Sunday, 4 May 2008

mini-update






Sigh, wanted to blog about my trips i been ... but after organizing and chatting, kinda lazy, so i'll do a short update...

So far, I've been using my new Vostro 1500 that my sis bought. Its a lappie, I called it Ditto.. its in Vista, still playing around with it. Keyboard is abit noisy but its okay, i like the way it types... heh..

watched supernatural s3, heroes s2, and weeds s1. recommend Weeds to anyone, just for the sake of watching the mum... lol Mary Louise Parker, an older lookalike of Kate Beckinsale.

Nanc'.. thats the way we should call Nancy, to make her look hotter.. but lol.. Nan suits her .







gonna watch the s2 n s3 of Weeds before i go back.

also! I bought my tickets to Boston and back from NY!



Can't wait! this is going to be good. get to finally see minli n nick for the first time since they left KL. lol... was supposed to see Calvin too but decided that to pay USD200+ just to see his face, is totally not worth it. so.... LoL

Also! I went to Disneytown yesterday! :D Watched Iron Man with Alan (Big sis didnt come along cos she had to take care of Brandon) which is Freaking awesome! What I like about the story is that is feels so real and realistic. Theres nothing supernatural about him, just super gadgets (which is not supernatural). The visual effect is awesome and looking at his armor that is so classy and shiny. Its really one of the best Marvel productions I've watched. Too bad, Alan said that they are not planning to make part two.

I think I got into the hyped late last night and googled on Iron Man. In the comics, down the road he went to the space, to some planet and after some transmutation, the armor merged which is body, allowing him to use his brain to activate his armor whenever... lol HOW COOL IS THAT?!? LoL...

The movie is also really good cos of Pepper.. lol I like Paltrow. one of my fav actress. others would include.. scarlett! lol n kiera...

as for the guys, my favs are ewan and josh hartnett.

anyways, WATCH IRON MAN IN THE CINEMA GUYS!








Thursday, 24 April 2008

Nephew and muh trip!



This is my first time meeting my lil' nephew Brandon... LoL.. and he called me kau fu... (though it doesnt sound like that but yeah, he meant that!) He's really fun, and smart... I wonder how I was like when I was his age... He likes playing with spinning things.. e.g. wheels n helicopter's rotor. I think sis made him understand how to make decision by keep asking him questions.. which is kinda interesting.... can take a page or two from sis' book of growing babies. :)

Hello Kitty at the Taipei Airport. :) Had a 1.5hr break here. Walked around.... there was a GAMEZONE shop as well, with playable PS3 for try-outs. Tempted, but didn't...









Cinammon toast Crunch + Cheerios
......... and IN AND OUT BURGER.. lol not carls :P


Roadium... place where we went to Swap market on Wednesday morning.. Nothing much to see over there... till I saw the GC game I wanted. Zelda Windwaker... :D it cost USD15 and looks crappy.. Sister say its better to buy somehwere else (Which is true cos' I just ebayed the game)











These are what I found from Target.. :D
Taylor Swift!!! woot! LoL.. but kinda strange cos don't have Permanent Market inside... I didn't know she got another album already, does she?

Paramore... Thats about RM31.20. Kit Mun.. I rmb you telling me that their previous album sounds better....

Arrived


I reached Los Angeles on Monday 21st April 2008 , GMT-8.00

Will post more photos later.

Monday, 21 April 2008

in taipei

woot!! lol was walking along the aisle and found this internet service... lol

just msged yj about the email... its 230 now, boarding at 310.. departing at 345.
watched LeGrand Chef! that Korean movie i wanted to watched.. quite good actually

later, going to continue watching heroes.. lol :P

ok the font is getting screwed... lol they using the chinese chars here, donno how to fix it.. later!

i'm off

though not in a totally 100% holiday mood, but i m on my way to visit my sister in us.

:)

Sunday, 20 April 2008

the last night with Sparkle

I opened Nancy's Sparkling Apple Juice yesterday. I didn't really wanted to do it without her, but since the house is going to be sold, and the fact that leaving there by itself in the fridge alone for the next one month plus is not a really good idea, I decided to share it with my other friends. I wanted to like opened it with her and Kit Mun, but both of them are busy this week, with assignments and work. Next time I guess...

Anyway, we played 2 games of killer Bunnies and 1 Betrayal. Betrayal was interesting, but shame we couldn't do much... Chee Weng read the wrong haunt.. :P

We went home early, about 1.30am. Sent Chew and Hexiang home, before going to kaufu's house and watched MU drew with Blackburn! Chelsea is back in contention.. if they beat MU and MU slipped up again.


Saturday, 19 April 2008

amazing acoustics

try sara barei.. (*google sara bareiles love song... ) ..

Try Sara bareilles' Love Song & Rihanna's Umbrella.

Umbrella is surprisingly awesome, since the ori version is kinda irritating... lol

Thursday, 17 April 2008

difficult times for Reds

I am worried about Liverpool. Hicks is fucking everyone up, creating the atmosphere that causes everyone to have no choice but to give in to his wants. I hate him. A lot more now than ever. If your read the latest article on his view about Parry, you will feel how he is manipulating his position to exercise powers and make decisions to pull and garner support for his helm.

He is a sly, and it is even more obvious in the latest article when he said his priority after receiving Gillett's share is to offer Benitez a one year extension... Sigh! How disappointing!! I am sure that the sole reason for him to make that statement is to push Benitez and fans to switch to his side. This is wrong. I can't understand why is he has so much say in everything when Gillett has the other 50%. If only he can exert more of his authority, that would be good.

The battle in Anfield would only end in a stalemate, unless someone gives in. I hope Gillett doesn't. No matter how good the offer is, I am pretty sure DIC can give a better offer. Again, another wonder why Gillett needs' Hicks' permission to sell.

I admit, Parry did not manage Liverpool better in finance. Yes, he could have done better in gathering more income money, and the new stadium should have been built earlier. But no Liverpool fans would blame him. We are passionate about our tradition and culture. And besides, its not to say that we are not able to support the managers' transfer kitty. Every year we made a good amount of purchase. On the stadium, it was delayed, unfortunately. But it was already in progress even before Hicks Gillett came in. Mind you, it took time to research and analyze options available and to receive the approval of the council. I think I am not wrong that the plans for the new stadium came in sometime during Houllier's era.. towards the middle-end. It is the right time to discuss about a new stadium as that is when Liverpool begin to exert authority in the League and Europe again. Not ideal to do it before then because its unrealistic (needless to explain).

My hopes? Somehow something kick the sense out of Hicks to let go of Liverpool and give it back. To WHO? David Moores, that Morgan guy, Gillett, DIC, Liverpool FC Fan club.. anyone.

Benitez? I hope he stays, but I find it difficult to believe that he will if Barca or some Spanish club comes for him. Maybe Spain too. But regardless, if he is moving on, so are we. No one is bigger than the club itself. Choices? Martin O'neill, Michael Laudrup.. Frank Rijkaard

Players? Big sale I think.. all names are mentionable. No one is safe, thats for sure.

Buy in - Right back & Winger. Hopefully? Dani Alves and Silva. :D


Sunday, 13 April 2008

jetpacking days.

a day passes by so fast. within a snap of your finger, the day is over. Next!

that's how I assume most people are feeling about their lives. I do.

I need re-start myself and get the ball rolling again.

1. Plan meetups with the rest of people you haven't meet for the 2nd time .. and Nancy (lol) Haven't talked to her for awhile now. Funny status she has on her Facebook. assingmentinitis.. something like that.. Also with the VTees! (Haven't see that HS online for ages d :(, did he quit? lol.. )

2. Try to do ONE different thing this week. Go somewhere new. Eat somewhere new. that MAGE cafe!!! and ermm.... maybe go and do some voluntary work (hopefully)

HOUSE CLEANING part XXXIIII.. lol House is sold. I need to help sisters and myself to do some cleanup and arrange the boxes that we want to keep at one side..

Updates frm last week
Wed: Chef Loong... finally got a taste of my almond tea... after wanting to drink that in PG but tak jadi.... then Kit Mun call me for a meal the next day..

Thu: Buffet @ Mandarin Oriental cancelled... Kit Mun and I went to Pizza Hut, before coming out of it to go to Secret Recipe next door. Its nice catching up with her. Was shocked to learn about the news from our friends in EY. Had Choc Mud cake. Yummy. Thu we went for dinner also. 6 to 10. $$$ flying away

Fri: Game night n yumcha! Didnt play Betrayal.. which I really wanted to.. :( Smashing and Raying on Wii... I bullied Amanda in three games. First one for fun, the other 2 cos she asks the rests to target me... lol...

Sat: Movie. 3 Kingdoms. I like to story. But I think it ended too fast. Don't really like how they skipped the in between of his uprising and fall.. would like to see some of stories in between then.. and what happened to the girl?! But overall I like the story and how the ancient war strategists think. Coolness... made me feel like watching the other Andy Lau movie on the bandits one.

Sun: popiah.. and Souled out. i think.

finished talking to sis. trip is expensive.
sigh.





Tuesday, 8 April 2008

raining spoils Footie Focus

*sigh.. kenot watch astro now cos of the rain... no Fun.. Football Focus was on air for about maybe 5mins.... have to catch the rerun later.

so what happened? short update

1. Went and do my us visa last Friday. Lunch @ Esquire Kitchen with CCW.

2. Played Betrayal and Mad's game. Wasn't that fun with the Betrayal. Ended too fast.

3. Went back to PG. ate good food. 'pai'ed ah mee.

4. came back. Didn't do anything. went back home

5. caught sick. flu

6. Monday - Lunched with CCW n HL @ Sg Wang Econ rice. Walked to Jln Ampang near the Hardrock Cafe there. Took Metrobus to Wisma MCA. Collected my passport.

7. Went back home. Made some simple food. Sandwich with cucumber, baked beans, boiled egg and sausage.

8. Installed FM2006, Streetwars, Railroad Tycoon onto the PC :) GOOD TIMES!!!

9. Watched local shows. One of the ad, contact lens one, Bausch n Lombs, veryfunny. Its only on NTV7 though. try to catch the Making this weekend.

10. Oh, I did go to gym for about 20minutes... the Bike one was broken.. don't know why... could have been those cleaners.

11. Thought about a new brand. its call Adike. You pronounce it as Ah di key

12. Woke up... played FM.

13. Ate leftover from yesterday. Finished sunquick.

14. Came over to kammo's house. Start looking at air tickets to LA. Checking EVA, MAS, SG, China, United & Delta.

15. Realised I don't save much from taking different airlines go and back.

16. Ate dinner.

17. Blogging.

Gonna stay up till Liverpool's match is over. 5am. That is about 9hrs frm now. Kinda worried, but confident, mainly because we rested most of our players.

Thursday, 3 April 2008

plans?

need to start planning something ahead so that i can plan the other plan. confused?

going to KL tmr, going PG on saturday.

I dont know why, these days seems like there are less things to blog about..

Will I shut this down?!? i doubt so lah.

maybe cos' i m too worried about the thing i m doing tmr for the whole week.

maybe la.

:)

I made my own apple salad today. Not bad la.. but dunno how, a combination of.. i think the capsicum and something else taste awful.. prolly the yello onion

*pray*

talked to Carolyn today. she was telling me how much she enjoyed her OGX in finance... said that the structure i implemented is doing great.. :) I AM HAPPY! I left an item in AU. :D WOOT!

talked to Moon a few days back. She said she might be coming to MY to visit me end of the year. Love it if she could.

Aleks might be coming too.. but earlier...



oh.. i finish reading 20th Century Boys. okla.

Sunday, 30 March 2008

-.


Sara Bareilles - Love Song

Marie Digby - Say It Again

this is what i missed T_T *sniff*


http://www.flickr.com/photos/jwloh/2366806300/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hl1cAXuHnyU&eurl=http://junkonline.net/node/769

:(

Friday, 28 March 2008

decent update.

1. went to MV 3 days in the last five for this job that I'm deciding not to pursue further.

2. learn about FOREX

3. went out for lunch with HL on Tuesday @ Sg Wang's Economic Rice (ticks one more restaurant of the 'list')

4. visited Pavilion for the first time on Tuesday

5. had lunch @ Mama's kitchen for the first time in 3 yrs (unless i had it during my internship, doubtful though)

6. started reading 20th Century Boys

7. had MY's Gloria Jeans Coffee for the first time, and the 2nd, simultaneously. ( Green Tea & Mango chiller)

8. saw star wars action figurines selling between rm15-20 at two different shops. this is my first time seeing these figurines selling at this low price since the first time i bought them!

9. bought a new thumbdrive.... the same one i bought for my Adelaide Uni @ LC. :D how cool is that? :P

10. watched the sunrise while listening to Emi's cd. Wonderful feeling :)


I bought Emi Fujita's Camomile Blend. Spectacular.

Saw the soundtrack Nick recommends me to buy, Across the Universe, still contemplating on that.

its pretty decent, eh? :)


coming to terms with myself.

I don't really know how to start this post. So I'll just babble my way through it.

Life is short, too short to worry too much about things that are too little when you think back. Life is too short to fill up your mind with unhappy thoughts and feelings, that in the end, what's the point? You only end up making yourself miserable.

I know myself that I try my best not to keep things in my heart, things that I like to shout at people, telling them how unhappy I am with their actions, but is that the right way to handle the situation? Keeping your mouth shut and letting things slide everytime you bum into a confrontation? I don't think there is a Right way or there is a wrong way. There are ways, and the consequences of the different solutions leads to different places. We should be looking for long-term benefit, rather than solving issues in view of the short-run.

Balance is the word. I think that several times, I should just yell out what I feel inside, and just let things out, make myself feel better and then u wake up and make up with whomever. That's something that what my friends told me that how friends should be like. Forgive and forget. I can forgive, but I find it difficult to forget. No matter how I pretend, I know I still remember what you did to me because I think about it, over and over again.

Therefore, balancing the right amount of anger-release and bottling some of it would be ideal. Ideal. Word that we use to describe things we love to want and own. No one is perfect. I know I am not.

Anyway, I am thinking of things that I've left behind. What should I do about it? I want to do something to make it better, to start over, but not everything is as easy as I want them to be. Just because I want them so, doesn't mean others do. And I am taking into account how others would feel from what actions I might take. Is this a good reason/excuse for being the way I am? Maybe. Depends.

I think, after all the babbling, I want to say that there isn't any point to keeping hard feelings against someone inside. Let it out and forget. Move on. I want to try to be someone with this personality.

Wednesday, 26 March 2008

BUMmed!

I didn't win. :(
contemplating whether to spend rm400 to see her. I would, if I still have money in the bank. :(

I know I am going to regret not going.... but ah well.. I have to be rational. No $$, No Luxury.

Anyway, tmr got two meetings. One with Annie & Yee Joo, another with GFI Mgmt at 7pm! :)

Things look brighter up ahead. :)


Sunday, 23 March 2008

suks

paid rm5.80 for my ayamas dinner, which i did not enjoy it as i was hurriedly gobbling it down
paid rm14.60 (CHEW owes me rm3) for the beers, and I hate beers

and all this for the nuts! watch mascherano get a fucking redcard for crap talking and then see man utd score 3 goals.. BULLS


sucky.

Friday, 21 March 2008

Albums In My Mind.

Boys Like Girls? Foo Fighters? Emi Fujita? Sara Bareilles? Paramore?

Then I stumbled on something which gives awesome high rating at http://www.absolutepunk.net...
Lydia's Illuminate.

I'm gonna get it. Called Rock Corner, they don't sell it there.

Thank god I am going to US. :)

Oh, 99% I will buy Emi's too. Its a good collection for occasions that needs a lil' romance ;)

decided paramore, better not touch.. after kitmun angry.. haha...
bng, erm.... MIGHT, but doubtful
Foo Fighters.. Just decided that since I have their 2nd best selling album d, I can leave this aside.
Sara... mmm not appealing enough.... yet :P


Wednesday, 19 March 2008

package from JA

WOOT!! finally!! :D hahaa

Thanks !!! That was really fast. ^_^

Anyway, even though tmr is holiday and most of the ppl would want to go out, UNFORTUNATELY and LUCKILY, I won two tickets to watch BE Kind Rewind (7.3/10 frm IMDB) so... too bad there wont be any group outing before 11, though I am happy that I am catching a free movie later! :D

When the hitz person call me I was so excited I tot it was from Play @ Msn. T_T

haha...


pray for the best! hope for the best! :D

Now now, what should I do with the package.. ? *sigh* Its not really that difficult, but I m thinking it is... Plan first.


been cooking at home for the past two days. made sandwich, easy.
egg + tomato + butterhead (vege) + cheese + ham

this morning is a lil' different. i fried the egg with mushroom, tomato and onion. yum!


I REALLY WANNA GO SEE KT... GAWD PLEASSSSSSSSSSSE!

Saturday, 15 March 2008

thankful!

YOU BETTER BE. lol for being your chauffeur

and You too. for helping you do your asg.

and maybe, hmm, YOU, for being your 'booty-call' LoL


I AM. to You, for fetching me home.

You, for talking to me when I felt alone

and You, for showing me where I can buy my clothes


and HANDS OFF CCW, stop grabbing my thighs when we are sitting next to each other when we are @ the movies just because we got the couple seat.. X_X

I felt so groped.



stop blogging.

i read a few blogs, enough to say that most people stopped blogging for the same reason, privacy. that they can't blog as free as they used to because of the many eyes that are staring and looking over the contents.

i feel sad.

contests contests contests!

gawd i hope I WIN THEM ALL!

if not, please please let me win the biggest of them all!!!!! (A) *prays!

I've decided
If I win the cineleisure tickets, I'll take Cindy out for a movie
If I win any of the Manly movies, I'll take CCW
If I win any of the other movies, I'll ask HL
If I win the biggest, I have shortlisted the top 3 ppl to take with me. PLEASE LET ME WIN! Gosh!

I am not really that desperate to win, but at the same time, I am craving alot to win that one. Maybe cos after seeing her clips on utube.... changed my whole craving for it. ^_^


watched Death Proof, Spiderwick, 3/4 of Ocean's Thirteen, Rule Number One this week. will be looking to watch a few more

tmr TABOO Day!

GOD, Let me win ! WIN KT's ticket.... omg..

If i win.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahha I'll be speechless..
^_^

if only.

if only...

Tuesday, 11 March 2008

Chapter Thirteen of American God by Neil Gaiman

'I can believe things that are true and I can believe things that aren't true and I can believe things where nobody knows if they're true or not. I can believe in Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny and Marilyn Monroe and the Beatles and Elvis and Mister Ed. Listen - I believe that people are perfectible, that knowledge is infinite, that the world is run by secret banking cartels and is visited by aliens on a regular basis, nice ones that look like wrinkledy lemurs and bad ones who mutilate cattle and want our water and our women. I believe that the future sucks and I believe that the future rocks and I believe that one day White Buffalo woman is going to come back and kick everyone's ass. I believe that all men are just overgrown boys with deep problems communicating and that the decline in good sex in America is coincident with the decline in Drive-In Movie theatres from state to state. I believe that all politicians are unprincipled crooks and I still believe that they are better than the alternative. I believe that California is going to sink into the sea when the big one comes, while Florid is going to dissolve into madness and alligators and toxic waste. I believe that antibacterial soap is destroying our resistance to dirt and disease so that one day we'll all be wiped out by the common cold like the Martians in War of the Worlds. I believe that the greatest poets of the last century were Edith Sitwell and Don marquis, that jade is dried dragon sperm, and that thousands of years ago in a former life I was a one-armed Siberian Shaman. I believe that Mankind's destiny lies in the stars. I believe that candy really did taste better when I was a kid, that it's aerodynamically impossible for a bumblebee to fly, that light is a wave and a particle, that there's a cat in a box somewhere who's alive and dead at the same time (although if they don't ever open the box to feed it it'll eventually just be two different kinds of dead), and that there are stars in the universe billions of years older than the universe itself. I believe in a personal god who cares about me and worries and oversees everything I do. I believe in an impersonal god who set the universe in motion and went off to hang with her girlfriends and doesn't even know that I'm alive. I believe in an empty and godless universe of causal chaos, background noise and sheer blind luck. I believe that anyone who says that sex is overrated just hasn't done it properly. I believe that anyone who claims to know what's going on will lie about the little things too. I believe in absolute honesty and sensible social lies. I believe in a woman's right to choose, a baby's right to live, that while all human life is sacred there's nothing wrong with the death penalty if you can trust the legal system implicitly, and that no one but a moron would ever trust the legal system. I believe that life is a game, life is a cruel joke and that life is what happens when you're alive and that you might as well lie back and enjoy it.'

omg


cant believe i did that!! lol


*lalala*

free passes for movies by only participating in CloveTwo survey! :) www.thestar.com.my and go under contest


I want KT Tunstall's concert ticket!!!

Sunday, 9 March 2008

yday's unblogged post

really tired after all the prepping. it wasnt a great dinner meal, not to mentioned it ended way earlier than i wanted it to be. but hey, its a precedent to many that would come in the future. and i m happy nancy knows my high sch friends :D
:)

where should i start?

I wanted to blog about my dream i had two days back. its about me, amanda, ccw and ks/hl (they both assume the same person at different times) going to watch a movie, which then somehow we are part of the movie and the situation where the city is under attacked is actually happening. i got shot twice, but stayed alive. tried killing this mutated girl holding a gun with knives. lolz. a lot of weird things, like how we try to resupply ourselves, and paying 'security fee' to these two arab girls whom one of them is actually from kl. odd.

went out for wii & yumcha last night also.

didn't take too many pics of my dinner just now, have to chap from ppl later. :)

wonder what's going to happen tmr, is the interview still on or what? no idea. no email from the fella. wonder if there would be riots as mentioned by nancy. god knows.

liverpool won 3-0, but doesn't feel as exciting to me anymore, not like how i felt before.

two other things i wanna blog about is:
1- Blue's song with Elton John (chorus first two lines I think)

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd


2- my sign came again yday, Click Five's Jenny.

it will be interesting to see what happens come August +

Wednesday, 5 March 2008

Photo Updates :D

I like how Wh was posing... "Nah!"




Uncle Cheong & moi


HL & my hand :D

Taking photo, pouring wine and ordering food, all-in-one


Super flash to reveal the hidden person

in the car..~~~



RM1.20 .... temptatious sin!






My stuffs from SG: pair of Adi shoes, Simple Plan limited edition, Billabong T from Evelyn, FHM and FHM poker cards :D



And of course, introducing: Mark


Tuesday, 4 March 2008

filling up the week.

Yay! Got Wed night and whole of Saturday filled

Friday night planning to bum at ccw's house, haven't ask him yet.. ngek ngek

Tuesday today is going to be packed d, at least I can make it that way lar!

went dentist d... it was okay.... could be better with flossing

later i ll
go bank in cash
go make passport photo
go print my app form
go scan it and my photoJustify Full
go email these to the person
go scan and photocopy my transcript
go photocopy my cert to A4 size

went to mkt in the morning too, my plan for vege
tomatoes, potatoes, capsicums, cucumbers, long beans, corns, carrots, lettuces, purple lettuces, rockets (if i can find any)

maybe some soup? and then just go buy some teriyaki chicken!

:D
hu-ha!

oh, this saturday/sunday morning going out for bfast with aunty and ahboi.. YUMMY, go eat food in kl again.. hehehe

Who wants to go to Just Heavenly Pleasure? :P

Monday, 3 March 2008

with a purpose!

dentist appt. tmr 830am

sort out the us visa queries, now have to prep and apply

WD passport thing will be sorted out later

WEDNESDAY NIGHT ---> MOVIE NIGHT @ ccw's

Friday night, thinking of making dinner, then ask amanda help help since she got no work, then maybe can ask friends all come eat :D

ngek!

must fill up my free time d!


Sunday, 2 March 2008

can't help myself.

i keep thinking about you. its not super sad, its nothing really, just reminiscences of the past. but still..

i m back, took less photos than HL's bday thing... mostly photos of amanda. did heaps of walking over there, finally ate my Mos Burger! caught up with kaima n katherine n eve. great! bought my SHOES! woot! ccw gave me a negative feedback but i r.like it so much that his comments didn't bother me.. so yay!

i ll be looking forward to do something like this again, traveling with a friend/partner.

:)

back to normal now

Friday, 29 February 2008

i am in singapore.

backpackers house rocks!
english hot chick... :D
anyway... the whole of yday was really tiring + exciting, since this is my first time going on a trip with just another person and traveling like backpackers.. WOOT!.. lol

i am online at 6am now cos' we both went to sleep early... now i m suppose to check where to go etc and find the next place to stay since the Hive only have one night vacancy.
plans in the next 2 hours - shower, breakfast, make some ph calls, get another hostel
i m not alone!! someone just woke p.. haha... i m not that crazy... i guess..

i thought alot about you on my way here. there are so many feelings, good and bad. but somehow, i know that it doesnt really matter what i felt, or even what i feel now towards you. i know that what happened happened and what will be will be. i can't go all my way there to stop things from changing or not changing. but one thing for sure is i m tired too, just like you. so i'll take a down a notch and see where this goes.


SAC is next week.. need to start planning for it.
what else? hope today is another fun loving exciting crazy day. :)

Thursday, 28 February 2008

back lash

wanted to unpost the previous one, but that was a feeling i had on monday.

wanted to do a stinger post, but didn't cos there ain't a point to it anyway.

anyhoo, UPDATES!

uploaded heaps of pics tis morning.. early morning.. and tagged most of them T_T.. will upload some here some day.. :P

I went to pudu d, went out with nancy + kmun AND planned the trip to sg.

didnt do the visa and prep for sac.

Shitty thing now :- the SAC might be on this Sat, and I've already purchased my ticket to SG leaving today at 4pm. I wouldn't know if the SAC is on this Sat or next week till later today, very crappy... I KNOW! So, my plan is :-
1 - if still unsure, i'll stay.
2 - if sure, i'll stay.
3 - if confirm not this week, i'll go.

easy... I hope..

I just find it really retarded, both sides, the HELP and UPM. UPM apparently told all VPX about it.. but I talked to HELP's VPX and she knows nothing. Yee Joo is not replying so I don't know what is going on.

Lucky I call them, or else... T_T gg.

Sigh, I wish I can make a difference and make it more efficient. MC? who knows. who knows.

Looking forward to another 'exciting' day.

oh, i got a pair of salted fish at home. AMANDA left our shoes outside the sliding door and its soaking wet. really.

nancy's outing was.. fruitful. :D videos. yumm!

'I laughed, cause I find what you just said was so funny'

Monday, 25 February 2008

ta-da... ohh.. that.

not so much of that ta-dah!, maybe more of like.. ta-da. expected. never thought that my sense would be so true.

so yes. my ex status in FB changed frm single to In A Relationship.

Hmm, i'll keep what i think about it with me for now. I don't blame her etc. its just the way it is, life etc.

just came back frm ks' house. really. really. really wild night. + mahjong. lol

luckily the idiotic video of me is in my camera. ho ho ho.

what's the week up ahead? another outing with kitmun + nancy, going to pudu, sorting my Visa to US (please give me the will to read the web), planning trip to SG and start prepping for the SAC.

as for now, i'll go and look through the photos again before i sleep... i m still too wide awake!

Sunday, 24 February 2008

old times.



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went over to ccw's house yday to play some papermario. watched liverpool beat boro. hattrick torres! :)

i wanted to say, 'Why Liverpool gets so much attention from their loss against Barnsley? Man Utd lost to Coventry as well for the League Cup....'

think about it.

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some photos from kammo for big sis







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going for a themed dinner tonight.. excited about the theme, not sure if i should wear a white shirt OR dark coloured shirt with white tie. hehehe

drinking later as well!! :D


Saturday, 23 February 2008

third post.

i am waiting to get back my hp from ks. -_-

had dinner with ccw. fattening and expensive. -_-

blogging again. -_-

don't know what to do later. -_-

afraid of doing something routine. -_-

i am just plain fucking bored. -_-

maybe i'll go back home and do some photo editing and upload some pics etc. :D

maybe i'll go back home and watch some dvds I borrowed from ah peen. :D

maybe i'll end up playing mahjong tonight till tmr morning (gosh, i am really high on mahjong since the other day). :D :D

grocery list:- lettuces, tomatoes, cucumbers, capsicums/peppers, carrots, wholemeal bread, yogurt, potatoes, cheese, ground black pepper, fruits. ;)

let's make some special dinner. for friends. huh? aunty that one, she don't like it, so i'll have to think of something else for them. ^_^

my mind keeps me entertained. =P

2 Days In Paris

ahh, almost forgot...
munkee went out yday for a free movie + dinner thing, which i won it thru some contest.

She told me to meet at the staircase, which I did... then after waiting like 5-10 mins, I saw this girl, a floor beneath me, walking around in front of my eyes. I was thinking to myself "the height, that hairstyle, I cannot mistaken her for someone else..." and I was right..

Apparently Escalator is the same as a staircase :P lol

we went in to the preview lounge to have our 'dinner', which turns out to be just tiny bites of paddington pancakes' mini pancakes... which is really yummy, all of them! except the big one with this green coloured berry... damn eeww.. its not bitter, but the taste is awful!! i like the drink, its orange with squashed strawberries.. they even have the 'zha' or 'saki baki' of the strawberries in the cup.. so.... :P

then, they have some competition for couples. they asked for volunteers and we both agreed that we will not participate in these games la.. Thank Gawd we didn't lor! The game was make up contest.. where one will make up the other... I was thinking to myself. Its either the girl get make up by their inexperienced bfs, or the GUY get some touch up from the know-what-to-do females... Good thing is that they won some cool stuff la, cool if you are a couple.

Didn't win the lucky draw either.. ah wells!

then we went and see people play RockBand, before going in for the movie.

there is this lady, Carol Han, who blogs for Fashion Elle. She sums up how I feel about the movie, Julie Delpy & Before Sunrise and Sunset. The way the Befores and this movie is portrayed, to me, is that its a story about this ordinary love story. Unlike most movies (where they like to make the love story more towards a fantasy), the love story here is something that people can relate to, and find it so real. It is simple love. I esp like the theory towards the end of the story, as that is what everyone will or did go thru.

:) and this movie has met my expectations and beyond! par the ending, the movie was all-out-laughter from the start. too bad they censored quite a few scenes, which prolly relates to blow jobs, fucks and etc. Having say that, the censored scenes did not ruin the movie.... but I know that it will add even more fun and laughter.. ^_^

kit mun laugh damn loud :P



I think that Adam Goldberg looks better unshaved with messy hair.



also - unrelated to everything, but I was moving my hands to the tune Stop frm SG. I got to listen to the song on the radio today. :)

another one of those thing i called 'my signs'

another update, another day.

slept over at ccw's house last night after a game of munchkins.. should have just let ks win... somehow got the feeling that hl will win... regret regret!! lol

went home in the morn, showered, then took T629 to meet up with Wei Hoong. The TripleXL burger is lame, the bread sucks, its not even XL!!! what a con-job
But anyways, it was nice meeting new people (As usual). I even got a lift from her. :D hehe

later on, went to kammo's house, sit sit awhile, ate fruits then go mahjong at ks' house.. ho ho ho... on my way out, saw honshen, he asked 'i thought cny over d, still mahjong?' I replied swiftly, 'Seasoned gambler.' ^_^ ... good outing, managed to increase my acc. receivables amt. lol

hmm, i left my hp there, now i m just blogging after reading the papers. i slept from 4-6ish.. T_T so tired must be. now contemplating on whether to eat or not to eat dinner?

so anywho,

read the Nat Geo mag, really interesting on the animals, esp the birds that uses tools to hunt for food.. :) dogs can rmb 300+ vocabs, etc etc

what to do tonight?

Friday, 22 February 2008

mahjonkers

got pulled out by ks yday night, b4 12am.

went over to his place with hl, wh and amanda. its hl's bday. 22y/o now. still unemployed.. heh

Played mahjong... till 6am. crazy. won this fantastic.. Tin wu.. the one you game right away when you open up your tiles... RM10x2.. =RM20.. bayar hutang.. hahaha never been so easy :P

crazy.

going out later, 1pm and 730pm.

wondering should i dress nice for the first one, and just cincai go for the 2nd one.. lol

we'll see

Thursday, 21 February 2008

what do you say?

don't know much about your life, don't know much about your world.... Celine Dion's Taking Chances

how am I feeling now?

I am feeling the end is near.
I feel like saying the distance will bring us closer.
I feel that those lies, hurts, not me, but us.
I feel that we are no longer who we were, and we will never be that again, not even close.
I feel that seeing and hearing things will end what I've been feeling.

But,
I know the distance will only pull us further apart
I know that this is your choice, this is what you want
I know that as time pass me by, my feelings will fade, if this is where we hold our stand

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'You still look that beautiful, but, you look like a stranger now'

Wednesday, 20 February 2008

the sky is finally clear.

a hot girl can be so hot, that even smoking doesn't seem to be an issue.

listened to the Corrs on radio twice. I will want to read through the lyrics again sometime.

goin' out later with the HELP peeps. either Nancy's or Kit's chilling place in Bgsr, we'll see how...

I got my 'special date' d for this Friday 'whopee'.. free dinner and movie, only one person can fall for that.... :P

Jo Jo leaving today to Korea... hope she can survive there.. hehehe.. ^_^

nothing much really...

'What Can I Do?'

Sunday, 17 February 2008

i say, she says.



May 청매 says:
he did carry me during the dance tho ahhahahaha

jy says: oops i posted it here?

O>O

unemployed best friends --- what do you think? our job would be recent Graduates

went for the IC @ UPM today. its really fun, something completely different from AU's way of doing it pre SRB. I got punished by doing a pole dance on a girl... x_X


plans for tmr
1 - collect ticket
2 - bank in cash
3 - buy shoes (hopefully)
4 - plan SG trip
5 - plan outing to twin tower
6 - plan outings with friends - VT/HELP & SMDUs
7 - plan to meet wit Joanne Y, Wei Hoong & Germz
8 - plan to take aunty & cousins out for dinner
9 - make a video O>O
10 - wait for Candice to call.. lolz


'i lost something i thought i was going to lose'

you again.

saw kit mun again @ eeling's open house T_T

nth la. going to upm tmr, 9am - 930pm

"scanned" the map onto my camera... looking forward to it, hope everything is all well!

yay, those people who got time, lets go to Twin Towers' bridge.. if you haven't.. ^_^

Planning for one trip there, maybe this weekend... hehe

pssst Nancy & Kit Mun, you girls can take nice pic up there at the Bridge. *hint*


I've been on a Facebook Frenzy lately. Hope it dissolves slowly.

Liverpool lost, I give up. Inter Milan is the cruncher.


Saturday, 16 February 2008

hungry.. & sleepy..

I'll summarize from last night.

Kmun, ccw, ks, amanda, eeling and me went to the Apartment for drinks yday. I ordered this cheap White Snow, damn sweet.. and not hard.. ccw's LYCHEE Martini is funny..

Then, ks and I went back to our own place to pai tian kong, then went out for mamak at Banana Leaf. I really like how kit mun was hanging with my friends =) (Ok, it is not specifically Kit Mun only, if Nancy or Li Lin or Hon Seng hang out with my friends I also like as much)

stayed over at ccw's place. watched the Office (US). slept & wokeup. surf Nancy's blog. I re read the blog from the beginning. I can't believe that Austin incident was that long ago!!! feels like just not too long ago.

then read2 halfway, power cut... ha-ha.. saw uncle manually open the auto-gate. later I bought idd talk to call minli.. :) good times! i don't really rmb that i went out wit her for v day lor... maybe the person is someone else... not me.. dunno... if it did happen also, it must be 2004 lor

lunched with amanda, kf, ks and ccw. village park again, ordered soto ayam, it was okay. OHH! nasi impit --> satay one!!! hahaha was wondering where did i eat that thing b4...

went back home afterthat, showered then go and collect my cheque, bank it in and then hangout at kammo's place awhile. found out i found the contest for v-day one.. then went out for movie - Jumpers - everyone dunt really like it.. but I find it watchable and its not bad. I enjoyed my time ler. (dunno, cos to me, bad movies are those that r really dull that i can fall asleep one)

they also find CJ7 ok ok nia.. i ll give it at least 7/10. i think the part that i hate is the grossness of the big size girl... other than that its alright ler. the storyline is good to me.

mmm anywho we went mamak after that then balik rumah.


i don't like you today. just because you are such a pain. your attitude towards me, how you feel like treating me nice one day and bad the next, is really crap & immature. Maybe you are joking seriously, but I find it just a turn off. Just because you feel like treating me like that.... fuck it. I think at least I can 70% confidently say that I treat the same people the same way consistently. I tease all of them, make shitty jokes... but all the while with the smiling face. If doing what you did make u feel like a better person... then I really pity you. :P





Friday, 15 February 2008

i won! :D

http://clovetwo.com/contest/valentine08/

looking for a friendly female for the outing :D

I think my line was

"Two men sees an ordinary black car. The women sees the tiniest dent on the car that should have been pink!"

something along that line

please please ask me to ask you out! *hint hint*

running away

i feel like running away from this~~

worried. anxious. heart beats at a higher pace.

i was foolish and rash. hot headed. so i made mistakes.

what should i do now? keeping a safe _

i don't know why i m doing things that i don't adore

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was wondering how kit mun felt spending time wit amanda and ccw. :S. hope she's alright & not mad. eeling not going later, so i dunno how also... ???

we went out to Apartment. sadly no good 'room' for us, only a table. had a good laugh though. all is good and yup

sunday! this sunday. out the whole day lor. 9-930
so...

Thursday, 14 February 2008

monologue

hmm. i think, i think, i think... the past few days have been great... don't you think so?

Yes, Yes i do! Met up with VTees on Monday for dinner... Listened to Ice's 'love' story.. not to mention the new modern way of introducing yourself to people that you might not ever see again...

Ha-Ha yes that was so funny! I ll rmb the poem...

LoLz, and what about Tuesday, when you went out with the HELP peeps? Wasn't that.... a funnily uncomfortable time with Nancy?

Hmm, hey, should we actually talk about what she did in Sushigroove here? After she 'peng' us how?!? Scary leh...

But then... how can you not tell the people about how she share with us the photos that she camwhored?!? Hahhahahaha... and the way she acted was..... Unnancy

Yeah, maybe the work took the toll. She did mentioned that she need to destress herself. And it is through the activity above that she can find her stress level going down...

Haihs.. I hope she is okay... She is a good friend anyway.. Just that... being taught the wrongs things by Kit Mun

Ya Ya! (Imitating Huan Sin) Then we went to Nancy's house for Wii... the fishing, table tennis, bubble game was fun!!!

But that Nancy... shoot so fast... damn gay.. the charging game fun also... but she played so many times d! :( lol.. Nvm la... at least it was funny when u see Kit Mun box.. lolz

Hehe, I really enjoyed the time helping Kit Mun after sending May back with her interview qs. :)

Hmm.. what else?!? Oh, what about yesterday? Lunch with Kit Mun & Nancy was good wasn't it?

Yeah... we seldom meet twice in a week... I mean, going out-wise, we don't do that, I think I only meet up with high sch friends at least once a week.. others all also at most once a week... So, meeting up wit Nan & Mun for lunch was really... hmm 'strengthening'

Ha-Ha, lucky you planned the outing Sushigroove you know! Lucky it was on Tuesday also... or else Cmay wouldn't have make it... I hope she is doing well back in Aussie.. and a great year ahead.

We all wish the same for her :)

Well, I think after outing with the girls, you went out wit KS to MV right? How did you find that?

Hmm, wanted to buy a new pair of shoes.. obviously I saw a few good ones, but the prices are not where I would like them to be.. But anyway, at least I know the types that I would want to buy here...

Hehz, I think, the dinner was fun too.. with Ka (Seong + Faii). I have to say, the Dessert's Bar is really nice.. I love the Pear with White Wine sorbet!! YummY will def. go back there for that..

So... what are you doing today?

I don't know. Just talked to CCW, we are going cyber on valentine's day.. how exciting. :(

Hmm... well, wait for dinner time, and see how. :) I know what you are planning to do.

hahaha, of course you do.. :P

Happy Valentine's Day

dream

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