually like FLOAT.... soft drink + ice cream... but dunno... not sure if its the process or the ice cream.. it taste really good :) its like.. the gas from the soda mixed with the icecream, and you "eat" it.. yummm hahaa..
had fun chatting with them as the cafe... hmmm made fun of anne.. lolol
*POOF* lol
Monday, 2 October 2006
Death Cab for Cutie
Death Cab for Cutie - sound of settling....
Anyone??? If you saying like "Hmm, sounds familar.." then its good enough.. lolz
Death Cab for Cutie - sound of settling was one of the mp3s I played here before, with that funky text movie left right on the bottom of the explorer.
So.. yeah.. you are wondering like so wtf with them..? hmm nothing really.. just that i realised that they have been aroud for quite sometime.. i was organizing my bookmarks when i saw this one on 'Wicker Park Soundtrack' Yes, they have a song there as well... I think recently I've been seeing it around... sumwhere dunno y... lol... but yeah.. Sound of Settling is where I first know about them :)
Sunday, 1 October 2006
The Offside rule explained!!
The shop assistant remains at the till waiting. Your friend is trying on another pair of shoes at the back of the shop and sees your dilemma. She prepares to throw her purse to you. If she does so, you can catch the purse, then walk round the other shopper and buy the shoes! At a pinch she could throw the purse ahead of the other shopper and “whilst it is in flight” you could nip around the other shopper, catch the purse and buy the shoes!
But, you must always remember that until the purse has “actually been thrown”, it would be plain wrong for you to be in front of the other shopper and you would be OFFSIDE
A Moment to Remember; Daisy
What would you do if your other half is about to forget everything you both had together? The number of dates before the first kiss, the times you were there for her, your annual anniversary, the first place you both know each other..... all erased.
The story is about Sun-Jin, who was heartbroken by her recent relationship. She met Chol, who works at her father's company. Few words were shared between them before they got steady. Though there he were reluctant and the family objected their relationship, they got married. It was all well, till Sun-Jin started to forget the little things, minor info such as the road name of her house.... I love this movie alot because it brought me to tears. :P It has a very touching story that most gurls will love. Available on YouTube (break into 12 clips)
If you only hear the title of the movie w/o looking at the poster, you would think that it is some sort of lovy-bubbly movie. Its not. A love triangle where a police and a professional hitman fights out for an artist in Amsterdam. It all started when the girl start receiving daisies everyday. One day, she met Jeong-Woo, who was having daisies with him. She assumed that it was him who sent her the daily daisies (it is actually the hitman). How will it end? Who is going to be with her? I don't find this as interesting and touching as Moment to Remember. Personally, I don't find falling in love with a killer that sweet. I like the ending though.. How the director 'sum up' the ending with a scene. One left, the other follow and one stayed holding a pot of daisies. Youtube (10 clips)
I like this movie alot from the first time I read the sypnosis. Three sisters, one guy.. yeahh!! lol.. Its really funny and comedic. And got pretty gurls to see...!!! lol
Saturday, 30 September 2006
Friday Recap
spent alot of credit on persuassion after that... :) and it was WORTH every single cent =D
Friday, 29 September 2006
Cat Lovers
Looks just like the cat in min li's display pic :)
spring break is over. one more month of hard work and i am off for a summer break :)
Thursday, 28 September 2006
Wednesday, 27 September 2006
Liverpool's Kevin Brodie
"Alonso also had a volley that eluded everyone and went wide (if that was Lampard it would have hit about 3 guys and trickled in)"
lol..
Breast Cancer Prevention
- what you eat
- how you maintain your weight
- exercise
- smoking
- alcohol
- menstrual history
- breasts density: “dense” breasts, which contain more glandular and connective tissue, are more likely to be diagnosed with breast cancer
Lowering the risk factors
Late Comment on Nancy, so...
Shit.. i didn't see this earlier !. hahaha.. HAHHAH.. so funny lar.. Yea.. a birthday gift she neva wore.. ={ this pic is suppose to be like a vector izzit.. haha.. *rolls on floor* super funny
errmm... i just draw & color only lah... not suppose to look like anything :P
I MEAN suppose to look like her lah.. but tak jadi.... its not i have a specified style... haha :P
Bitterly sweet? lol
Sweet and loving, nothing can replace you
Cute you are, funny you'll always be
Constantly shining, your presence soothes my mind
The music you play like the song of the sirens, I am hypnotized
A single smile can be as deadly as a dagger thrusted to the heart
Memory of you will always be bitter and sweet...
In the end, you are the one that I can never forget
Tuesday, 26 September 2006
Q33 NY
But the cool part is that if you change the font to wingdings i think, you can see one plane and two blocks with a skull and a symbolic ritual.. i dunno what they call that shape... some devilish stuff la basically..
I dunno... its like the irony of the facts given from that email... how everything can be related to one another... its just gives me the goosebumps... lol..
Plus, if u guys dun rmb, there was another time about the US dollar bill, where they fold it into the picture of the twin towers in smokes...
What does all these means really? That its fated by 'God'? That everything was predicted right from the beginning? even before the united states become united states? haha... i dunt know...
Monday, 25 September 2006
lala
hoping that i ll hold on to its tail
before its too late
Sunday, 24 September 2006
Saturday, 23 September 2006
hmm anonymous
friends and sister (singular) lol.. know abt the thang that happened last year.. that anonymous guy who came into my blog and start rambling shits...
i alwys wonder who he is? hehe.. you know deep down inside i got a name lah... but duwanna say it out...cos its nt nice that you point finger at someone without evidence.
3) isit help/smdu/outside? friendster... i put in my url there.. maybe thats where he got it from.. i dunno... but really the part of him coming back that is the weird part la... means this person is close but hate me in disguise? i wonder if he stills come over here.. haha... but I think I would love to see him again.. i dunno.. it just makes me laugh seeing ppl doing this... lol
4) this person is obviously somewhat jealous of my life... i think so... but the weird part is that.. i dont think that there is anything in my life that others shd feel jealous abt..? i mean like wat... i m not smart, i m not rich, i m fat & short... sudahlah i m a mediocre... still wanna attack me likedat.... makes me feel that someone got their SPOTLIGHT on me.. lol.. dunno lah.. i think whoever he is... i hope that he grown up lah.. yah loh! come to think abt it.. i dont think ppl at our age will do something as stupid as that right? unless i really insulted that person badly... SORRY lah...
catherine go read the back from coles, got shimramyun
i found something today by going back to old places. didnt know it was so easy really.
still thinking abt the name of that cartoon last time they show in metrovision.. like futuristic + 3d + green colored ppl... with hoverboards. any ideas? they dont use gun to fight baddies.. got three good guys, one of them is a girl.
ate "salad" today. ingredients: 2 cans of tuna, rockets, lettuce, tomato, carrot, pasta and 3 eggs + mayo.
full..
Wreckers - Stand Still Look Pretty
Sometimes I get so fed up, I don't even wanna look at myself.
But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time.
And I hate the way you look at me I have to say.
I wish that I could start over.
I am slowly falling apart.
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
and you might think it's easy being me.
You just stand still look pretty.
Sometimes I find myself shaking in the middle of the night
and then it hits me and I can't even believe this is my life.
But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time.
And I wish everyone would just go and shut their mouth.
I'm not strong enough to deal with it.
I am slowly falling apart.
I wish that you would take a walk in my shoes for a start.
You might think it's easy being me.
You just stand still look pretty.
I am slowly falling apart.
I wish that you would take a walk in my shoes for a start.
You might think it's easy being me.
You just stand still look pretty.
Another MB Fact I didnt know
She is married... to a guy 19 yrs older than her!!! whyyy?!? aihhhh got baby summo d... Owen Isabelle... SHES SO YOUNG .. Michelle is just 3 yrs older than me... T_T... aihhzz her full name so cool summo Michelle Jacquet DeSevren BranchI rmb Joann telling me that she was a bad singer in her first single Everywhere.. cos of the sound she makes at the end of every sentence.. but i like her!!! I REGRET NOT BUYING HER CD but just the cassette... haihz.. spirit room rocks! it was named after a place at her grandma's place i think.. some liquor shop if i m nt wrong...
shes sooo blody gd kay... and her fav song was the same as mine!! (though at that point i thought that she would go for the other song Goodby to You).. Her fav is Somebody to Sleep To .. which to her meant something like the Beatles' Yellow Submarine
I rmb when she just got popular... Avril Lavigne was starting at the same time as well.... Gooi Vern luv Avril den... I read an article at Kiwibox.com, comparing both of them... and maybe I was easily influenced back then; the article really is an anti Lavigne post. I didnt really do my own research to see if Avril really DID NOT KNOW how to play guitar... but i guess it doesnt really matter nw.... i like Avril too now... dont like her as a poser but luv her songwriting skills.
Wonder when is Mandy Moore going to tie her knot... sighs~
seeking assurance..
going home dream
after that... catherine was driving me and someone to sumwhere...the car driver seat is on the left side...me n the other fella was sitting behind... i was talking to catherine that chee meng i going to bring me eat dunno wat at puchong.... and apparently catherine been there with them already. its like chengheng henglean went there together to eat.. there were red wine steak etc.. the road looks new..... and its a highway
when we were suppose to make this u turn at this place, the place was clsed i dunno why.. the location now is something like kl like setting... some1.. hl i think, went to ask the local ppl staying at the apartment for help.... i was looking in front at the traffic light.. funnily there were only motorcycles, and they were going against the light. we were stranded because we dont know how to get back out from there since the u turn is closed and that u know kl roads lah.... once close you know you have to turn one fcking big round before you can go to somehwere u want

i keep watching the motorists zooming uphill after the light turn red....
after awhile...i told cw to just bring the bike acorss the road so we can head home from where we come from.. the setting here turns to be like sumwhere down the road near HELP KPD
so... he agreed and we all wer going to get on the bike when i was keeping the helmets in my bag.. cw say something like we dont need to wear helmet? i was like WTF OMG you have to wear helmet its a must!! cw "Really?" hl and i exchange our helmet.
end
lol.. it really feels like a going home to kl dream...like how it would be like... the part where me cw hl was really awesome... haha dunno where is ks n calvin.. lolx.... i dunno.. i think the helmet part.. shows how i really care abt them friends.... there were something more before hexiang's arrival but forgot d... =)
dream
It was a strange dream. Earlier it was me hanging out for lunch with Ks n SY at a hawker corner lot. Ccw joined us later. I shared the loca...
































