for kammmo.. lolwill post grad stuff another day.
thanks big sis for the hug. really need it now.
i thought abt something this morning. everything has both sides right? (pros & cons). u can choose and try to look things brightly. but when something made u feel down, things that can be seen as having equal pros and cons can be looked upon as something negative lor
i m not sure if u understand. its like... there are things that u should be happy for, but because u r down, its like oh, just another thing.. thats all. but if u r feeling ok/good.. you might go 'how exciting'
mmm.
li lin, what u said today, about what you need. i know you are right. i think its better for the both of us.
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anyways
I realized i need to reset my expectation of what msia is going to be like for me. just now, i had a major knock on my head that it might not be as what i thought it will be...
i have accepted the following:
no car *check
supporting my own living *check
going to be hell alone and lonely at home *sighh... check (lol)
thats all.. with friends.. i did thought abt it, like if they are not going back... will i still go back? the answer is yes i would. but now the question i need to pose to myself is what if you no longer can talk to them? i think thats hw i m feeling about some of them lor. and not that its their fault or wtv, its just that we are different people. i alwys thought that we ll have a good time, going out on weekends etc and work during weekdays. but it all seem so blurry now
but one thing as well is that am i going to rely on friends everytime we go out? YES.. lol maybe i ll just try not to go out as often lo... i m hoping to borrow kammo's car only when karo is here lor, other than that i dunt really mind not having a car
i already plan to bike ard d maa... weekend go sleepover at friends or cousin's place. weekday balik to rumah kosong.
hahah maybe AIESEC in kl can help me reintegrate back to their culture. helping them to run exchange sessions.. i ll prolly bring the photos of chloe and soph for them to see, and andrea, godwin and Cicy too. and some conference pics if any
i think, whats going to happen in the next 3 months are going to be crucial , life changing to me.
oh yeah! hehe.. i wrote a post, i really want to post it, but i know if i post it then theres no turning back, so i m writing tis to make me feel as if i posted it already even if i didnt so yeah... its all GOOD.
i thought abt something this morning. everything has both sides right? (pros & cons). u can choose and try to look things brightly. but when something made u feel down, things that can be seen as having equal pros and cons can be looked upon as something negative lor
i m not sure if u understand. its like... there are things that u should be happy for, but because u r down, its like oh, just another thing.. thats all. but if u r feeling ok/good.. you might go 'how exciting'
mmm.
li lin, what u said today, about what you need. i know you are right. i think its better for the both of us.
---
anyways
I realized i need to reset my expectation of what msia is going to be like for me. just now, i had a major knock on my head that it might not be as what i thought it will be...
i have accepted the following:
no car *check
supporting my own living *check
going to be hell alone and lonely at home *sighh... check (lol)
thats all.. with friends.. i did thought abt it, like if they are not going back... will i still go back? the answer is yes i would. but now the question i need to pose to myself is what if you no longer can talk to them? i think thats hw i m feeling about some of them lor. and not that its their fault or wtv, its just that we are different people. i alwys thought that we ll have a good time, going out on weekends etc and work during weekdays. but it all seem so blurry now
but one thing as well is that am i going to rely on friends everytime we go out? YES.. lol maybe i ll just try not to go out as often lo... i m hoping to borrow kammo's car only when karo is here lor, other than that i dunt really mind not having a car
i already plan to bike ard d maa... weekend go sleepover at friends or cousin's place. weekday balik to rumah kosong.
hahah maybe AIESEC in kl can help me reintegrate back to their culture. helping them to run exchange sessions.. i ll prolly bring the photos of chloe and soph for them to see, and andrea, godwin and Cicy too. and some conference pics if any
i think, whats going to happen in the next 3 months are going to be crucial , life changing to me.
oh yeah! hehe.. i wrote a post, i really want to post it, but i know if i post it then theres no turning back, so i m writing tis to make me feel as if i posted it already even if i didnt so yeah... its all GOOD.
Beautiful
Artistic
'When you look up'
'and i thought that i am OK '
1 comment:
i talk to dad bfore your convocation tuesday morning, but after i hung up then only remember didnt talk to you and congratulate you. i tried calling back but the phone said ur line is busy. may be dad didn't put down the phone correctly. anyway ... congrats again! hope you will find your way around kl lar without a car. i know is very marfun without one, since going anywhere needs a car now in kl. use to the public transportation was not that bad too, but if you live in prima16, may be a bit difficult. have to walk to sky 17 there to take bus.
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