6/2

Played futsal yesterday. FUN. Did more workout and felt that I can last longer now. Have to train more on quick passing and accuracy of the pass. :D

Anything else? Started Squarecells,Aliens, WaveMechanics and Legend of Grimlock2. lol

Read more Pockets' articles. Read one yesterday about digital reading, that it is better to read a book rather than its digital counterpart. The one I am reading now is about multitasking is not good for you.

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Also, my nexus5's screen was cracked for month or two already. And because it rained yesterday and my nexus was exposed to it, there are two parts of the cracked area that looks like it is rusting. Worse, I cannot interact with the top-part of the screen. Backup plan? updating my nexus4 now... lol

5/2

Good morning!

The sky is dark, I wonder if it rained already.  #cannotbelazy,mustgocut!

Had a good rest. I think I should try to sleep more without turning on the fan. I slept better yday. The dream was good too. I rmb picking up rubbish from this garden, turns out those rubbish were mine. Legos, stationery, etc.

In my dream, We were in a western dinner,   though I m not quite sure who are they (relatives but I don't recognize them). I think later a tall girl who looks like aileen came and joined us. It was only one long table and everyone were wearing formal attire. I also dreamt about brandon from node. He was in this fallout attire and an upside down question mark sort of shaved onto his hair. Don't know why... Lol

So, I am done with the bazi, can chill a bit. Time to go back to my normal stuff.

Next week cny, today maybe by some shares for keeping.

4/2

been spending the whole day finishing up the bazi! driving me nuts! #struggle

cooked again for lunch. did a very simple meal, similar to yesterday. Fry egg with capsicum, cherry tomatoes, garlic and onion. serve it with lettuce and bread.

raining now.

plan for today?
- finish bazi
- cut hair
- deposit money
- go cut grass

2/2

to start reading superfreakonomics

did more bazi work.. hopefully will be done by today

read abit on bread making too - doesnt sound that difficult! will try someday

had roti canai twice yesterday, and ate abit more junk than i had in my mind.

maybe i'll cut grass tmr... today focus on completing task on hand (bazi, bazi, bazi)

paid alot of $$ yday for creditcard, netflix and car insurance. need to pay for road tax renewal soon.

other than that, finished watching Master of None. I have to say, I am surprised how much I enjoyed the series. Short, funny, relatable kind of topics and feels "real".

liverpool lost to leicester, :(

1/2

Morning - Futsal with the guys for 1.5hrs. Good workout

Afternoon - Lunch with KF, HL, Nick @ Bowery.. food is meh. monkey bread is not good. Bowery Touch pizza has too many toppings - too many flavors until you cant really enjoy it.

Afternoon - collected soil from Nina.

Afternoon - gathered with Calvin, KS and CM to discussed on United Point. We give it a green light!

Evening - transferred soil from car to house. slept for one hour

Night - went to pub with KF,Ailin, Nick,Minli, Calvin and Amanda. Had porky fries and asahi.

Night - slept while reading WTF.

Finally finished WTF. :) Can start new exciting book!

In a mall

We were traveling. Here I don't really much but I think there is a bit of fighting. dad was inside as well.

We were in a mall. It was before someone's wedding and we were east walking around.. We decided to visit ks' Shop selling furniture and odd stuff like typo. The shop is a bit on the higher floors. When we reached, I was looking at the gifts from Ccw n Dee. The gifts were drawings by them on cardboard type of material. But when I hold the cardboard, I realized it is a screen, and it is a gif format, where the drawings are actually drawings on a computer that moves. I was amazed and I told Ccw I was amazed because I didn't expect we would have this tech that can support the battery of the cardboard (very thin)

Yi Yee was there also. Because we were all attending a wedding later, she was wearing a green colored dress. We didn't talk though.

After awhile, a group of them decided to visit Ccw mom or something.they left a few of us there. I wanted to go down, and realised the way down looks like a ramp for cars to come up,  with floors height. I decided not to use that and later found out that around the corner, after the shop, there is an escalator.

Nightmare

Same place though with different people and slight change (night time).
I think beginning sister was driving out from somewhere and the car's tire (singular) is on the fence of the road.  She will try to balance the tire on the fence while driving. That time it seemed like an underground place. We went shopping lol in a mall which has two sides.. We went to the wrong side and have to drive back. Took the travellator down. There's a lot of people doing almost the same thing, and the place is just huge.  Mostly everyone wore like. White tee shirt and jeans.

There was a scene at the hawker.

The roads were exactly the same and initially we were heading from somewhere and someone asked me to guide them home (not sis) and I said okay. After awhile they doubt I know the directions but in the end I found it and asked them why u don't trust me one.

In the end I think the monster (look A BIT like it) tried to come in through the door. I was alone in the room. I tried to lock it. The door bar where u closed it so u can open the door abit to view the face of the person outside, it doesn't seem to fit. The actual lock doesn't seem to work. So I had to fix the "view lock"  part by ensuring it fits back with my hand and then lock the bottom part. In the end I covered him with a shirt but it shaped (from the outside)  like my gloves I bought for the garden. Anyway. It stopped him and I wanna ciao d.

I think in the end everyone were there I rmb Jojo me Eddie ja. And we were saying it's not safe cos we don't now where is it.. And someone looked behind the curtain and he was there wearing the shirt (monster looks like chuckie here).. But he wasn't moving. I think in the end I grabbed it and tried to hold it down... Etc... Zzzzzzz fck this shit

surface pro and property

comment on pro:
I am enjoying it. I don't use it as much (mainly when I am in my room), but it is good so far, apart from sometimes it seems like it is hang but it is just that somehow the screen doesn't show the desktop..  I may have bent the tip of the pen as well.

I like the size of the screen. It is proportionate for reading articles/ epapers although it could be too big to be reading lying down.

I think the MAJOR downside is the limited apps. Hopefully with the launch of the new pro and book, it will attract more developers to create a version for Windows.


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I have moved back to my room now. Sister left already. Everything back to usual.

I have the pro next to the plants and to the right of the pro are my books. quite comfortable to be working here when I am sitting on a stool instead of the floor.


went and did  some grass cutting yesterday. Satisifed with my work. May look to do more over the course of next week. I find it easy cause it is nearby and I have done it before already and helpful because I am helping to clear the weed.

Nothing much... O ya, HOPEFULLY I can blog more about my dreams.. that is part of my target when I switched my journaling time from evening to morning.

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comment on kepong 5 a.k.a united point

It looks good, after the agent explained the concept to us. I think in theory it is likely to be a sure profit (matter of time) but just thinking whether can we profit more if we were to invest in other places before coming back to here ie invest in a subsales first. I got a feeling that this/now is the market to purchase subsales rather than acquiring new development ie subsales has a better value in terms of net cost to yield return etc

30/1

Ja and family left d. Was kinda sad when ethan showed his reluctance to go to sleep.

Moved back all my things to the room already... Just probably want to clean it before I start reorganizing my stuff.

Later will head to the garden to clean a bit.... Morning exercise? Until weiee drops by... Then come back and do my stuff...

Plans for today? Chill! And 5pm house viewing
Tmr? Chill! And popiah for brunch.

Confidence

I don't know exactly what I am doing. But I need to keep pushing myself to walk through this, try not to run, embrace the fear of uncertainty. Be comfortable with it. Live with it.

It is like walking through a jungle with a resourceful backpack. Stay calm, you will be fine.

29/1

freaking full dinner yesterday! had lou sang, steam fish, crab, vege & tofu, abalone. we ate at unique seafood. When we were leaving, it rained so we got abit wet. I helped to drive X5 home cos' jojo was rushing home (left with small boi earlier)

what did i do yday? Nada. not much. Did abit more towards TTDI Garden. did a sign for the tarp, now need to get it laminated and it is ready to go! #exciting! i also like the idea to attract others to participate by helping them to create space for gardening

otherwise, just reading more on bazi.. and then chilling i think... not a very effective day..

next company to research: LTKM

OH i did credit card research. ended up picking citibank.

any plans today?

- get my SD card reader, maybe help sis to buy HDMI cable.
- do more property research
- bazi!
- laminate the sign

three four goals for today!

* i also did some coursera courses on english.. just to test it out.. so good so far~

27/1

Read more today. Keep it up!

My skin rash on both arms still looks the same as it was three days ago. Hopefully it will get better soon and it is nothing major.

Finishing with Wtf and will look for new books to read. :)

Started watching master of none. My type of comedy.

Oh yah. Ate steak today. Yums!

26/1

Dad left back to Australia. We talked about a possible trip to Nepal/tibet. I told him potential he may join my friends and I on such a trip.  He don't mind. I like that idea. Hopefully can go by 2017.

Made a mistake with dad's shuttle bus. I misread kl sentral's schedule as one Utama's.  End up have to send dad using Uber. He reached airport WAY early.

Gardening day today, what did I do?
-Broke the cherries seed
-Progressed with the cutter situation for Ttdi garden
-FINALLY gave my last mint stalks the cut. Planted all of them into the soil. Hopefully they will start to grow their own roots and survive!

Wanted to do reading on gardening but didn't.
Read a bit on bazi
Did more reading, on articles mainly.

25/1

my weight is close to normal after Saturday. good cleanup at the ttdi garden, followed by less meal consumption and futsal! it was around 70-71, improved by approx. 1kg. I think once dad and sis leaves it will be back to normal for me so I think I can try to aim for 68.5 for a goal.

practicing my bazi at the moment, quite fun but limited learning due to incomplete guidance from the book. I am not sure if I can obtain full teaching without attending those expensive courses.

what happened over the weekend?
1- big sis left to US already
2- helped out to clear the weed/plants at the TTDI garden. the result is amazing (to me at least), mainly because we all can see the difference! :) #proud. met new people from the event. Harith, ex CIMB guy who is keen and very motivated person. WeiEe. a designer, interior and products, the person responsible for the random chair project (most famous @ the Kelana jaya LRT taxi stand), Susan, whom reminds me of my sister mainly because of her tanned skin and height and Eunice, my big sis' friend (talks like my big sis also)
3- played futsal~ scored two goals thanks to my pressing.. #proud too


skin - my both arms got some skin infection/ rashes - I am not sure if it is because of:-
a) my involvement at the garden, cutting and clearing those weeds.
b) the spirulina tablets that I have been eating, clearing the toxic in my body
c) the 2nd floor bed that I have been sleeping on has no bed sheet. bed bugs perhaps?

I dunno................................ but it is not that bad.. just abit itchy when I think about it.

Today is Thaipusam, so no trading today. to start back tomorrow.

OTHER news include: Liverpool won 5-4 against Norwich, thanks to a last minute extra time goal by Lallana. the game was a roller coaster and it was very predictable each time Norwich attacked, they scored. We need to improve our defence full stop.



quote from the weekend: "you can be master of one and jack of trades for others"

22/1

Today went to klang for bkt at teluk pulai, the place where Eddie brought me previously. SADLY, the TASTE is not as good as before.

So what to do today? Ate a lot, drank chatime, ate bits of KFC. FAT

Later going to game with cm Hl n nick fifa here I come!

21/1

lalala.... sold my priva, read my books, did coursera - did basic grammars.. quite interesting... will keep doing it. have updated it as part of my weekly habit.

read more on WTF, and the book actually mentioned about a guy wearing Liverpool jersey.

going for a family dinner tonight, the one which we usually have when big sis and/or ja is back. at TCM. maybe be going there earlier later to run some errands? read some books perhaps? idk. let's see.


baked some nuts today. i consider it as successful. taste good~!

watched liverpool 3-0 exeter on highlights. ojo's goal was good and brad smith performed and benteke's setup for joao texeira was unselfish



nothing much to blog today. will be going for captain ball and futsal this weekend~

city where you need to pay to get a good sleep

http://www.nytimes.com/2016/01/19/world/asia/delhi-sleep-economy.html?ref=topics

tough.

20/1

reddd market!! cut loss on priva but still have some left and china stocks. :(

but i updated my jstock to function to detect volume movement.. which should be good for future uses to determine any accumulation on my preferred stocks. will learn more about it tmr. and will do research on deleum!

learn about williams %R but according to them, it is similar to Stoch, but prettier. so i wont be using it.

Yesterday, i have planned out on the gardening activity this coming saturday.. should be fairly simple, cut grasses and remove unwanted plants. make the place people friendly. bought some gloves and sickles from Daiso for this project.

19/1

Just watched big Short. Not bad but not great. Not consistently entertaining. Well, it is educational to some who doesn't understand finance that well but it is a not friendly movie for non-business people.

I like the ideas on how they get special guest stars to introduce some financial terms and how Ryan Gosling interacts with the audience.

Did most of my habit to do today. Will wrap up the rest later.

Having dinner wiith sister and Jojo @ sushi zanmai

16/1 ah boi's wedding

eventful weekend. ah boi's wedding, followed by a gathering with ah wah and ah seng koko.

ah boi's wedding really took up the whole of saturday. we woke up at 6am, left house by 645, reached jaffre's place before 7am. i drank tea only (no solid food), then we went to sunway tower hotel to "chip san leong." the games were very simple, maybe due to time constraint or they are just playing it for the sake of playing it.

1st game was pumping
2nd game was drinking beer from a baby bottle.
3rd game was to wish ah boi koko wedding wishes

and thats it.~



took some photos before we travelled to Japanese association's house (Sokka Gakkai) at Imbi. The ceremony was very casual. very nice, easy, relaxed and comfortable. ate some light breakfast there (bought egg tarts and siew pao - same one as yukky introduced, the mini version @ cheras)

after the ceremony was done, we all drove back to jaffre's house. i guess everyone is looking forward to it and feeling happy as it is the 1st wedding in our family since i think either ah peen koko's or ah leng jiejie's. and the best part was that, everyone who was younger than ah boi koko is entitled for an angpow.. hahaha..... first angpow my sisters received in years! funny

 
elise and ewan. elise is using her scrunchie to tickle ewan's face. he enjoyed it. lol
 
me @ the sunway grand imperial dinner~

at the end of the dinner, we took a family photo (big family photo). missing ah swan jiejie, ah kim jiejie, ah yong and ah seng koko's kids. i drove ah small boi back cos he was drunk.. haha.. i am not sure if he actually knows the office people but he seem really closed with them.... not sure if its the alcohol..,. haha

anyways, then yday had lunch with ks (for ks bday) at la rissata. okla not bad the food. it was a good time spent to catch with the group since christmas party (which wasnt too long ago). interesting thing i learnt during the lunch was if you super like someone on tinder, they will know... ^^ lol.

note to self: need to learn how to react properly to embarrassing shits. lol. but i wasnt really embarrass la, just dont know what to say nia...

what else? talked to minli. i m happy that she wants to come home for good... someday...
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thats pretty much it kua.. went to unique seafood with the Kees'.  came back, watched liverpool v man utd. it was a game we unfortunately loss... :( thats football.

time to go exercise! ciaoooo

15/1

Feel like getting new phone but must try to resist it. I don't really need one but the feeling of owning a new phone is sooooooooooooooo.......  Yums? Awesome?  Haha. Need to improve my vocabulary.

What did I do yday? Went over to cm house. Trashed him in fifa. Won 3 games using arsenal. Have to admit arsenal is very fun to use cos of the movement of the players. Very active. And they are good at intercepting passes too.  Saw tricias new Google 6p. The screen is clearer... But that's all lah! Haha.. (telling myself).

Picked up big sis yday too from airport. Everyone is here now for ah Bois wedding.

Going out for dinner with efe later... Wee....

14/1

Sleepy. Woke up around 430 to watch Liverpool vs arsenal. Thank gawd to Henderson's lofted pass to benteke, whom knock the ball to Allen. 3-3.

Picked up dad at 630, came back, ran for the first time in two weeks I think.felt good. Did 4km.

Not sure what happened between after run till 230, but it was time wasted.

Just read my book and will do my exercise after this.

Ah boi koko is getting married this weekend and I will be one of the heng dai this Saturday. Tmr go dinner with Eefeng. Decided to go g3, hopes she likes it.

Should do more studying on stocks Charting later

13/1 dental checkup

Visited the dentist today. Surprised / not so surprised to hear that I need some works on one of my tooth. Surprised cos got cavity. Not so surprised cos I last visited the dentist more than  yr ago. Now I need to make sure I floss correctly otherwise I may pull out my filings.

Weigh myself just now. Gained 2kg wth.  not surprised kua considering the amount I ate since they are back. Everyday dinner. And Chinese new year snack summo.

Dad is staying over at Kammo house also. Dunno why he cannot tell earlier and likes to make last minute notice. It is not like a hotel where u can check in anytime u want. Find it very improper and could be dealt better. Maybe that's why I find it difficult to talk or work with him. Gets to me every time..

Started reading a new book called whiskey tango foxtrot. So far so good. Much better than in the kitchen

12/1

In penang for a short two day trip with ja and family. Visited mum early this morning, now at hotel, getting ready to head home.

What I did over the weekend? Not much, really not as effective to my time plan as I was before sis came over. Played most of the time. Played fifa 16 for awhile before realizing it is not worth my money and ask for a refund on the same day after a few hours.  Lol stated Talos principle which is portal like, first person puzzle. Quite interesting but I get tired Quickly from moving too fast. Lol

Other that that, drove to pg yday, up until ipoh. Then I swapped with Eddie. Tried to meet up with vaine but she couldn't make it.

7/1

Good evening!

I woke up early this morning by accident. It was around 636+-. This is my first time in awhile since I left my job that I woke up before 7.  Went to market with Kammo and bought mint and beet root to grow. Let's see how it goes.

China dropped a max of 700+ today. Before recovering a bit. Gg lo.see how tmr.  Profit gross I think 700 today.  But lots of unrealised loss.

I think I feel comfortable with the current situation, except when others talk about it, makes me slightly edgy and nervous.

Anyway, Kaufu is off for business trip and small boi is staying with us now for awhile. I think is nice to have another person at home.  Keeps the home more cosy.

Going to meet yukky later for interrogation lol. Apparently she got a bf now wo..
Haha  curious to know who is the guy. 

Did  a bit of cleaning up with my excel summary. Looks better now except for one or two formulas, can resume the progress with other stock. Before it is too late.  (I was qing to buy mikromb when it decided to break its resistance and I think it jumped 10c from the price I was looking.... Sad..

6/1

earn some 450 gross today. hope no market crash in the next two months lol

auto-gate is fixed but the wall button to open is not working.

i finished my 3-day detox. dont feel much different yet. maybe cos i am already quite healthy :D

liverpool won 1-0 against stoke yesterday. i think all our CB are injured except for kolo toure. coutinho is out as well.

tonight yc @ bumbung aka tmn paramount nasi lemak. YUMS!

5/1

2016 trading day 2 - RM450 gross today. need China to recover further!

did some gardening today.. getting my tray ready for new seeding. what to plant???

met up with pf and minli @ ou, then dropped pf and her sister back to setia alam. met the sisters' kids and her mom. I think the last time i met pf's mom was prolly back when i visited her house the first time with HL.

HL is back. proposed. looks like everyone in the gentlemen chat group is engaged or married except me. hmm. nothing much to feel about it.. not yet anyway lol.

help out with ACS today, glad to see everything is working but Sister is asking to do more, not sure if I want to commit more time to it. will see how. but I am happy to hear that they need some volunteers.

4/1

Highlights over the weekend

Chris Woon's wedding on Saturday. Funny story. He posted in FB to inform the ppl that it is at 1pm, but the wedding lunch is actually at 12pm. After lunch, CM and I went to Amcorp mall to shop for some books. I bought Jamie Oliver's Meal in minutes and two Jeffrey Deaver's books. Bought two plants also from the LG for RM10 each.

After Amcorp, went over to CM house for FIFA. Lost two, won once. ;( Tried Tricia's mango tiramisu. Not bad really. Too bad she didn't bring it over for the Christmas party. ah well...

Christmas party's food was so-so. I think the sweet & sour fish/chicken was very good. And Ka Faii's bro-in-law's cake. Otherwise others are just normal, nothing special.

I did not participate in the X-mas exchange this year. After Calvin shared his reasons why he did not want to participate (too stressful thinking what to buy for Tricia), I thought about it and I do not have anything "Wants", and I too do not like to stress out what to buy for others.

No charity water in 2015 also strangely. Will do it again in 2016. Been doing more on Kiva, which is micro lending your money to random people around the world. I am mainly interested in the farming and food side.

Anyway, Sunday was normal. We played captain ball in the evening, which, even though I did not play well, I like it, the idea that we are having other activities within our group. Ccw, Deeana, CM, Tricia, Chew, Diyana, KF, Ailin, Nick and myself. The game itself is quite technical I think, more so than futsal as you probably need to move around and be more strategic about the positioning. Can't just shoot and try your luck. I went jogging at TTDI park after that. Felt good, first jog in a week! (Getting lazier... lol). Collected twigs for my "tray garden"

Came back to do some tidy up with my tray, to be continue later after sitting there for about 20mins.

started Plant vs Zombie: Garden Warface - I did not know it is a multiplater game ONLY. I thought there will be missions which I can level up and play myself. But nooo.... Anyway the game is okay.



MONDAY ---
started the detox which I bought from CY last week... didnt shit much.. not sure if thats because I am already clean or I have not experience the full effect yet (as of now it is 4-5hrs since consumption).

China crash. gg.... hope it will go back up. :D

2016

Celebrated NYE over at cm house. Ate Mango puffs, drinks -  wines, macaron, hokkien mee, biscuits, expensive over flavoured bread, chips.

And that was after a very filling dinner over at ccw house. Aunty invited me over for the roast pork which was really good. She bought it from euro deli.

Since I didn't bring any dishes over (I thought it was a more Chinesey dinner, in fact it was a western dinner with Chinese vege),i bought fruits from ever fresh. Bought plum, pear, grapes and kiwi.

Didn't do much yesterday. Went and met a friend in the morning, by the time I reach home is about 2++, set the trade up and then tido. Didn't do a lot of investment work yday. After I woke up, I did my evening exercise then get ready to leave home d.

Slept abt 3+ yday, started playing a new game (finally finished skyrim two days ago)  called paper sorcerer. Not bad so far. Old dungeon and dragons feel to it.

Hopefully I ll "clear"  it soon and start another game! I think potentially lyne is the next one to be completed....should continue my walking dead also. Lol

Anyway earlier today went to to Menyai kamikaze to bring the guys to try. None of them like it. I think their feedback is correct but I still like the siu yuk. I ordered the curry rice. It is not bad.  But dunno why the ramen really don't taste and look as good as before, even after taking into account the eggs are poorly done ramen eggs. Could be my last time trying there too.

After that wanted to buy books for Julia bday, but the borders tutup d. Will buy from tcm another time lo. Thinking of the Keri Smith series.

We went to PS Tokyo after that. Topics mainly revolved around wedding dinners and Chew's circumcision procedure. Lol.

Now back those. Going to read, tido then game

30/12

China crashed. Not a good news as my my position is at a higher price than it is now. Hopefully it will recover soon.

Went out almost the whole day with Min Li, Woon & Grace and Aaron. Went for lunch with Heng Lean and CCW at Chilli Pan Mee. After that we head to Jaya 33, and my gosh, my car is HOT. Don't know why they have not fix my car yet. Shall put this in a reminder to check.

Went to Jaya 33 to pay my insurance through credit card, whilst Woon need to sort out some matter with his wedding lunch. After that we went to Sangkaya. Glad they like it.

Came back home after that (12pm to 5pm). Happy to see that Bbplas went up (earning 1.7k now) - gain of 24% :D  - bright side among all the other sht.

will be meeting with a friend tmr morning... excited!!!

besides that not much.. need to exercise more, follow my habit points! do more reading and work.. been slacking recently.

29/12

Bought spirulina and detox from ChinYin today. Cost me about $853. I initially was keen on the detox only but I guess I got Upsell. All is good I hope, considering if it is as beneficial as they say. I trust Cy, so...

So things to do this week. Settle insurance with aia, settle new insurance quotation from prudential, Allianz and ge

If I can do the above that would be awesome, considering how lazy I am when it comes to insurance.

Tomorrow will withdraw money from affin, transfer to Maybank first, go insurance then go settle cimb atm card.

I should also start to look for new plants to grow.  I got two to three empty or dying pots that sure can use new plants.

Nothing much, started the new sim city, quite nice but it is not the old sim city, not sure whether to get it or not considering the number of games I have. Maybe I guess I know the answer should be a no.

I have been having this urge to play this build your own base, defend and live kind of simulation. Maybe will play terraria or old sim city 2000. I feel like playing the simtower also.

Watched ipman3 last Friday. Find it OK nia

28/12

Went running for the first time in weeks! Did 3km, felt good but tiring. "Meditate" a bit as well in the park. I felt it was easier to do it in the park, maybe because of the surrounding greeneries.

Last week was the most wedding I have attended in a week! FOUR. Saturday - Catherine, Sunday - Chin Yin, Thursday - Zen, Saturday - Yeh Chuin.

Then next weekend got Woon's wedding. Everyone is getting married.

My ideal age for marriage was 26. The reason behind it was that you will have some together "honeymoon" period before we will start having children. Age wise that would be better for female due to the health risks from older age pregnancy.

Anyway, I am 29 now, still single. Somehow, I do not feel that urge to find that someone now. Maybe the thought of the commitment, something that I felt I am unable to provide at this point in time, as well as the fact that I think I will be fine without one. Ideally, it would be great to have that experience of growing old with someone. But I am not desperate enough to do anything for it.

Further, the comment made by the Suzuki guy made sense. Our world is overpopulated to some extent. And to bring up a kid into our world at this time? Not to mention bringing up a child these days is costly.

Note to self: need to redo the soil in few pots and start to plant all over again! Keep it UP!

25/12

Merry Christmas!

Had a late night yesterday. After Zen's wedding dinner, we (the YPN "gang") joined Ee Feng and her friends for drinks & countdown. We ended up at Marini 57' after recommendation from Shaun. Turns out they don't do countdown over there. Anyway, I think everyone had a good time there. We left there around 130.  I sent Chui Li home because it was more practical as compared to Jay as he is staying at Bkt Jalil.

Came home, showered, played and surf a bit before crashing.

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Will be meeting up with Chin Yin later for lunch. Wonder what will we be catching up. Strange leh. After so long haha... Hope there won't be any awkward scenarios... lolol

After that I think come back chill2 before going for dinner + movie with Nancy @ Paradigm.

Not much already.

Cut my hair yesterday. Did not like it as the barber said above eyebrow is too short. So I said OK, follow him. Post-cut = hair is WAY above eyebrow level. lol.

Did not like my boostjuice which I ordered as well. Ordered AllBerryBang, got Strawberry Squeeze. Told them about it, they re-used Strawberry Squeeze to make AllBerryBang.. zzzz taste like sht. Damn sien. I have been looking forward to it and I got sht.

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Have not been jogging for awhile d. Should go run abit this afternoon/Saturday afternoon/Sunday morning.

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24/12

Zen's wedding is tonight. I think it will the first time we all going to see Shaun since he left YPN.

Attended our family Christmas party yesterday night. It was fun to see everyone, eating and talking. Too bad Julia, Justin and eeleeng jie² weren't there. I bought a Art craft gift (which Joann jie2 won, but she decided to exchange it with jojo). I got biscuit from Japan!  Onnomnom

Anyway today my plan is to cut my hair, claim my haagendaaz (which likely means that I need to go to ou early)  and start looking around for a monitor which is stackable. Probably should do some measuring of my current table length first before going anywhere further with this plan. I think with my extra earnings from yesterday's trade, I soon can make this a reality. Woo.

Books currently reading: Carnal innocence and In the kitchen.

23/12

At Chee Meng's house now, waiting to play 2v2 fifa.

Share market today not bad, managed to clear all MY china C warrants, but I did repurchase back some at a lower price.  I am "off work"  until next Monday, so got more time to chill.

I will need to buy a gift later for the family gathering,  thinking of either book, puzzle or chocolate.  We shall see what I can chap later from tcm.

I wanna use Bayern or Dortmund later.

IPMAN3 is out also. I WANNA WATCH!

Still need to get use to blogging using Hp. Autocorrect is quite annoying at times.

Missed a lot of habits today because I came out for lunch. To consider this as a factor next time before accepting any activities.

22/12

DAY 2 of my blog revival.

Things I have been doing lately.

MAKING NEW HABITS: I am currently using this app called Fabulous to help me adopt new good habits. What it does is that it helps me to track what are my daily to do lists and at what time I should be doing it.

FOR EXAMPLE, I have set it that every weekday morning,  I will read the paper, do some exercise and meditate. I have been adhering to it so far (one week), except for the night after the Star Wars screening.

Aside from that, I am using it to form my daily work to do items e.g learning new Charting techniques, organising my own data etc.

I find this app really useful and would recommend it to anyone interested in using apps to help them better their lives.

for today, I still need to read 30mins,  another 8mins of work and 10mins reflection. NOT TO MENTION reading on food and gardening for 30mins lol

time to reset blogging

I have decided to come back to blogging.

I have more time now and I think this will help to improve myself on a new journey.

What to write? Well, I do not have a specific topic. Just write they say.

I think first of all, I probably need to organise my own data/notes first. Probably that is something I should do now.

I can also draw stuff with One Note if I want, draw and write to be precise. I think that is one of the main advantage of the One Note that I like so much. I can draw one side and write on the other, side-by-side.

So hopefully I will do this writing more often. Who knows, if I did draw something I nice I might just post it here, for memories :)


In other news, Christmas is coming soon, wonder what to buy for the family Christmas party exchange~ .. have to put a reminder for that to buy tomorrow. Maybe I'll go either curve or one utama for some shopping then.

Happy with the china shares today. the profit is excellent. With the additional cash, I now need to do more planning on how to invest with a strategy.

no more coordinator Pls

waaa I don't want be the timekeeper/showrunner/ wedding coordinator again! stressssssss!

ah well.all is good in the end.

happy times ahead!

hesitation

so cryptic.

I don't want to go to work tomorrow. even for half a day.

so tempted to msg my boss and tell him I want to El after meeting. but I won't be doing it... I mean come on. it is just half a day!

don't know what's wrong but somethings wrong. should be happier.

memories

:)  oh beijing

runrunrun

running tmr. 12km. try to do. a better timing... or at least consistent running...
should do more. mental training

follow natstory

natstory on YouTube. quite interesting lah. wonder what she works as....start work at 10+...syok

Dream

Dreamt about you.

The place seems familiar though I don't think it exist. More likely that I have dreamt about the place before. We been here before. In another dream.  This time however I was here with my friends. But I saw you. You were there with your sister.

You look beautiful in your dress. Somehow each time I see you, you wore a different dress... A recall of those I have seen you wear before.

I try to avoid you but stalk you at the same time, you didn't notice. There was a shop selling plants and gardening stuffs, a cafe with coffee and cakes and some other shops. The setting is somewhat Australian ish feel.
I
Anyway when we were leaving, we finally  met but we didn't say anything to each other. You laugh at calvin /Ks calling you Noob.

End

Should I?

Merry Christmas Alicia :)

Time time

Time flies and I am. Okay now.

Reality is Alicia broke up with  me and I have accepted it. Or at least I think so.

Got into a car accident yesterday as well. No car for two weeks

Went out lunch with Ks and cm to seafood  noodle in kj. Ks shared story about the video he watched regarding about this monk from Taiwan who can predict you life and what's wrong with you in terms of health and so forth.

Going gym Later with cm Ks and chew., if chew come.... Haha

Going for a run tmr.

Hopefully can catch movie later or something...

almost two months

i cannot believe that it has already been two months.

my heart is lighter now. i no longer think as much as i did before. but still.

everything is like back to what it was before i met her. like the past one year or so, was just a dream.

to recap and remember everything that happened in between then and now, this very moment.

i have accepted that things and people changed, whether they want to or not. perhaps this is not what she wants as well but this is what she needs to do, for her and myself. this is the decision she needs to make to progress.

feelings changed. you cannot blame anyone or find fault.

people changed. even i changed from this. i realised in a greater manner that how destructive my temper can be. i just find it amazing that i stopped playing game so much, to some extent, i am losing interest. the taste and passion for it, it does not appear within me.

acceptance, tolerance and resolution.

accept that things and people happened and that holding on is only suffering. let go and embrace the change. welcome the new and cherish the old.

to give more than you can. to consider and think of others and understand their perspective. then to give in when the things do not matter. and things should not matter.

to decide what you need to be a better person, physically and mentally. to find the ingredients and goals you need to 'complete' yourself. to take action to strive towards collecting the materials and moving closer to the end goal.



i wanted to talk to you. but like what nick said. we arent closed anymore, which is sad. but thats part of living. people come in and out like seasons... from Kanye.

i dont want.

i dont want to move on.

teachings

life goes on. with or without you.
as sad as it is
accept it, and life is much better, much lighter for you
refuse to believe the reality will only lead you to nowhere.
constant sometime lead to stagnation

hello

i want to say hello and good morning, to you. :)

things happened, and we get lost, sometimes

i think its like i am moving aimlessly.

need to reset, plan ahead and move forward.

i like to think, i like to hope. this is who i am. but to hope without action plan is to hope to fail.

so i need to carve out my objectives, my actions to achieve the objectives and execute!

sounds easy but definitely it is not.

need to really plan, plan, plan.
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other news:
tried whoppy pie. normal nia.

was hoping tricia can take me as a protege... haha.

have to work on a sunday for stock take.

talked to chong more on the personal side, which i felt really good.

Happy birthday Yukky!

flying to Beijing and Shanghai with Wei Mei and Nancy. woot!

weekend plans - collect medical report and helpout at ACS.

famous last words

i can relate to this too.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8bbTtPL1jRs

another slow day

i get panicked/anxiety now and then. trying to catch o2.

just another day....

dreamblog

we walked down the place. it feels like Bukit kiara type... I think the first time we went down I was like controlling  some kind of bike and was doing those extreme stunt freestyle with the slope... quite dangerous and exhilarating.

after. reaching down Carolyn cm and I we walked towards the room. we passed the back alley, the swimming pool. and bar when I realised I forgot the luggages. I. offered to take it with cm. while Carolyn just wait for us at the hotel.

cm. Got. a. hold. of my wallet and was wanting me to buy another round of drink /meal, to which I find very frustrating and angry because I have treated for a few times now and I was not willing.

Then we made our journey back up to the car park.

Then we walk pass this place full of animals in a cage like exhibition (like in zoo got birds)

it was Alicia, cm and me. Then,  something stuck to me.. like a kid or something and they help to removed it. I somehow just paste the kid. onto a white fur coat and said that not my problem now.. Alicia wasn't too happy with the way I handle it.

before that was something to do with nagoya mee place with. Hl. or. so.. and Alicia and I kinda fought

in the end, Kaufu ordered hamburger land which is the biggest burger with erdinger. hs ordered paulaner dark.
I ask hs if we eating here or tapau zither to hs it is no brainer we eat here. the reason I asked as because we were supposed to tapau for jojo

Then Alicia prompt me to ask. them cream. or no cream. Kaufu said I decide.

we were queuing, Alicia and I. She was in this teal turquoise dress, thick type of material with her sling handbag. She was pushing a supermarket trolley. She mentioned what she wants... and then "ah well, I love you anyway." 
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i woke up. very sweet dream which I know it couldn't be true. but bittersweet. :)

bitter

I am. bitter now...

I. try to think of the positives but it is not easy.

ending rs when in long distance really Sucks because u can't do your best do alter things

pulling yourself together

I understand it has to be this way because I pushed.

I just wished you would say hi

I miss everything.....  and that I cannot get a formal. goodbye.

haih

I mean. I am. happy that you know what you want.

I hate that you won't care for me as what we were and in a way, forcing me to do the same as well,  because you do mean something to me, at least you still, at this moment now.  and I hate that it will change.

I also hate that you are annoyed by me.

:(

fits in

life goes on

understanding 500 days of summer


move on.

this is not easy...

I am struggling to find out what I should do.... and in return I am struggling to think, to do.

Not the end!

I really strongly feel there can be more to this!

Pls. Don't let go.... Not yet..

I do

lisa loeb s I do. perhaps it is a song that you can relate to.

Fu (edited)

lost my car keys at the park.

took keys out of pocket. left it in floor. Then forgot abt it. When I go back.. gone

edited:
we went back to the park after breakfast at Yong len. I asked the guard if anyone found car keys. He said no. I decided to go back to the scene and find... nada.

When I go back to the car, which was parked near the guard. the guard asked me what car and I said it is myvi... and voila! someone just returned to the guard, when I was searching for the keys!

thank you stranger!

I know I can

I know I can be a better person.

one month bring it on!

I won't give up, yet

in theory as long as there is still. a chance, no matter how small. I should. give it a go... that will be a beautiful end.

I. will. wait and see how things go when you are back.

;)

I dont agree

I dont agree with how we should do this but I don't know if keep talking would help.

taking chances

adjusting

it is weird that I see you but we aren't talking to each other, at least for a day now. never thought it would be like this.

it is not easy at the moment, hopefully I will be better at this.

hopefully we will be better too.

as you as you get

who determines how good your day can be? ONLY YOU.

watched promised land and robot and frank. both are good movies.

i would recommend robot and frank as a family movie, whereas promised land is more for those who are CSR type of person.

Still enjoy what I do

writing is one of the many ways I used to express myself. I still enjoy it but I don't do it anymore....  work and other interests took most of my time away from learning to improve on my expression

i m now waiting for Carolyn...  told her I am gonna pick her at 730, but now sudah 8am, and still waiting.... 

later will go brunch with aileen then bg with the guys

maybe we can chat sometime today? it's been awhile.....  :)

what will be will be.

hope and als

ALS Ice Bucket challenge is working well to raise the awareness

I have hope.

75

aim to go 70!

runs in two weeks' time. can i do it?

Pressure

Just because you never manage your time and you agreed to Webcam, now you said I m pressuring you by asking you for a time to Webcam? Is my time catered to you?

You

Just because you didn't hear it doesn't make it "not a big deal"

So what....what if I am on my way home already? Then what?

It is how I see it that you should take into consideration and make you feel that you should care about it more than how you did.

Dream

I dont even rmb everything but it was about a wedding and resurrection. I died and was given chance to come back alive, and I had to work for it to turn visible, or human...

I. Don't like why but there were five of us. Nick me hl Calvin ks I think... In a car sitting and chatting and somehow we parted ways before leaving. And somehow, I died. We bought some food like roti canai and some kaya food. They didn't go to Sabah after that.

Even before the above we were. Almost like playing dota kind of thing,

But when I was back alive I was a different being. It was like traveling to see someone I m close with, and her wedding. We were travelling without knowing where are we heading and I wanted to take a picture of the road name Jalan lat and Jalan nak for Alicia to see her surname and stuff but I couldn't as each time the sign appears too fast for me to snap a photo. We ended up driving towards Jalan nak and when we open our map we realised we will never make it on time as it was already at night and we need to pass the mountain to reach the place, even though on map itself it's probably just across a small water space from the sea as it is basically another shore from where we were.

Before the above happened there was this part where this being was told that she needs to eat more of this thing the villagers used as part of their walls (looks like some dry purple grass). The more she eat the more beautiful she became.

When we reach nobody could see or hear us until we said something familiar and then everyone saw us and we sat down and talk. There were some malay friends whom was talking. One of them, who used to bride was talking about how he had done his work and that she is no longer his responsibility. She was mad to hear this and kept kicking him furiously. But he did not respond and to him, it does not seem painful. I forgot who was the gal but her face was very unhappy with his words. He was saying something like he is now part off a drawf and no longer can protect her.

I also remember and animal part where we there was this sad donkey who couldn't read and was treating the villagers really nice but yet the villagers fooled him when they erected signs which disclaim his ownership or help last time and statue of him which according to other friends of his, is very ugly. It basically a half face with the north side open type of statue /entrance gate thing. It was odd when the donkey took a photo of himself standing inside the mouth of his own statue

I don't remember wat happened but I died again. This time nobody can see me and everyone was moving on with life. I see my big sis asking me to eat chocolate which was sort of engraved with my name. I saw my own "death plate", detailing in loving memory.... Of my name and so on. I can see it was written dead.
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Dream ends and I woke up. I was sleeping 180 degree terbalik. I felt I need to write this down as maybe mom wanted me to understand the meaning of life and how precious it is that when it's gone you want it back so badly but nobody could see you anymore, and there's the reincarnation part and how u need to work it to come back as human.

Shoutout

I wanna say thanks to the guy, random stranger, who asked me to run when I was Damn tired and stopped running.

Thanks to him I ran for another 5-8 km

Misinterpretation

So jo jo me kaufu and hs went to meet Chris for dimsum at grand imperial. We went to Ou. before turn into parking, kaufu asker whether grand imperial in Ou or bsc.
We called and realised that Chris was heading to bsc whereas jojo booked Ou. Haha we ended up having brunch at monte cos couldn't get table at bsc's grand imperial

Emo

Y I get so emotional abt the things u do...... Hate being emotional

:(

Shirlik u really..... Today is the day u tell me everything I am not sure if I need to know or not

Youuuuuuuu

Why I let u dictate how I feel? Lol

Just tell me la. Tell me what u think and all and be honest with me. Maybe I will understand and make the choice u wanted ??

meaningless

when u think more about others, u ll feel how insignificant our lives really is and things that we feel it matter shouldnt.

hence i felt the urge to give more...

ou zhen yu

fish leong's new song somehow reminds me of pocahantas. the rhythm.

the song fills me with emotions...

Thinking....0f u

:) things we do for ppl we care? :)

romcom

i wanna go with her... but i dont mind to go with others if she doesnt want to go.. but seem so bad though, finding another as a backup... but go alone meh? :(

It felt... so different

Felt more than a year but its not, only almost a year

Felt more than months but its only been a month plus

Felt its over but still I m not losing hope.

Felt I want to see out others but actually I don't really want to, not much.

What the ump just happened?!?

I m more lost than ever!

Vtroubled when I shouldn't be. Likely is because of the approach.

because i do not want to forget.

this gotta be one of the better weekends i had. dinner with wyf/tws/cch/lkc on friday night, followed by a 2hr chat with cch.

sat morning tried x-com & play games with ccw, b4 drinking boost & cut hair. then, ran 10km marathon. achieved my target. :D ate fried rice+sweet sour pork.

sun: curry puff for breakfast > nasi kerabu frm kelatan frm wsl, futsal, scored a goal! (my first i believed), assisted another. ate siu yuk, ate popiah for dinner, collected my cookies made by tricia. tricia made smoothie for me also! came back. more popiah. awesome. later, movie with carolyn!

this is an awesome weekend indeed!

More kiasu than ever

Running more for the fear of being outrun!

Registered fr another two more runs this year

Abit sad lah

I want to MSG and ask u how was it but it seems too pushy.... And not my place to ask, even though I want to ask....

:(

Korea: Going home

This is probably the last 3 hours in Korea. I have been here for the last six days with Chee Meng Tricia Kaseong shin yee and Peifern. I enjoyed the time even though most of the things did not go as good as they could have been.

I wonder how it will be like at work place tmr. Haha everything back to normal. I bought a lot of gifts and ordered goods. Spent a lot on transportation and food. For myself, I think I only bringing back memories and a Nanta tshirt and a pair of metal chopsticks.

Missed out on silkworm.
Best food? Prolly the simple egg toast

73!

it seems i have reached my lowest weight in years! :D

Best dream

She sent me an email and it explains why she was occupied yday and then the endin of the email was a video clip of her going up an escalator in an outdoor shopping mall

meaning of my name... 5-7yrs ago

http://joeyk86.blogspot.com/2004/12/catherines-site-is-sooo-cool-cos-of.html

so true that its really... WOW. haha


i think everyone who used to blogs stopped blogging since twitter and facebook.

anyway.

you just have to wait to appreciate

a friend gave me a bulk of songs awhile ago (Few months). honestly, i didnt listen to all of them at once and i find it like forcing it down.... i listened to some , trying hard to like it then but i find it difficult to accept.

today, i chose to listen to some of the songs again and realised how good they were. :)

sometimes, putting the things aside for awhile, go away, then come back, would make the things look much more beautiful.

;)

Building pieces

I lost my meaning/goal in life recently. The past two days made me feel better. Tmr may give me more inspiration and guidance, but I really néed to push myself more

I got to learn to be patient to chase for things I want in life :)

Lost money

Mahjong, enjoyed but lose money hahaha.

Nose bleed

My nose bleed yday cos I sneeze too hard.

in life

in life there are times when you reach a point thinking whether is it worth going on? heading down this road that you are not sure where it will lead you to, and at the same time you know that you are likely to endure a lot of "suffering" and challenges down this road.

in life. i think simply put,do things that you dont regret at that point in time.

in hindsight though, i felt there are things i shouldnt have done or could be done in a better way (means that my thought process at that point in time was poor)

i just think that i am sure of what i am doing and know what i want.

positiveness ! :D

26/9/12

29/8/2012

A day to forget.

kiva

www.kiva.org

its a start. a new start. meaningful i hope.

one day i just thought about how much more meaningful life could be. this is one of the ways i think i could make it so.

Never let go!

Bryan Adams songs always so inspiring~~~

I won't be giving up yet!

Fragile

Haih! I want to know but I don't want to force it. So I can pAtiently wait but my hope is fading as things took a turn?

Cannot

Sleep yet!!!

Adelaide 2012

Last day here: recap:
Day 1 - Monday - ate Bo bing (Chinese popiah) seems like got good market here, could probably do the same in KL perhaps? Then walked myself to North Adelaide and back. Passed by my uni looks so diff now. Went to old AIESEC office, changed too but somethings still there eg brazil flag, map, some furniture and the cabinets.

Day 2 - met up with Faith

Day 3 - met up with Aleks, bought some presents

Day 4 - visited port Adelaide dolphin cruise

Day 5 - visited whispering wall, Tunanda, Maggie Beer Farm, Jacob's creek and ate some middle Asia cuisine for dinner. Bought a wine called Sangiovese, a Cabernet paste from Maggie beer and enjoyed the wine tasting at Jacobs. ;)